RaYnE LeWiS..33's world

Friday, January 30, 2004

oh my tian...jus came back frm dinner cum supper...
gosh....so damn full now....cant hardly walk...
tink better start exercising man.....can feel all e 'f*ts coming out...ergh..
oh well....
today lecture at 8-10...wat the hell...
hmm...heng got ppl wake me up..
if not hav to take mc again...
even bro can call me up n ask me dun slp le....hav to go sch le..
hahaha.....so hao si..
yea....den went to sch...slpt coz he turn off all the lights...den his stupid gay voice..
mono-tone....make me even more wana slp..
when he say got break den i faster wake up....get coffee....hehe..
den bi msg....to take notes frm me..
was tinking of clothes....n my nike shoe....
ergh...den msg mel....told her weather nowadays very cold..
so mus hurry go buy our topshop jacket le...
ergh...i really wan tat one can????
ya...den finish lesson decide to make my way home since nothing to do..
ergh.....den was all drenched....opened the door n saw my parents eating..
lyk wat the hell...i noe ask them bring umbralla down...
ergh...den ya...mum keep naggin...made me bath st8 away without the heater hot..
den ya...got out of the hse....had lunch...
den made my way back to sch again....lyk wat the hell..
jus to take tis stupid test...which i totally duno..
even the lecturer can say...haiz...tink i copy oso no use...he noe i duno how to do de..
but quite proud of myself.....anyhow check check the comp oso can get 4marks right...
GREAT difference for me k
ya...den less den 1/2 hr i finished my paper...den can go home already??
lyk wat the hell rite???waste of my time...ergh..
den went home....pack abit of my room...den fell aslp...
hmm...den went down to bugis...wanted to buy smthing...but was late la..
overslpt.....shops all close le...so bo bian..go find cuifen 1st..
den slack waited for nana....hmm...she quite fast leh....
den ya....took cab down to no signboard crabz
had a wonderful dinner.....hmm...mag was early...for once..
they actually noe where izit????wahaha..
den ordered for them....hmm...
we had....chilli...mag said tat was curry....wateva..
den black pepper....crabz....
den prawns...my pig...n kang kong...
wahahaa......how cool is tat???
there so many workers...ergh...hate those stares.....we can afford k....nabei...
my money damn hard to cheat de la...ya..
wa...we really take long long time to eat man...
haha...had a wonderful wonderful time eating......nana damn funny.....
saying all sorts of jokes....crabz...
den mag...she wan go S.A.M machine ATM....siao de...
den ya....played n ate....
took picture of the crabz n them eating...wahahaa....
den was quite late le la..so gotta take cab home..
bill was lyk ...... ya....expected la...
alrite...better not say anything abt my bank getting low....
n nana's suay mouth gotta say my weekend lobang...
ergh...my only way to get money fast k..
so i mus win k...
so ya.....its time i shld update my bank book neway..ergh....
talking abt money....n its large sum of money..
WHEN THE HELL IS TAT FUCKER GONNA PAY ME BACK MY MONEY????
pissed off....man..
alrite....dun wana add le..
hmm....tat's abt it for the day already...
now so damn full how to slp..


Tuesday, January 27, 2004

am in sch now....
for once i'm not late...jus in time.
wahahaa...
jus finished tis stupid quiz tat i totally dun even noe how to do.....
hack la..
today is a long long dayy...
wonder if they got sign lec for me...
hack la..
today until lyk 9.30 lor..
hope they let me off early..den can go home early.
tml morning start at 8..
wat the hell..
hmmm...nothing much to update la...
wana thank bi for tat fag...thanks for remembering..
heehee.....save me alot leh....8.50..
hahaha..yea..
alrite..
tats abt it le la..
sianz.....wat a day..
neway i wana watch the magic kitchen show....ergh...
will u pei me go watch????
haiz...i more n more tink ure reallly like sumone..
someone tat will jus walk out of me....n leave me alone behind.....someone tat will be angry after i angry....haiz...ure so much lyk her....i jus realised...
but there's nothing i can do...coz i simply...
ya...
wateva it is....jus wana tell u...
ure the only one tat's on my mind...i miss u lots..


