hey i'm back..
frm tennis...left abit earlier...since got nothing to do at all there..
hmm....played wif tis bung who cant make it..
me n yasmin keep talking abt her "breast"
hahaha...its really huge...
tian ar.
ya..
wait...talk abt earlier..
was online...jojo was chatting wif me...
haha...we both wanted to go tm..
so ya...met her there lor...
was late..so she went to collect her fone frm repair lor.
waited lyk so damn long....i really agree tat nokia is getting worst.
n those getting repaired so far ive seen is 6610 lor..
kaoz....
ya...heng i dun use tat fone anymore..
neway played abit wif tat game fone....damn cool..
do u tink dad will get me tat?
afterall....guess i'm sick of my v-200..
hahahaa,.....wat's new rite...
yea yea..den jus walk walk..
bought tis top....hehe...so cute...
ya....den jojo was jus walkin around wif me lor.
ate the chicken pie...damn nice can..
den i took 23 there le..
was bit early la..
so went to find them..
yea..
nothing much already..
ya...abt the match..
den was c-ing the net-ball playing...coz they were making so much noise..
n pls lor...we having match can....den darryl was so distracted..so ya.
den look carefully....there's tis bung..
den how funny..
its JOANNA CHEW rite..
wat the lor.
hahaha...den jus said hi to her..
den later after my match.
heard fone ring..
n guess wat...its her lor..
n den she's lyk crying lor..
so went to look for her...
tat silly girl lost her fone..
dun dare tell mum all...
den ya....spare u all the details la..
hmm....she's jus afraid..
hehe...
ya.....realised tat she's oso keeping a tail behind...hmm...
n ya...her fringe is jus the opp side....of mine..
hmmmm....
yea..tat's abt it ba..
yea ...nothing le..
tml....gonna be a long long day for me..
tian ar...
god bless....
i wish i can get by....well i hav to..
hahaha..
still got hw haven do...shall do it tml...hehe...
yea babey...
duno y keep saying tis word....
lost the real madrid match...kaoz....
to tink i stood up so late to watch...how dissapointed..
ya....lost 30bucks lor.
yea..
nothing much..les bought a vcd for me....
well..thanks...the energy one was cool...
ya...den went to bedok interchange..
coz i was lyk damn damn hungry...
ate kfc..
nothing much...walked around...no where to go...
ntuc changed to 2storys damn nice man..
haha....din bump into my auntie..heng ar..
ya...den went home le..
cycled to grandma's house..
played awhile...n den back home..
din eat much of dinner..
hope i can lose weight...hahaha...feeling very fat le.
ya...
msg tat damn guy...still dun wana return me my money...
kaoz...he's such a fucker...
oh god...pls bless me tat i'll get the money back..
if not i feel damn so not worth it..
lyk giving him so much for nothing..
such a bastard..so irresponsible..
kaoz....he always make me cant slp.
whenever i tink abt it....jus feel lyk killing myself...being so dumb...
n feel lyk killing him....for being such an ass....
kaoz....can i vent my anger on something???
or jus let me bump into him....or wateva..
jus let me get my money back......can can??
everyone says they will help...
but in the end....haiz...forget it..
can only count on myself...
when u talk abt those things tat jus pissed u off..
sometimes u really feel lyk......duno wat to do rite.
i only wish now...can dun tink abt those unhappy stuffs..
n jus lyk.....carry on my life.
but..its quite impossible lor.
haiz...wateva la.
o well......friendster's getting more n more interesting..
hahaha....found so many fwens...long lost fwens ....
hahahhaa...how cool is tat..
yea yea...wana go off now..
for all u guys out there...
thanks for ur concern....well...
i'm ok...really....
jus tat...lyk at nite...things always get so worst tat u cant find
a soul to talk to..
hahhaa..
yea..i'm alright already....
asking myself...y am i so affected by it...
well...
i'm not gonna bother anymore..
i wish...i can leave tis place....
out of all these....troubles..
i only wan happiness.....
well..
enuff of all tat...
i wan to go buy soccer le...
but am lyk so lazy to go..
haha...probably jus ask mum get it for me.
haha.
yea yea....tat's my life..
jus uploaded songs to my md...
guess i better go buy the pc-link cable.....for the net md..
its lyk so so much faster......n better....tat is.
hahaha...
n i wan go shopping..
lyk now i got the money lor..
but ya...got lyk no time go shopping..buy stuffs...
wonder..if wat she say will come true....hehe
yea..nothing much le..
gonna stay up todae to watch the soccer..
so i tink i shld go slp now...
yea..
am back frm tennis..
god...today was lyk slack at home..
din go sch..which i was supposed to..
well..
hack..tink i not going until lyk tue???
hahhaha...got work to hand in..which i'm supposed to do lor..
but hack la..
den...gotta go hand in the excuse letter thing..
its takin forever..n it will cause me more warning letters..
ya..den the rest...nothing much.
my driving.....gotta wait till i pass my final..
haiz..its oso taking forever..
ya....went for tennis.....lost..
well...they're not tat good thou..
but still lost..
finally met the caroline....yasmin's talking abt all the while...
ya...hmm....no comments..
ya..not interested...
yea..cheryl n hui was there..
watching the match...hehe..
so good they wait for me go 85 eat..
ya...we ate n talked there..
ya...bought food for mum.
she mus be starving...waiting so long...
ya...den nothing much..
tml...wana go k-box..
but haiz....forget it..
yea yea..
gtg now..
oh oh....b4 i forget...
dl-ed the imesh thing..
y cant hav chinese songs one ar???
o wateva..
i only wan tat song for my lifetime...
baby dont u break my heart slow.
hahahhahaa..yea yea
going off now..
wana load songs to md..
yea..i tink i need to go shopping soon....
need get stuffs..
but running out of cash lately..
haiz...wat's new...
tml....got football match..
n its real madrid..haha....gonna watch it man..
