wahahhaa...cant stop laughin thou..
kk fine..
back to my blog...
hmmm...well...todae ar...went for morning lesson....
tink i 1st time go lesson on sat man..
wahaha...can actually get out of bed....
wahahhahaa....cant stop laughing...wahahahha
kk....am really really mean tis point of time....but its true wat..
hack la....
yeap.....after lesson....bi went home...den i make my way down to bugis....
waiting there for cui...while talkin on the fone to jolene...
oh...tat poor girl....duno wat to do now....
rayne to the rescue...wahahhaa..
aiya...coz i noe all these ma....den can help abit...
yeap...nana oso...hope maggi's fine now..
yea yea...
oh oh....forgot to add...was in the bus...in e morning...
tinkin n tinkin...wa....so nice my dream.....
aiyah....jus hope mum hurry let me drive...
wahahahha....
pengz....
okok la...back...den ya...made mel come town wif me...
den daffy came along too..
went to find her tat fwen....jamie.....heehee...yeap...
den we walked quite alot...
coz i wana find my adidas bag..
bbut in vain....ergh......maybe i can jus settle on mag's tat one..
yea yea...c how la..
quite broke now still....
yeap...den went home quite early...coz i cant stand it anymore..
supposed go church wif mel....but din wan to in the end..
another dae la..
yeap..now resting at home....packing my room...
found out tat....all these yrs...ive spent alot alot of money...
n on ppl too...haiz...alrite...
shall not tink abt it anymore...the money wun come back le..
hmm....tats abt it....
okok...shall add more now.... waiting for my baby to come buy food for me eat....den watch soccer....
wahahhaa..... aiya.....dun ask me y i wana do tis.....
i will only ans back....QIU SHI KAN BU SHUANG hahahaa.....okok off i go...
fri...
hmm...wat a dae la...
dad fetched me to sch..
they came to eat too..
but i sat wif bi they all..
wif her ah ping n fwens....tink....xueling(nice name)...
den emily...n duno wat 'thing' is tat......hor bi hor??????
wahaha..yeap..den went for lesson...awhile only lor....
i sneak out n left..took train down..
heng i made it in time....den ya..
went down to sac...wat a solemn place...everyone came out so sad..
yeap..dun wana add on it le la.
den went pw awhile..den headed home...
den slacked...den went 85 eat...
wa....jaz siao...order so so so much food..
5 of us...eat until so damn full....
gosh..yea yea...den took cab back le...
tat's abt it...for fridae...
quite long i nv blog le rite???
oh well..been lyk quite busy n damn tired these few daes..
duno wat got up wif me....stress on work ba..
hmm...nothing much to blog i guess....
haven being goin shopping or wateva...
hav been losing quite a sum of money..
n tat bastard jus disappear.....n i believe i'm seriously not getting back..
the money at all le..haiz..duno wat to sae..
shall n0t bother anymore...leave it to god to do e rest for me...
haiz....been losing alot too....a cool 400 tat dae.....jus killed me..
i noe dun bet tat 200...den follow on jus trying to clear tat..
haiz...nvm.....will win back somedae.
okok...
now....gotta buck up n really get on to my work...
n work for my common test...
thou 4 paper only...but ya...
yeap...
got report to hand in....
tink supposed to be tml.
but currently...i haven done it yet..so ya..
die...
dun bother bout those words...haha...was my work n was too lazy to paste it in email..
so jus did it here...whahaha..
neway....todae....went to parkway..
had jack's place....so long nv eat tat le..
too bad stomach not well....cant hav raw osyters....
hmm...den i went shop shop abit.
i wana get a bag....ergh..i like maggie tat adidas one..
but haiz....
hmm...mus find things to buy..wahahhaa..
yeap...tat's abt it...
cooked todae....dinner...was yummy...mum say..
moi cookin getting better n better le..
heehee..
haiz...still wonderin when will i get my hands on tat car..
haiz.......sianz sianz...
okok...tats abt it...
all the best....for soccer...heehee.
nv blog for few days..
was rushing everydae abt projects...
if not studies..
ergh...all pileing up....help.....!!!!!!
well...todae tried doing the cisco...but its lyk..
i nv finish all...n i cant do it anymore..
hope its only abit percent.
yeap...den ya....tml VB.NET..
wat the hell.....tinking abt the last week...test..
i din save all....hope i still can pass ba..
if not i will jus kill myself.
den tue C++ was damn fuck too..
guess all my lab test gonna fail terribly...
too late to regret now....
besides...i got 3papers after week 9...(wk after next)
den ya....
mus catch up le.....need bi's help....study wif me man.
if not really cannot make it le.....
bi...u will help me de rite??? haiz..
ya...tat's abt it le la....
todae nv go for networking...den ya...hack la...am lyk so damn lazy...
slacked at pw the whole dae todae man.....
ya...
den jus wana say....thou i found out smthing...
but hey....dun get affected by it......i wun let it harm tis thing we built...
wateva it is...hope its fine....
aiyo....din go sch today.....
was bit lazy n tired too...
went to c doc at bedok...
went to take my driving licence already...so shuai..wahahha...okok kidding
now guess i'm feeling better already..
mus hav ate smthng wrong...
hack la...at least now my whole body dun ache so much already..
ergh...den had lunch....den i'm back at home slacking again...
haiz...tink i wan to go sch tml ba...
bo bian..coz i got my test tml..
which i completly dun even noe a single thing at all..
haiz...now installing vb.net...
but its taking forever..
den....went to surf abit.....realised i still hate tat bitch....
wateva it is la...she suxs alrite?????
adine.....i hate ur surname........no offence but u shld noe y....
jus cant stand their whole damn group....such fakers....
such assholes.....such wana-be....
oh wateva......lets c they take how long to grow mature..