Saturday, January 24, 2004

am here to blog...
o well...
2nd dae of chinese new yr rite.....
well....din go visiting le...
coz when i wake up was lyk quite late...
den all went out le..den jus stayed at home..
called everyone....made them plan for todae..
den all came my house.....mag ol cui....
den mag so funny...going down her list...to c who to ask...
hmm......den we played blackjack..stupid cui keep putting so many stations..
wat the hell...ya...but hor...she play only 50cents kind..
she will take forever to strike it rich man...wahahhaa.....
den ol taught us in between...
kaoz....really got win alot de....
then mag n ol really very unlucky...
haha....got so many cards de...but they so heng they get the cards mus pay double...
so mag paid abt 40...coz she twice..
but ol....hmmm....greedy la...one time 20..so pay double...40 leh..
wahaha...
in the end..the money....was so tempting...but no one won la..
din dare to show hand ma...feel bad if win their money too..
so let them take back lor..
only me n cui the best....win small small only la.
hmm.....next....ice steff all came...wif 2 fwens..
den ate the sucky pizza....eeee......i HATE IT can???
wat a stupid meal..
ya...was lyk so near yet so far..
i wan to eat my kfc la.
hmmm....
den played wif steff all....den we lost to them..
how can rite????
den next...hong han came...
bai nian...lyk i no more oranges le..
sorry..
wahahaa....
den stup han...wan win all my money..
but i won hers..
den dad came back...
played wif them...he lost...wahaha..
at least he made them happy la...
den we proceed to manjong....
hahhaa.....magz left awhile later...
can c she damn sianz playing manjong..
no kick for her...
wahahaa...
den asked bro take over her.
haha....played one round of north south east west..
den stup cui.....not enuff..
so we played another north south east west...
till lyk....6plus lor...
wahaha....they all managed to keep awake can????
wahaha....but i was the only one winning...
oh oh....bro won 1.10 wahaha...
n he keep complaining i hai him cant slp..
wahaha....wat to do rite.....magz la...leave so early..
hmm...tis yr was much more fun then last yr ba...
at least...i did enjoyed myself...heehee..
hahaha.......alrite la..
tink got win abit..
but tonite got soccer...so ya...
gonna bet...hahaha.
okkok....oh..
forgot to addd...
den i went to slp at abt 7am...
den slp all the way till 6pm...
wahaha....cool rite???
at least i can diet one meal..
so now.....off for dinner.....
take care peps...
n a happy new yr,..


Thursday, January 22, 2004

happy chinese new yr peps...
wahahaa...
had a long day today...
ytd they came..
den gambled all the way till lyk 3plus 4..
den they went home le...
den went to slp....
mum dad jus gotta wake me up when i slpin so soundly...
hmm...well..
den go 'pai nian'....went grandma's hse....
den my mother side de later...
wa....so many ppl there le...
rather my mum's side..
wahaha...so fun....den played all..
kaoz....hate the kids keep asking me the same qn....
"hey....u boy or girl..." lyk wat the hell..
den so ergh......tink my mum n dad...duno where to put their face le la.
wahahaha..
played blackjack....lost....
manjong lost..
ergh...cant recup back those i lost ytd n everything..
ergh.....tis chinese new yr is so wrong.
thanks to tat 'auntie' tat jus hav to come at tis time...
ergh....
guess nothing else le...
so peps..u all still coming not....here for steamboat again...