but its lyk...3.30???
o well...wat to buy....
hahahha...
shall leave it to tml to tink..
hahaha....hav a good nite rest rayne...ure too tired....
haha
hmm...changed the time..
well...ytd was back at lyk 1 plus...so
din hav time to blog..was damn tired too..
o well..had a ok day to say ba.
hmmm....
was wif her the whole afternoon..
hahha...was lyk taking...."xie zhen ji"....pengz..
until not enuff space le...hahahha
nothing much to add..
oh oh.....den the shi hwat...
suddenly call shar rite...hahah..
pengz...i ansed lor...n he noes its me..
hahhaa...pengz...
guess shar really can keep secrets man..
kaoz....y am i always the last few to noe.....
suddenly i feel i mus be wary of all my fwens..
coz....u'll nv noe wat's gonna happen next.....
i wish i could choose my fwens more wisely....
n choose who i wana be wif....
dun ask me y....
i guess it will be my next burfdae before i realised all these...
n put them to good use...
jus hope next week will be jus as expected..
i somehow feel she'll forget ...
ya...den zhen got no where to go.....
welll.......coz she din noe where was jojo ba....
so ask her to meet me up at bugis..
at least can take cab st8 down frm east coast ma
haha...ya..we took lots neo prints..
ya..met les there too..
hmmm...she gave me all food rite...
really wondering y...
am i a pig to u....hahhaha..
tink i really am..
neway thanks...i duno y all those but ya..
but i really feel u duno me real enuff..
shall not say anymore....
ya..i cant eat up all the food lor...
ya..nvm...next den rushed to marina bay..
but cheryl was late as usual..
ate alot lor..ya..
den play the stupid num game..
ate sum digus stuff...
gonna hate tou fu....man.. hmmmm......was quite sad den.....
can feel i'm the extra one....there....
so weird i felt it on my burfdae rite.....
well....ya to say....
was lyk...yizhen took care of jojo...
while xiao hui took care of cheryl...
den its lyk....jus me so xtra... wana take back all my words...
but heng joanna nv come....if not its even worst..
n harder for me...
trying to lift up the spirits of everyone...
hide all my feelings.....n jus pretended happy..... but really gotta thank nic....he made my day...
he shld be honoured k...
1st time a guy made my day...hehe...
he's not a bad guy afterall... tis the 2nd time i'm saying it already...
o wateva.......jus realised i'm wrong....
to all u fwens out there tat read tis..........
fwens dun mean a fuck to me...
forever n ever....
u make me hate tis burfdae of mine..
i wish....n i wish......
i wan more fwens......
i regret all tat i've done.....really....
i made the wrong choice...telling u everything...
never ever will i again....
till death let it die.....n nv be spoken off....
back to wat i wrote...
ya...nothing much...played pool..
won tat jeff....kaoz...somehow hate him..
hhahahha...wateva la..
den lyk tat lor.
to yizhen...dun sad le k..
i believe things will turn out fine....
ya...
while playing pool....was in class 95...
n was playing alot alot of nice songs lor..
really...i duno wat to say man,.....
while tinking of her...
was suddenly playing the song i was looking all around for...
kaoz...finally found it can..
n its on my burfdae.....
tis the few things tat made my day i guess.......
i hope next yr will be better....
i'm looking forward to it...
somehow i expected things lyk tat...
but nv knew even fwens can affect me....at tis day...
wateva la....
u jus made my day...i wish u knew....tinking of u....
heheheehe....ok...blog for tml's one.....
e song for a lifetime....once n only one....O.O.O
I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky
I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you say, do you say what you mean?
I want our love to last forever
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
And I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping
I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you mean, do you mean what you say?
When you say our love could last forever
(Chorus)
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
(Bridge)
You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home still thinking that we're together
I wanted our love to last forever
I was believing in you
I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
hey....changed the time...actually its wat le..
but hack la.
jus wana write abt today..
today...went pw wif winnie..
ya...jus played pool n all lor..
den ya...she followed me to tp lor..
but she went home la...coz was lyk raining le.
i was late for the match..
so i gotta play 3rd doubles..
i could hav won...was lyk 9-7..
haiz..so close..
n how could i lose to a fatso rite.
haiz..so in the end..we din win lor.
so sad rite..
haiz...aiyah..nvm...shld hav expected la..
o well..
ya...nothing already..was damn late b4 we can leave..
so dad came fetch me..
mum was so sweet...bought food n all for me..
thanks mum...ure the best..
gave me hong bao le..
hahahhaa..
yea yea..
oh...got back my results...
so far i failed.....bpo n electronics...
hahah..i passed accounts...thanks to adine....really..
den maths..i got a D.thanks to allison..
den OOAD...got a C....thanks...to myself???
manufacturin....oh i got C...the best one le..
hahahaa..
ok..
update again...
color of the day....
of course gotta be tis la...its my day wat...
hihi.....am back againl....
n its.....
well...hope i can stay 19 all the way.
coz i dun wana start on a 2head...
hahahhaha.....u get wat i mean rite???
well.....neway..jus hope tml i pick up the nums will come out..
okok..my wish tis yr...hahhaa.....shall hav a car of my own...
hahaha....can can????
o well....jus wana say thanks to all tat msg me st8 at 12..
u all so sweet...really jus made my day.....
i noe y i living for....
hehehhe....
okok....am getting too mushy here....
hahaha...o wateva..
once a yr only k...
well....wondering wat i'm gonna get tml.
really cant wait..
haiz...wat's my plan dun even noe can...
bro got me tis tigger door nob...
hehe...quite cute....well...
its a thought tat counts...thanks bro..
den the tennis team oso...quite alright...
they all good to me.....all say happy burfdae to me..
not bad...really...
hahaha..
ok....shall be back wif the details soon.
yea...once again..
happy burfdae to me...
today...nothing much happened...
woke up wrong time...for sch..haha...