Tuesday, January 20, 2004

hmmm....
jus had a nice bath......
1stly.....
if the world could be honest..
den i guess there's nothing much tat we can be pissed off.......
dun hav to lie...
noeing tat u leave loopholes.....
n noeing.....lorraine lee loves to burst ppl's bubble....so ya..
dun do it..
k ....well....today...was quite a day la..
it started off wif....
woking up late?...haha...
but was quite umcomfortable..
coz of my throat n cough..
den went to parkway the poly clinic..
bloody hell...tat person made me wear tat stupid mask..
kaoz..
but heng i dun hav to wait tat long..
coz only one room for those wif the mask one..
so im one of them..
haha...the doctor...so good k..
actually outside was lyk keep tinking will they give me 2day mc..
den wa...
without me saying the doc jus gave me a 2 day mc lor.
so means tue..which is tml de...
frm 9am-9.30pm de lesson dun hav to go at all lor.
wahahhaa..cool...lyk hell..
ya..so happily went to parkway find mel n her gay fwen.
ya....it started to rain...
n frm then on....was all wet le la....damn sianz...
walked around suntec marina n city link..
couldnt find anything nice for me to wear for new yr..
so guess jus hack.....
gonna wear my orange levis top n levis jeans n forget it..
but tink i wana get the globe slippers...
wahaha...the brown one...but diff frm daffy's one la.
but its lyk...50 bucks..
but tink its more worth it den the bettle bugs one la.
so ya...gonna get it after new yr ba..
yea..
okok...den went bugis...cuifen went to work le.
den went down to orchard to find cheryl they all..
mel pei me go...but in the end she went home alone..
so ke lian...sorry girl..
den tink cheryl sianz of me...call her zillion times..
den later she made me go ask for her padicure n her madicure..
everyone of them were lyk staring at me..
lyk .....wa kaoz...she tis kind oso wan??????
pls la..
i den dun wan ar....na bei..
i really tink i'm cheryl ah sam for the day man.
help her make her jeans den her hp..n all..
hmm...jojo ar.....tat woman ar..
1st say meet cheryl duno wat time..
den in the end cannot..
den nvm...den next she call say 7.30 will be at far east le...
waited waited waited...
until almost 9 can??????she say...
all the call cabs de all network busy??
wa...she really rubber time lyk hell..
if i'm her....i really rather stay at home..
noeing by the time i come all the shops close le..
den ya....wat for????
neway...by den i was rushing for time le..
den jus left lyk tat...sorry peps...
den ya..
forgot to add....
at bedok rite...din noe wat to eat can???
take so damn long to decide..
den finally....decided where to go.....
kaoz......not a single cab at bedok can????tell my dad oso wun believe man....
tell anyone oso wun believe lor...
but heng we never wait for lyk 2hrs plus..
if i jus faintz n die...or propabably...2hrs plus can walk to town..
or maybe take a bus down to woodlands checkpoint.....touch the glass n den make my way back already...

hmm....was really tat bad???
but oh well...
i really tink hor....me cheryl n xiao hui hor...all very smart de lor...
so bu ke neng hor.....
ok la..tat's abt it le la..
damn full now..
haha...tml no sch....2day mc wat..
oh oh oh...forgot to add...
mel spotted joanna chew...n oh my tian...she was wearing her sec sch shoes.....
without socks?????? oh my tian...n sum chapalam shorts...mel said.
wahahaha....i really doubting her taste now.....i mean joanna...
hmm....den hui went to call her...n bang her lyk hell.....
wahahha....damn guo ying lyk hell..
tink she will malu to the max..
good...at least hor...make tis kinda ppl chu chou....
once in a while......
hmm.....really la..
nothin much to add le..
jus tat...if u jus speak the truth...i dun c y we shld be pissed.....
if not jus lie n dun let us find out....
y the loopholes?????
aiyah...wateva it iz....its over le..
n dun c a reason...y smart ppl...me cheryl n hui..
shld mind abt it..
after all...it doesnt affect us...really...


Sunday, January 18, 2004

jus got back frm dinner..
hmm...
man u was such a disappointment today..
i noe i bet wolves....kaoz..
the odds so good.
how can they lose to last rank on the list???
n liverpool oso...gosh..
heng nv bet those.
but haiz..
thot got money buy clothes le.
but ya.
neway..
nothing much today..
supposed to go sch..but ya....
wanted to slp longer..so din turn up....
hack la.
den went out wif mum n dad..
buy new yr stuffs..
was so damn pissed......mum too...
she say spent 300 bucks but not worth it at all.
which is wat i oso tink....
all thanks to my dad la.
ya..
hmm...tat's abt it le la..
nothing else to add..
duno wat's my plans for tml la.
mel went off le..cant ans her.
hmm....kk...last min shopping...
but no money..shop wat shit?
ergh...so fed up..
wateva la...


Friday, January 16, 2004

hmm...
am here to blog abt a fucking thing..
well..
i duno wat u hav been telling everyone...
such a loner u are..
u dun hav to take such a topic to tell everyone..
u fucking din keep my things as a secret..
i dun understand y u gotta say all those things out..
i mean....wat do u stand to gain..
did told u to keep it to urself..
but u went tellin everyone...
finally believe wat a character u had..
honestly...i was not blind..
but was jus fucking influenced....
really regretted...
in my world...u dun exist anymore....
i din noe how come it did stretch...for so long...
but honestly....it was a moment of regret.....
wateva happened.....i wun even remember anymore...
for u utterly disappointed me to the max...
shld hav known u r such a person...
yet i thot.....for me u wun say..
but still.....u let me found out tat ure such an fucker...
u shld feel guilty abt it....
thou it means no harm to me..
but i still dun at all like it...
it matters to me how ppl c me now....
for such a person u r....
i really totally regretted...
telling u those....n wateva happened...
it hits onto others.......n it will indirectly affect me...
i hate ur fucking character...n the way tat u r...
well....to those tat matters....
if u all wana believe i hav nothing to explain....
but it really am not wat u all tink it is....
tat's all i can say....
i fucking hate u now.......


Thursday, January 15, 2004

am in sch now..
so damn sianz..
duno how to do my work..
so ya.....hack..nv do my pracs again..
wahaha.
hack la..
neway..
my comp's done..
but the bloody thing...cant play audio..
wat the hell..so ma fan..gotta find my disc again..
n as usual...i duno where i put lor.
so ya..haiz...gotta find..
so tat i can hear my songs agian...
esp the song i was searching high n low for..
at last...jus guess where the hell i found it in..
found it in bi's mp3 player can/????
i knew it i'll find it lor.
jus tat i duno where...
coz so popular sure got hear b4 de..
ya..but haiz...i cant hear it now..
on my comp..
den i gotta find the nero burner cd..
if not i cant burn cds..
wa kaoz..so ma fan can..
wat an idiot comp.
ya..tat's abt it le la..
finishing at 6...
heng ar..got things to do le.
shall go check out bus 80...goes..
wahaha..
cool...how fun is tat???
neway i hav all the time in the world wat..
wat the hell...hahahaaa....ya...
tat's abt it folks..
regret din bet more..
ok la...at least nv lose le.
waiting for sat.....win all my money back.
wahahaa....
wonder where hui died to.....
nv hear frm her le.....died..-ed....
mel too....our timin all clash...
cant meet...wat the hell...


Tuesday, January 13, 2004

gosh....
finally got the xp cd to make my comp...
n haha..i'm done wif it..
thou all my documents all gone...
but wateva it is..
it doent matter to me now..
wahaha..
now in lab..
din bring my book...so cant do the damn practical..
fuck it la.
hack..
so here am i here lor..
hmm...nothing much to say la..
ytd went parkway find hui....n maggie..
den was outside....n den i saw seline..
wahaha..she came talk to me can??
wahaha...nothing la..jus talked awhile...
she was wif tis thing...haha...alrite..
ya...was transfering the money to cheryl u c..
ya..haiz...dun talk abt it le la...
am totally broke...
damn...n mum's not giving me enuff...
even transport now i gotta pay myself..
wtf..
ya...hmmm...nothing much to say le la..
sianz..is the word..
ya..alrite..
today lessons all the way till 9.30...
wa kaoz..sianz man..
heng msged bi...she can pei me until start lessons at 6.40..
ya..hope can end early today..
dun wana go home so late u c.
ya..tat's abt it..
life is so beautiful....knowing ure jus by my side...