1 hr earlier...wateva..
ate lunch wif mum...b4 i went to sch.
long trip ba..
hahah..ya..n i took the same bus as tat baze???
wateva la...
ya..den lyk tat lor...went for sch..
ya...found a fone inside the lecture hall...hahahhaha...
im gonna take it...
hahaha...yea yea..
finally let me find a better one..tat time was 3210...wat the rite?
den ya...but was tinking.....die...den they will take smthing away frm me..
oh god.....
but nvm la..wateva la..
maybe a burfdae gift ba..hgahahhaa..
but i wan digital cam....
hahahahah...
ya..den went for driving....trying to cancel tml's one...damn sianz..dun wana go..
neway i dun hav to rush...gotta pass my advance 1st..
hahaha.. yea yea..
no hurry le la...
tat's abt it...
les is counting down to my burfdae...
hahahaha....pengz..
okok.....2 more days to my burfdae.....
everyone...pls get prepared..hahahaha...pengz...
hmmm...here i am again..
so sianz...am lyk so tired..
today din wana wake up...
haiz...but bo bian...was lyk so damn tired..
even my fwen could c..
haha...went for driving....stupid...did the parking thing..
hate tat guy...dun wana teach me more..
waste my money..
kaoz..i complain to my uncle...but he says tat guy is good..
wateva...i follow his instruction i wrong..
he blame me..den i jus hack...jus tikup..i get correct..wat the fuck rite.
oh wateva..
jus tat...after my drivin alot of ppl msg me...kaoz....duno how to reply sia..
den was rushing for lessons le..
ya...its lyk...soccer...din win rite..
so sad....afterall...i still lose 12bucks..
haiz...
not enuff to cover for my losses..
thot can lyk win more for my digital cam...or to spend my burfdae..
kaoz...now...all down the drain....
can someone jus throw money down to me..
hahaha..i wish n wish..
hahahah
den nothing much la..
really almost slpt while driving..
was so boring all wat..
den ya...slpt in class..
den went for tennis lor...was lyk so tired..
but tennis kept me awake ba..
den dad fetch me home..
feel so good now..
rushing doin my stuffs..
duno whether to cancel driving or not....am so damn tired...
here i am now..doing nothing..maybe going winnie's hse later...
hehe..o well..
now wearing my mao mao jacket...hehe..so cold leh.
ya...today....slpt until lyk 2 plus..
den went out wif hong han n cui fen..
hahah....i was late leh...surprised..
o ya....den we went to play pool..
was damn hungry...so jus brought mac up to eat..
hmm....saw marianne n athena foo...
yupz...den played awhile...nothing much..
so fun...hong han always "ke" me..
den cui fen oso..
ya...den we rushed off to buy 4d...cui fen la..
die oso mus buy..tell her wun come out le...
hahahaha..
ya...den i did smthing bad...
influence them...pls dun get addited leh..
if not i will feel bad lor..
den cui fen...cant make up her mind...whether she wan or dun wan...
aiyah..
hahahaha..ya..den jus walk awhile den go home le lor.
cui fen wans go home early ma..
so ya....saw sylvia...oh my tian..she really turn butch..
frm the back...she really look lyk shu zhen lor..
tink she put on weight ba..
hahahhaha..
better wish me luck..
i wan to win a digital cam man...
or at least make me win some.
so tat i can spend on my burfdae...
hehehe...
thanks.....
ok...shld be going off soon...
ya..she jus called....off i go now..tata...
im so damn tired now....
jus woke up....coz fone jus keep ringin..n i dun hav a choice...
anyway its better not to slp so much...den later can slp...
if not if i awake at midnite....noone to talk to me..
haha...guess i'm back to my fone sessions...again..
hahaha..
yea yea....well..in short..
i enjoyed my chalet..
ya....me n cheryl did not slp at all.....i stress on tat..
coz lyk.....we were playing manjong until "tian liang" le..
oh my tian rite..
hahahahha..
ya....nothing much...saw seline..n tat trevor...or wateva u call her..
hahha...she looks nicer in picture......she dun look tat nice in person ba.
ya...downtown east is lyk so different now...
so many changes....the swimming pool is cool..
hahaha....there's gonna be a water theme park too..
how cool....next fantasy-island..
hahahah..
wateva....abt chalet..got lots things to say..
but jus duno how to put them down la..so lazy..
ya..i saw shu zhen....she so fat now...hehhehee.....
sorry...being mean..
ya...den nothing le la....
almost lost my cap....heng they went back all the way to help me get it back..
honestly.....tis makes me realised tat......yizhen's nic...is not tat bad afteralll..
so i shld not be a meaner rite..hahahahahahah
had enuff of manjongs man....not gonna touch it lyk for 1mth???
hahaha...ya..den i got the kick to go play pool....n sing k-box....
thanks to them..
but haiz..so tired..
tml we all supposed to go eat steamboat one.
but its lyk...dun tink everyone can make it lor..
simply y......coz everyone mus be resting or slping ba..
hahahahhahahaha..
wateva.....i really enjoyed myself..
thanks everyone..
i tink the best out of all......most happy shld be jojo ba..
hahahhahahahaha..
ya...n they got things dun wana tell me..so bad rite..
nvm......next is my burfdae le....
suddenly...i wan a digital cam for my burfdae can??????
tink i wan to get yizhen's tat one...
hahahahaha...pengz..
we take lyk nobody's business...
wif yizhen's....cheryl's.....my fone....xiao hui's fone...joanna fone...abit only...
ya...den i was lyk saying...