Friday, January 09, 2004

finally here again...
o well...wahaa..i'm late....as usual...
since when i will come sch jus on time de...
wahahahaa.....
aiyo wat shit vb.net...
hate it la....
neway...sorry hui....woke u up ytd den u cant slp...
felt quite bad....
neway.....haha..i noe u wun blame me de la...ya.
wahahhaa....
nothing much to say...
ytd went to find mag at town.....she so ke lian...all alone..
den nothing to do..
ya....find nana......she supposed to come find us...
but as usual she biang us again...
hmm....den we proceed to bugis...
find cuifen...den bump into hong han n les..
ya...den walked around....slacked at mac...
waited for cuifen finish..
den ya...mag so damn funny..
or maybe coz we really bored dao ke yi lor...
joked the whole day.
ya..nothing le la.
timetable suxs....hate it so damn much la..
ya..dun wana go sch anymore...
but i dun hav a choice.
ya....today..i finish at 4...wat a waste of my time.
so out lor..haiz...gonna rot at home la.
neway home got nothing to do oso..
so ya
better end here le....
thou i dun wana listen to wat he is sayin....
haiz.....got no morning msg todae.....haiz..
so no mood to go sch at all...wat the hell....
but aiyah..hack la....

haiz.....
do u noe i'm doin alll these for u???
i dun mind waiting n all..jus for u.....but....
y r u showing as thou u dun apreciate me at all??

hmmm....guess things are fine already la....
well....dun wan say to make things worst already...


Thursday, January 08, 2004

went to sch at 8...
so tiring...
din even slp much at all lor..
wat the hell...
watched news today..
heng nv bet those soccer......will lose all man..
so mus thanks cheryl again..
wahahhaa...yea...
but dine bought the legal one...
wahahaa....she buy 5 win 7..
wahaha...so much for winning ar???
hmm....went sch for lyk only 2 hrs..
den take bus back..
ergh..
made my way down...
den back to find bi they all..
was talking to hui on the fone..
as usual...she's late..
ya...she told me abt her job..
yea...nothing much le..
gotta go......sory peps..
comp still not ready yet...
ya....am so tired..
everyday....not enuff slp..
but wateva it is....
i still enjoyed ur company.........*muacks*


Wednesday, January 07, 2004

oh my tian..
finally get to online..
lyk wat the hell....
haiz..
neway...
i'm in sch now....doing nothing...
supposed to read sum stup stuffs..
as usual i wun do it..
so happy to c all my classmates again...
coz i need their help..
wahahaa......help me sign wat....
yea..
1st stup lesson mus do stuffs already..
so lazy to write n all...
haiz...hack la..
neway..
talking abt my past days...
gosh...everywhere i go in cab can???
there shows where all my money goes...
gosh...gotta hurrry get my lisence...n drive already la..
if not its even worst...
ya...sianz....
oh well...was boring lyk hell..
heng always got ppl pei me....
saw monica n nanting...twice in a day...so jiao can??
miss them lor...they still so loving.....so envy..
den i saw....cammie...n ergh....
joanna chew...she got the same ring.....n her tail same as mine can??
aiyo..duno wat to say already la......wateva...cant be bothered....
n neway....wana thank cheryl....n her ah tieng..
help me win money...heehee...
ya.....den tat's abt it la...
cant online le...
cant check my soccer scores...damn fed up..
hmm...today finish early....abt 3...
haiz...wat am i gonna do at home???rot???
haiz....everyday same routine..damn sianz le la..
but sch...does not seems lyk sch to me..
coz i always skip n all.....
hahaa...
he talk rubbish now...
sianz...where shld i go later???
woow....got soccer today...wahahaa...
shld i bet????hahaa..
k la..c how la..
later den say...
tink shall go home rot....or go pw..find hui mag n nat???
wahaha.....i'm such a kind soul..
oh well.....wateva la....gtg le..
got time den update..gotta fix my comp soon..
wahaha..


Friday, January 02, 2004

finally get to blog can????
wa kaoz....take zillion yrs....
ergh...
coz my damn comp died-ed on me....
cant surf at all...sianz..
ya..
the worst part of all....was
cant check my soccer results....
ya...
actually nothing much to blog la..
hmm.....today...fwen called..
said sch made me dropped one sub..
na bei...means i gotta go another sememter for jus 1 subject....
kaoz....sianz la...
talking abt sch....i gotta get a new bag for sch lor..
ergh....but but...haiz....no money le la.
damn it...
n i'm gonna take my driving again,....
mum confirmed gonna say tis say tat again...
am at hui's hse now....hahah..
ya...she showed me the dolphin...wahhaa...
reminds me of her...always making tat 'na na pot' thingy..
wahahhaa...stup..
ya...duno where shall i go..later....
took cab to ssdc today....wa kaoz...jam lyk hell..
stup taxi driver.....fucked up...ya..
it was lyk 15plus.....
there goes my money jus lyk tat lor....
ergh..
den ya...when they told me the car was going to take..
i sianz...lyk totally lyk of all numbers...
den i noe sure.....ya de la...
am surprised tat de pig wuld wake up so damn early..
wahahaa...
ya...nothing much le la...sainz....
dun wana say le la..
hmm...okok..
wun be bloggin le..
unless can use hui jus taught me the thing...
shall check it later....
hmmm....neway.....peps...
i jus cut my hair/......ya...not again le la..
very long nv cut le..
hmm...now more x k...wa kaoz..
but i'm still not satified....
haha.....but who cares...got the 2 lines can le..
wahahahhaa..
yea....nana\s crazy...one day we go rock fever again k...
wahahaha...
kk..hmm....gotta go hunt for a bag now...
tink sch\s starting on the 5th...
wat the hell..i thot 12th...nabei la..
means no time to rest..
n i hate the fucking timetable...sianz lyk hell....
dun understand y mus put lyk tat..
yea/....
gtg le.....ciaoz peps...


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Thou we have to be apart...i carry u inside my heart...i love u more than words can say...and in my heart u'll always stay...12/04

if you love someone...set her free...if she comes back...then u noe its meant to be...if she don't...be contented tat it grew in yours...12/04...by carol..

i'll be loving u forever...deep inside my heart u'll leave me never...Even if u took my heart..and tore it apart...i will love u still....FOREVER

It's so hard to say how a love could end this way...the one that used to care for u...jus turns and walks away...n its so hard to find...to leave the pain behind...n all the things u looking for...ur heart cant seem to find...26/04

I will never forget the days we once had...The days when u were everything to me...My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever...But now i realised that was all a big dream...The feelings i have for u will never go...I wish i could take back that one regretful day..The day when i willingly let you slide from my arms...Never did i think of the astonishing pain of regrets....That once i would have to live through...The sight of u in someone else's arms makes my heart shatter into million pieces...I sometimes wonder if u still think of me....Or if to u..i'm jus a face in the crowd...I wish so very much that one day we could hav it all back...But for now, I'll sit here silently.....Remembering all the memories we once shared...Everyday my love grows much stronger...Hoping that one day you will feel the same....AND put BACK the pieces of my BROKEN heart....06/05...

Time will never change the things we've been thru...and afterall we're meant to be...love would bring us back to u n me...if only u could see....120503

baby..give me back my fantasy...e courage tat i need to live..e air tat i breathe....living without u..my world's become so empty...days r so cold n lonely...n each nite i taste...

THE PUREST OF PAIN

Baby coz u dunno how i feel....living my life without u..and u dunno what its lyk...loving u all this time...i give u all my love, heart and soul....risking it all on a chance...and now when i need u the most...u dunno

Can we go back to the days our love was strong...Can u tell me how a perfect love goes wrong.....Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way it used to be....Oh god give me a reason...i'm down on bended knees..

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but how you can learn from them..170603

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it...180603

if i could exchange all my happiness for a single moment wif u...if i could reach out and touch my princess only a second or 2..the choice would hav been easy...coz the only thing i'll ever do...is staring into emptiness and thinking of u...12aug03

i'm thinking of u....and wondering if u ever think of me...14aug03...

you don't know what you mean to me. no matter what i do, all i think about is you. i simply jus can't forget all tat happens...u'll stay in my memories...forever..6oCt

i din noe u meant so much to me...i wish time could stop at tat moment...tat its only a world of u n me..wif no one else to bother...yet i wish we last...will i hav a chance lyk tis again???...wed

ai zhen de shi yao yong qi, que mian dui liu yan fei yu, zhi yao ni yi ke yan sheng ken ding, wo de ai jiu you yi yi.wo meng dou shi yao yong qi que xiang xing hui zai yi qi. ru guo wo de jian qiang ren xin hui bu xiao xing shang hai le ni, ni neng bu neng wen rou ti xin, wo sui ran xin tai ji, ken hai pai shi que ni...30oCt