"i feel lyk a celebrity" hahhahahaa...pengz...
ok la...going rest now...
ok i'm back...on the fone again..
lyk cant wait till tml rite.
haha...not watching bachelor...
cant do too many things at a time..
hahhaa...y cant time pass faster to tml...
oh my tian..
hahaha..tink tonite really dun need to slp le..
hahhahahahaha....pengz..
help me...my heart cant take such exciting things..
i will die...hahahahhahaa..
n i'll be seeing joanna too tml..
hahahaha...how long i nv c her le..
sure got lots things talk abt....ba...
yea yae.....now on the fone wif mel...
she talking shit..ahahhahaha..
i wana go find her....no la...
wan go c vennie...hahaha..
oh my tian....hahahaha..
ya..ok...i shld not be talkin shit here....
got better things to do..
lyk....daze....???
i dun feel lyk going for tennis tml leh..how sia???
gonna get ready my stuffs now...
hahhahaa
hey hey....so early n i'm home...
hmmm....wat a day today..
o well....woke up late....got dad to fetch me to sch..
hehehe....din plan one ok...dad say i purposely...so angry...
its not k..yea yea..
den lyk tat lor...today toto 2million...
gonna give it another try....hehehehe..
den went for lesson...
got 2 hr break....nothing to do..
so the 4 of us....played blackjack..wif money..
hehe...i quite lucky la....win abit..
o well....when last game...fone ring..
oh my tian...its her rite..
hahaha...talk to her all the way until i go for my lessons..
den msg all the way again..
hahahhahaa...my hp bill.....
o wateva....i dun mind..
ya..den next .....jus went for lesson awhile den go home..
on my way home...kept tinking..n imagining...
day-dreaming u call tat ba..
hahahahaha...wateva....
ya....n i cant wait till tml..
really really...cant wait...
its lyk..how i wish.....everything will jus go smoothly..
haha...they wan everything last min plan..
kaoz...it better not cock up man..
if not i will jus cry...
haiz..
so...guess tml...not going for my 2lessons..
n maybe not going for tennis.,...tat's not impt wat..
hahahhahahahahha..
cant wait...now how i wish time jus hurry past...
hahahahahhhhahaha....tian ar...
now i wan a digital cam....to record everything down....
hahaha.....nvm la...
i noe it in my heart can le....rite????
yea yea....will be back..
wa lau...find so hard for songs...in the end...jus hack.,.,
n put tis in.....will be back..
today....woke up quite late..
forgot to off my fone....n ya...everyone jus hav to msg me...
morning msg...hahhahaa....wat to do...
yea yea....den slack at home....
wanted to call her..but i din la...
yea yea..den was online..
making my comp...n bro's comp....
i really give up la..duno how to do tat damn thing la...
ya...den took bus to bedok den 69...to tp..
was bit late..but nvm...was raining...
but we still hav to play in the rain..
n ya....i din win la...
hahaha...everyone was lyk talking abt my earing...
hahaha..u all got tricked....once again by me...hahahhaha..
yea yea..
den was tinking wat's for dinner......den dad say he was around tp...waiting
for me..
so we went to 85 n eat lor.....n i hate dad...such an ass...
fuck off la...
ya ya...den saw a few sac-ian....wat's new rite...everytime i there...
i will c someone one lor...wateva la..
ye ayea....now watching tv ba..
ya...so full now..
tml sch again...how sianz..
i wana get something....but its lyk...i dun hav the time go buy lor..
haiz..fri drawing near...
n i found out something...how suay is tat..
was telling her....wateva gotta do wif pasir ris rite...
has to link to her one lor..
wat the fuck rite..
wateva la....besides...tis time....is me n her...go spite tat bitch le..
hahaha...finally she can get a taste of how she did to me the other time
when was working at tx.....
hahahhaa....
cant wait man....
noe i'll be having fun.......
oh my darling oh my darling...oh my darling...where are u....
hahahaha...i'm getting crazy each day....
hahaa...really cant wait...
ok..now on the fone..
hahaha....yea yea....
here i am now....waiting for the football match to start...
oh hahahaha...
ask me y i was not free since lyk 11....hahahaha..
was on the fone all the while...
o well....dun ask me who........hehehehhehehe.....
ya...am damn damn happy now...
guess its starting....again...hehehehe..
ya ya..ok....frm the start of the day..had a early day...
8am all the way until 9.30pm..
am still surprised how come i can still stay awake at lyk tis time..
n later watching football somemore..
guess....she kept me awake....
o well...not to the details ba...later...yaya..
den was in sch all the way...den went off for driving...
n guess who i saw there......haha...tat zac rite...
finally saw her up close in person...aiyah....not as good as i expected la....kaoz..
ya ya..was tinking shall i msg her....but wrote halfway...den off my fone...coz of driving le...
den din tink abt her at all......n the next thing when i on my fone after my driving...the 1st msg was frm her...
suddenly msg me sia...oh my tian....its lyk...really lor....got a shocked lor...
den ya....we msg all the way till lyk 6.30...
oh my tian....tat's y keep telling ppl my hp bill gonna score...
hahahahhaa......yea yea...den rushed back for lessons.....next..for quiz..
den dinner den nite lessons lor...
dine's really getting worst now.....oh my tian....izit me...got her into tis???
haiyo......dine...pls dun k.....ya ya...bi u better 'quan' her...more..
ya ya..
den was jus talking rubbish on msg la..
den at nite....hahahah...she msg...den ya..
we talked on the fone...all the way till now....ahhaha...
had a karaoke session....damn...shld hav recorded her voice rite...
hahaha.....sing hokieen song somemore..
hahaha.....smtyms.....i jus feel she noes all abt me....
but she choose not to say out..
yet i noe how she feels too.....
but.....nothing always happen....
due to tis.......i missed her twice....n i feel tis time its gonna happen soon...
haiz.....i wish i wish.....u will noe...
how to add all the songs she sang into tis blog..
haiz...too many le..
feel lyk i got lots things to do.....now..
but its lyk...i dun wish to do a thing at all....
coz i jus wan to stare into space....
n recall all the things she said.....
oh my tian....i cant believe its happening.....
really.....
things always come when u least expected it...
oh my tian...i cant deny it..
seriously...today..was the day...i went to sch...my bus trip....i totally din tink of her at all.....serious....coz u guess wat i was dreaming of...
hahahaa....was dreaming tat i had a car....n all..
hahahahaha...fine fine fine..
ya ya....den it jus so happen she msg me....haiz....my fone...already sms full to the max le..
i duno which one to delete.....really heart pain man....
u'll never noe how i feel....
对你的思念是一天又一天
孤单的我还是没有改变
美丽的梦何时才能出现
亲爱的你好想再见你一面
秋天的风一阵阵的吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候
没有说一句话就走
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多 你却没有感动过 .....now i noe....tis song...
she cant replace it...hahaha...coz its my song....ya ya..
jus did tat...oh wateva...
ya....checked the toto....only win 2...so ya..haha..
guess only winnie brought me luck...20 wat...yea yea..
wateva...no link..
ya..woke up quite early...saw msg frm uncle...he booked for me the driving..
so ya...rushed down in time..
did only a few lessons today...dun really lyk tat guy...super lor sor...kaoz..
cant stand it...hope i wun kena him tml again...
haiz...gotta at least get another 8 more lessons...
haiz...my money....mum wun pay for me le...haiz..so sad rite...
yea yea...den after tat...went to look for bi n adine..they so good pei me...
until my tennis....but in the end....i din go oso la...hahaha..
so went home lor..
yea yea..tat's my day..
suddenly i start all my rubbish n miss her again....
if ever a day...u actually feel for me again..
will u let me noe???will tis day come?
my burfdae's coming.....haha..another 10 more days..
hehe....so peps.....pls get ready all ur presents ya...
i'll be waiting.....hehehhee...
aiya....i'm getting sick of tis font...can someone lyk change it for me????haiz...
gotta do project....kaoz...i simply hate last min stuff....
o well.....jus called les....hehe...suddenly miss her act cute voice....
oh..hahahaahahaa......wateva....all the best for ur exams ya...
o wat abt mine...i dun wish my results come....oh hahahahaha...
life's getting harder n harder to pass.....
maybe its time we all shld jus turn st8....
o...jus a remark...no one will listen to me one la...
hahahha....wateva.....lets jus c wat's gonna happen after my burfdae ba....
read tis blog....got pics....oh my tian..suddenly saw her face...got a shock can..
hahaha..
yea yea..how was my day????suddenly miss when ppl will ask me those...hahaha..
o well....watched football ytd...oh my tian...was a damn nice match lor...
kaoz....real madrid scored 7-2 lor..against tis duno wat team la...
haha...they lost until "teng kor"(drop pants)hahahhaahha...pengz....
yea yea...
so slpt late...woke up at lyk 1plus....
duno who keep calling my house....wake me up...n then downstairs quite far my house there was hosting tis duno wat shit stuff la...
tink they singing ah nai song...kaoz...
so i finally woke up at lyk 1.30...
kaoz...until now my legs all still muscles pull....die la..still got training..
haiz...yea yea..
den slack awhile...called mel...ask her pei me go tampines..
ya....den while waiting for her...coz she went to do her hair...
she looks diff now...shit...shld hav took her pic....before n after..
hahaha...great diff man....hahahhaa..
ya...i was dye-ing my hair.....haha...now its all so rough..
gotta go watsons get the hair thing to make my hair..
if not..lyk grass lyk tat....hahaahaa..
was telling dine tat time...tat shop the person once said joanna's hair lyk kena bite by rats...hahahaha...
oh my tian...ya...dun so bad....now mine's really bad lor...
haiz..
yea yea..okok..den went to meet mel...
suppose to give her smthing...but in the end...i rush out...forget to bring...
wat the fuck rite...hahaha..
yea yea...den we headed to tampines...
cant decide wat to eat...both of us super hungry lyk hell..
den jus settle on kenny rogers...b4 tat...went to buy tis top frm royal sporting..
haha...tis reebok dry-fit kind of shirt..
yea yea...quite happy...
tink next i wana get tat nike blue muscle tee....hehe...
den jus went walk walk.....saw tis thing frm the back...lyk those sec2 thing...cannot make it kind...but ya....den she jus shouted..lorraine...wat the..
its soh pei wen lor....wat the...we jus started laughing...
hahahaha...ya ya..still remember all her stories????
hahaha...ya..
den went to tm..
adidas.....den sports link....den later someone jus call my name again...
then is tis girl holding a guitar....n guess wat...its yi-ling...ya ya...jus said hi...who was she wif?i duno...hehe....ya den
bought tis earings....kaoz..i took out my stud...not pain...
mel on the new one on...oso not pain...den suddenly...damn pain...kaoz...
ya...but hope i nv regret buying tis one..
but tink i wan to get the other one.....kaoz....9bucks..i might as well bought it den at far east....hahaha..ya ya
den went to buy toto n collect my soccer money...hahhaha....
tml toto 1million leh....den was telling mel..if i win will get somthing x for u..
so pls pray i win....aiyah...if i win...wat is 1k to me rite....hahahhaah..
ya ya...lorraine starts daydreaming....
hahahha....ya ya..
den took train to simei...coz mel die oso mus buy the thing frm there...
haha...winnie's workplace....so ya...den...the girl heard me talking abt winnie..
den told me winnie nv come today....haha..den she say got c my picture b4....
wat the rite....haha...if tat was last time...i'll be damn damn happy...but ya...
nvm..
den had a drink at starbucks..den went home le...
now...i gotta ride my bike to mel's house pass her tat book...haiz..
nvm...treat it as an exercise...
hahahhaa...ya..will be back later...
life...its all abt how u feel...
but even how tough or bad u feel...u still gotta live ur life rite?????
hahaha....quote tis....
you don't know what you mean to me.
no matter what i do, all i think about is you.
i can't forget tomorrow when I think of all my sorrow,
when I had you there but then I let you go.
and now it's only fair that I should let you know what you should know..
if i can only see you in my dreams,
i'd choose to slp forever and never wake up..
even if it means having to give up everything i have right now,
i'd do it.. only for you..
i'm back here again...o well..
jus recif sum letters...
oh my tian...its her....the other her rite..
hahahaha....life's getting up man....
one shld look far...
was looking at the previous entry...
was tinking...y am i keep saying life suxs...
when it totally rocks...hehe.
i'm jus happy lyk tat....wif the way it is..
jus tat....certain things jus pissed me off..
but its ok....i can take it...
oh hahahahhaah...
ya...now i really cant wait to get my lisence...
n not coz of the oct stuff already.....tat's way back...man..
ya...looking forward for the nov one..
oh my tian...can u all imagine....hahaahaahh...
okok i tink i'm really day dreaming..
if life's jus gotta be tis way...it will be tis way den...
hahahha...
woke up early coz of interuption.....
woke up lyk i got paralayed....
cant even stand up...n walk man...
muscle pull lyk hell....o well...
den slack awhile....12 noon got tis show...damn nice..
was jus hearing the song...so familar..
den i watched...its"ping chong gui gong zi"....
still remembered i watched all wif her....haiz...so sweet rite..haiz...
jus missed them all....jus msg her on my way home...but she nv reply...sob sob....
hahaha...but the show is nice la....
ya..den slacked until dad say hav lunch...
den went to beach road...of all places lor..
hahaha...den ya...ate le....dad fetched me to suntec...
met up wif bi.....den went to the adidas sales...fair...
kaoz so many damn ppl lor....wa kaoz..
so hard to find the things i wan..
haiz...expected la...
but its all damn cheap lor....
ya...i mananged to find a pair of tennis shoes...hahha...40 bucks only lor..
haha...but its lyk...i wan tennis wear...dun hav..
i wan the real madrid shirt oso dun hav..
tink i wan to get the training one...navy blue wif light blue strips....hehe....yea yea
den was lyk damn long queue lor..
but ya...den we went to marina square.....to the sports shop....
bi bought the sports bra....while me..
got tis nike climalite shirt..tennis one....gotta get white coz of the tennis ivp lor..
coach insist i wear white...but lyk as thou i care..hahah..
ya...
n ya....ping bought tis wallet for bi....its damn nice lor...
the brand.....wooo......polo ralph lor.....damn unique oso...
tian ar....so nice lor...bi...i oso wan can????
hahahaa....but the price very nice oso...hhaha..110 leh..
no one so nice to buy for me one la....
ok...i wan tat type...dun hav to be polo la...hahahhaha....
mel...shld consider tat...wallet type la...
sorry..cant afford to get tat for u....i wan it for myself...oh hahahhaahhaa...
den ya..took bus to beach road....lyk i was jus there at tat particular place lor..
wat the fuck rite...hahaha.
ya nothing to buy there.....bi did her cap...not bad la...
ya...den saw tis guy....i noe him...but tink its ncc...
but he say...do i still play pool at the same place????
lyk huh//??? wat the rite...tink he's the one wif tat elaine ba...duno la...hack...
he gave me his card....don...wateva....haha
den ya...after beach road...went to christine's burfdae party...
hahaha...were late...but we still helped out k..
ya...as usual...i did the bbq thingy..
hahaa..den cut cake....so fun...take pics all..
tinkng....mine's is coming too...hehehee...
will hui all buy ice-cream cake for me again tis yr???
i duno la...not up to me to say rite???
hahaha.....wonder wat will i get tis yr..
haiz...tinking...i tink sec 4 was the best...
most present...
i guess...tat was the best yr i've ever lived lor...hahahaaa...
jus missed it....
yea yea....den nothing le la....
played wif the cousin....as usual...make a fool out of myself..
lyk idiot...hahaha..
ya...but i dun mind la..
bi n dine tried smthing new today.....hmmm......shhhhhh....
hahhaha...u all better dun........
ya...den going back..
thanks bi...accompany me to my bus stop...yea yea..thansk...
ya...took 2 all the way...den waited so damn long for 229....msg
her...ya..
now its lyk....12 plus le...
hahahha.....later got real madrid match....i'm so gonna watch....bi...watch wif me la...
hahahhaha..
n guess wat....i heard my fone keep ringing..
ya...christine.....ur welcome..i did hav fun too...
den was dad....telling me was energy's concert..so many ppl there....
haha...i wish i was there too...
hahaha.....den a strange tone came,....
oh my tian...she replied me rite....so so happy can...
dun need to slp le...hahahhahaha...
yea yea...
still finding tat song....haiz...wateva...
room's in a mess...tink i better pack....b4 dad comes in..
n c the paper bags...n scold me for buying stuffs again..
haiz..
yea...tml..jus going down pw i tink so..
to get my money deposited....n den buy 4d...toto..
haha..
dad n bro keep singing tis hokien song...
ah si wa huo zi ba ban....(if only i got 1 million)...
hahaha...i oso...shld start dreaming..
if mon i win toto man....hahahhahaa...
already told bi wat i plan.......
lets c who can bring me luck....
hehehee...yea..
now....gotta rot abit...wait for soccer...hehehee....
life rocks wif jus a tiny msg frm u.....
i was so dumb in the past...to take all ur stuffs for granted..
now i missed them all.....
ure the queen of my heart...the love of my life.....
jus got back frm tp..
haha....wat a day i've went past..
starting......
my paper in the morning bpo was terrible..
tink i really gonna fail terribly..
kaoz..
den maths..
it was not as easy as i thot it would hav been...
really pray tat i will pass..
yea..
finally a load off frm my tests..
feel much better....
den took cab down to tp for tennis..
n its lyk...12 bucks rite..
haha.....hong han called me..while i was in the cab...
n they really came rite...haha...thanks peps..
really..les oso came....she bought me snow skin mooncake..
thanks.....really..think its the double yolk one...yea..
not planning eat it yet...maybe tml for breakfast ba...hahahha..
i apreciate it...even for jus awhile...at least u all got the 'xin' there..
really....thanks....so much..
yea...but so sad thing i lost..haiz..
n not say they r damn good....
its all jus my own faults.....keep giving them the points..
haiz...duno la...was affected awhile..
but after tt...
talked to pam played wif her n all...ok le..
aiyo...she really dun look lyk she's crook kind....hahhaahaa.....imagine last time...haiz..
dun wana talk abt it.....coz of tat damn duck...
haha....pls lor..yas tinks i like pam....how funny...
n den....pam thinks i'm wif yasmin..
oh my tian...
wat's happening...hahhahahahaa...
aiyah...but they do noe whose the only in my heart...
hahhahahaha....yea..thanks peps..
mel......pam lost...haha..i oso shocked when i heard it man..
aiyah...she's troubled tat's y i guess....yea yea..
lyk tat la..
nothing much le..
got a shocked saw michelle lim...haha..wat the hell she in np rite..
hahahha...yea...she called me n pam while we were walking pass tat cheryl(tis damn style bung) tat now tink she turn st8 le..
haha...but she still very boyish la....u noe who i talking abt????mel???
yea yea..
den the match ended damn long....coz the guys part rite..
they all need tat last match..
everyone was lyk damn exited....i cant help watching..
but my heart jus cant take such excitiment....so ya..
hahaha..wateva..still watched.....screamed lyk hell...
as usual.....pls lor...they all wondering y i can shout so loud..
pls lor.....commander voice can....hahahhahaa..
but in the exiting end.....we still won lor..
haha...tat guy....really a miracle sia...haha..
he can really tahan...damn long the match leh....
i really pei fu him man...hahahaha..
o well..yea yea...
den took 69 to bedok...wanted to stop by go 85 eat..
but was damn tired....
not planning to eat le..
hahahha..
finally over....my tests....can relax for awhile more already..
how glad is tat....?
hahha..
now...back to my driving....hehe..
am feeling very uncomfortable now..
feels lyk something pressing on my chest...
haiz...wateva it is la...it hurts..
haiz...sometimes.....
i jus hate u.....hate who u r trying to be...
jus hate everything.....but y do i hold on???
nothing can compare to my past...
i wish i could live my past again....
i noe i will treasure it tis time...
will things get better????
guess m blog rite....everyday u'll c such things....rite???
oh haha...
watched so long le...the show..dun even hav 5566 or anyone nice at all..
sianz...tis is my life....wat the fuck....
next tennis match is on......wed....haiz how sianz...
haiz.....saw some things i dun wana c......on fridae...
o well.....mus be her....went to tell her..
all my songs for her....n she jus hav to put them inside..
i'm hurt....u took away all my past memories tat's in my heart..
the only thing tat i can keep abt u n me..
yet u gotta do such stuff...
haiz....but heng u never take away tat song tat was my 1st song to u.....
hehe...
but its lyk i cant find it already lor..
n dun hav the time go dig up all the letters to check...
feel so fan...cant find it...
haiz....jus let me find it can???pretty pls..???
ok...someone jus told me tat...
its alright....so wat if she write all these rite..
y get affected so much rite?
the fact is tat she dun hav feelings for her already...
hehehe....true.....y am i happy hearing tat....o hahahhahaaa....
yewa yea...ok..back to studies....
today is mooncake festival day..
hhaha...but it rained so heavy jus now...
so sad all the kids dun get to play wif the lanten....hahaahha...
o well.....i wan to eat mooncake leh...
haiz...i wan wif double yolk one...n snow skin...
hui....u buy for me tis yr again la....hhahahaa...
am here again....suppose to be watching tv bt ya...
here to write abit b4 i off my comp n study...
o well....
today....cant wake up.....drag myself again..
n its lyk..gave up studying..
haiz...jus knew it i cant do tat module...
so......as expected..
i dun even noe how to do any qns inside lor..
haha....upon 50marks...
i tink i can only get less den lyk 10 marks..
hahhaa....
haiz....surely fail one lor..
bo bian la...gave up..
n oh my tian...
when i go inside the lecture hall.....
wanted to off my fone...den saw 1 msg recifed..
n guess wat...?
its her rite?hahhahaa..
but its a chinese msg...n i cant read it...
damn rite...hahaha...
den lyk so happy mood...
too bad i having test..
if not would hav gone to look for her....
mooncake festival leh.....
am glad she nv forgot me....hehhee...
even if test cannot do oso hack le...
hahhaa...no la..
den i stayed in sch.....
1st tym sia...study in sch....library rite..
hahahahaha....
den i saw charles...haha...
he oso studying.....
yea.....fwen was lyk saying...he really look lyk jay zhou those kind..
hahahaa..true enuff....yes lor..he got lots girls after him rite???
hahahahaha...
yea yea..wateva...
den now going to study le...
the show quite nice...so romantic sia..
but will not hav ending kind la...
yea yea...enuff of tat..
tml...suppose to play tennis...
but i dun tink so la..
bi ge...how????
hahahhaa..
yea,....cant wait for tml...
yea....going to go tp for my match...1st match..
but hope i dun hav to play wif pam,....
haha...we'll see ba...
coz still gotta c wat time i can finish my paper...
so tat i can take cab to tp..
haiz...hope i can make it in time..
hahahahaaha..
yea yea....i cant wait...
wat shall i wear?????
hehheheee.....
am all set for the match already.....i tink so ba....hahahahaa....
ok....going off to study le...ciaoz...
oh....forgot to say...
jojo say my burfdae....wan hav chalet n all..
haiz...i duno la...tinking abt the guest list...haiz..
suan le ba....
i dun wan my burfdae to come.....really....
but tinking abt all the gifts i will get...
hehee.....exp frm my mum....
hahaahah.....cool.....
hmm.....jus woke up...damn tired...
well...had a terrible day...
o well...in short...woke up at 6plus...got paper at 8...
drag myself to sch.....gave up halfway..
nv bother to study already...
went for paper...as usual...feeling regetful.....coz i got the qns rite..
yet when i go in...i forgot all of them...haiz...
i really feel lyk killing myself..
o well...
den next paper was cost accounting...
me n dine nv study at all....
so we depend on these 2 qn..
n it really come out lor..
i really feel tat tis sem...i seem to get all the qns rite...
but its lyk...i still din put them into good use lor..
coz i tend to forget them..
den its no point lor..
haiz...
den ya...mei yan they all studied the rest...all nv come out lor..
i feel i very heng..
but haiz...really can kill myself...
lyk u noe its gonna come out...n u thot u really noe n can do already..
but when u get inside the lecture hall...all gone..
wat the fuck rite?
for dine...i managed to drill some inside her brain..
so she noes how to do lor.
haiz...but me.....confirm fail...
really feel lyk killing myself lor..
den ya..after tat dine accompany me go pw....
nothing much...
as usual saw kc girls...
stare at me lyk wateva...
ya...bi was trying call us...n i was given lyk 19 miss calls???
wat the rite?
den ya...heard tat mel in pw too...
so called her...she wif tis ting la...i duno..
yea...den heard frm mel oso..tat les was there too..
sorry girll.....guess we really not fated...
hahah....yea..
den nothing much..
on my way home..saw tis kc girl...den was saying duno wat blush.
wateva la....dun wana noe...hahha.
but she's kinda cute..
but pls....she's too young for me..hahahahaa...
wateva...not interested..
yea...den went home.....was damn tired..
so i guess while watching the holland v....i slpt already..
tink fone rang a few times....calls n msg...
i wonder did i read or pick up or wat..
mum came home...heng she nv scold me dine..
i really thot she will....
but she so good...still help me clear my things...
let me slp better on my bed...
hahahahah...
i luf u mum....hehe.
yea....i guess life will be perfect wif such a mother....
she's nv a pain to me....
i luf u mum.....ure the one i'm living for.....
now finally i noe the reason y im still alive..
haha...
ok...fri's the match..
i'm so looking forward to it...
all the best rayne..
ok..
off to study for my paper tml already....
stupid rite...go sch for awhile only..
but ya....i dun mind....hehhe....
hmmmm....ok jus came back frm bedok interchange...
went to play pool wif les...hmmm...
let me abt it...the place totally suxs...
n den..was super noisy...
kaoz...dun even hav carpet one lor..
so ya..
came without makin my hair..for a change...feel tat i look weird..
tink not nice la...les oso say not nice...fine...
den nothing much....ate at s21..den go popular
den go home le lor...actually i jus reached only la..
took 38...coz wana come back early...
hopefully to study..
haha....but y am i here rite??
o well...
ok..sorry guys u all gotta change my link...
sorry la...i wan tis for a change..
yea yea...
going to study now...tata...
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Thou we have to be apart...i carry u inside my heart...i love u more than words can say...and in my heart u'll always stay...12/04
if you love someone...set her free...if she comes back...then u noe its meant to be...if she don't...be contented tat it grew in yours...12/04...by carol..
i'll be loving u forever...deep inside my heart u'll leave me never...Even if u took my heart..and tore it apart...i will love u still....FOREVER
It's so hard to say how a love could end this way...the one that used to care for u...jus turns and walks away...n its so hard to find...to leave the pain behind...n all the things u looking for...ur heart cant seem to find...26/04
I will never forget the days we once had...The days when u were everything to me...My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever...But now i realised that was all a big dream...The feelings i have for u will never go...I wish i could take back that one regretful day..The day when i willingly let you slide from my arms...Never did i think of the astonishing pain of regrets....That once i would have to live through...The sight of u in someone else's arms makes my heart shatter into million pieces...I sometimes wonder if u still think of me....Or if to u..i'm jus a face in the crowd...I wish so very much that one day we could hav it all back...But for now, I'll sit here silently.....Remembering all the memories we once shared...Everyday my love grows much stronger...Hoping that one day you will feel the same....AND put BACK the pieces of my BROKEN heart....06/05...
Time will never change the things we've been thru...and afterall we're meant to be...love would bring us back to u n me...if only u could see....120503
baby..give me back my fantasy...e courage tat i need to live..e air tat i breathe....living without u..my world's become so empty...days r so cold n lonely...n each nite i taste...
THE PUREST OF PAIN
Baby coz u dunno how i feel....living my life without u..and u dunno what its lyk...loving u all this time...i give u all my love, heart and soul....risking it all on a chance...and now when i need u the most...u dunno
Can we go back to the days our love was strong...Can u tell me how a perfect love goes wrong.....Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way it used to be....Oh god give me a reason...i'm down on bended knees..
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but how you can learn from them..170603
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it...180603
if i could exchange all my happiness for a single moment wif u...if i could reach out and touch my princess only a second or 2..the choice would hav been easy...coz the only thing i'll ever do...is staring into emptiness and thinking of u...12aug03
i'm thinking of u....and wondering if u ever think of me...14aug03...
you don't know what you mean to me. no matter what i do, all i think about is you. i simply jus can't forget all tat happens...u'll stay in my memories...forever..6oCt
i din noe u meant so much to me...i wish time could stop at tat moment...tat its only a world of u n me..wif no one else to bother...yet i wish we last...will i hav a chance lyk tis again???...wed
ai zhen de shi yao yong qi, que mian dui liu yan fei yu, zhi yao ni yi ke yan sheng ken ding, wo de ai jiu you yi yi.wo meng dou shi yao yong qi que xiang xing hui zai yi qi. ru guo wo de jian qiang ren xin hui bu xiao xing shang hai le ni, ni neng bu neng wen rou ti xin, wo sui ran xin tai ji, ken hai pai shi que ni...30oCt