wahhaahahahaa....ya...
tat's all i wana yake abt...
ya....gtg now.....
hmm...am sick...decided to blog...
had a fever running down my body....
actually din noe i got fever...
bt since last nite already got diareaa....ergh....
den lao sai till tis morning..
still made my way to bugis...for awhile..
den cant tahan already..called dad to fetch me home..
ergh...den in n out of toliet zillion times...
pity my toliet bowl...wahahahaa..
ya...tried to slp..but cant...den ya..
nothing le la...dun tink i going sch tml...
coz lyk...ergh..wat's the point rite...
but dun wan always mc....i had enuff leh..
tink my c++ sure gotta take 2nd warning letter already..
coz last week oso nv go for lesson..
ergh..
duno how now la..
tat's abt it..
uncle says he's gonna let me drive his car....cool....can???
wahahaa......
am back here to update.....
lyk quite long nv le..
oh well....
today went to sch for test..
its lyk....i really got up in the morning to study abit de lor..
but ya....ergh....
was doing it so confidently....den when i wan to check if got save..
den oh my god......i din save it lor...kaoz..
den all gone.....n tat damn teacher....dun wan help me..
n he say he might have to fail me..
lyk wat the fuck.....
i really dun wan fail my VB.net leh..
kaoz..
tis labtest easiest to pass....yet..
ergh....fed-up..
dun wana talk abt it le la..
den...went to town....wif such a damn mood...
ate at the tappan-yaki....wahahhaa..
i cooked lyk hell lor..den so damn full....
waited so damn long for cab....
decided to walk abit...n end up wasting money buy quiksilver clothes...
ergh.....den waited lyk so long for the taxi in the end.......q was damn long..
ya...
neway....nic transfered the money le...
haiz...if only my uncle let me use his car tml...
den can go driving....ergh...
but seems lyk mother wun allow de....haiz......such an ass...
haiz....tats all i wana say le la....
ciaoz.....
jus found out ytd tat...texas 5 got 2 threads inside..
gosh...last time the centori only got one....already got ppl die....now 2thread....abit the too late to find out rite???haiz..can feel i dying le man.....kaoz...nway...
am so bored nothing to do..
gosh..all the assignments all pilling up waitin for me to do..
but i jus hack..ya
hmm....tink i'm so gonna fail..
now too late to catch up...
ergh...so irritating...later got nite class..
really feel lyk not going le...shall i???
am so tired for lessons lor..
damn it la...how????
wat shall i do???go or dun go...tink is dun go le la..
hahaha...yeap....alrite....decided not to go..
go home early hav a good rest...den tml got lessons le..
its tat damn drawing one...the one tat i totally duno how to do..n tat bitch n bastard wun teach me...n i noe totally no one else in the class...forget it.....all set to fail le..
haiz....if only i was wif bi they all hor??
hmm....vb test on fri..hopefully my classmates good enuff to help me..
haiz..
ya tat's abt it.....
am tinking of u....wondering if ure tinking of me too....i miss u badly......heehee.....but guess ure out having fun...
hmm...
wat a day today...
heehee....well it all started wif morning..
took cab to ssdc..
haahaa....was quite cheap...12 bucks
yeap...den started my lessons...
was lyk damn damn screw up lor..
wat the fuck..all a mess..
den ya...uncle say not enuff revision...den say my dressing not decent..
kaoz...den my hair..ergh..tat moment felt lyk dying...
y so stup go dye my hair....on sun..
wateva..
den walked all the way to library in sch..find bi they all..
rest awhile..den went for lec..for lyk less than 10mins..
told lecturer i got driving test..
den ya..took cab down coz damn lazy to walk..damn far can..
den ya...was lyk less then 3bucks..
so alrite la.
den ya..was damn nervous during the warm-up too..
quite alot alot of mistakes..
den drawlots..heng nv take back those tat took me the other time..
den ya...tis tester not bad...wahaha....
ya...he din tick while i was driving.
only when we got up to the debrief room..
he ask me how many lessons i took..
gosh den i thot sure fail le..
so ya..
den he tell me the mistakes lyk alot...but in the end..
hahaha...i saw he tick the passed there....
wahaha...happy lyk hell.....thank him again n again.
den ya....wif 8 points nia leh..
wa...really was a miracle...
n my test car..was not the same one..wahhaa
its car num 68wahhaa...
so cool lor..the person behind me took tat damn num...no wonder tat person fail...unlucky num lyk hell..(shld noe wat num ba)wahaha....
heng heng i nv took...
alrite...so i passed in the end...
den gotta watch tat stupid show...so disgusting all the bloody victims..
my fone rang lyk hell....everyone waiting for my nbews lyk hell...
for those who forgotten..
jus wana tell u all.......... I PASSED den too bad u all nv wish me....hahaha..
den to those who did wish me....thanks..
u all made my day.....bi...thanks for tat hug..r.eally need it...
walked down back to sch...wantin to go for lesson..
but in the end dad called...say can fetch me home..
den cool...went home lor..
slack...den went out for dinner...cum celebration of my license..wahahhahaa...
den told mum dad all le la..
hope can get my hands on the car.....soon...
wahahhaa...
alrite...damn tired wana go off le.
hmmm...n hui...tat eugene can really go fuck off la..
my bank really low lyk hell le la..
kaoz....dun wan return me...ergh...
where to find money...i'm really short of it..
ergh..
tat's abt it.......
hmm...
everyone wanting me to update le.
wahaha.
alrite nothing to say much la.
well....fri..
uncle send me halfway to sch.
wahaha..coool....free ride again.
ya..den for lesson...used bi's program tat she did....
ya...den hand in...sorry la..i duno how to do ma..
ya...den lab test next week...ergh.
all my tests n all coming up..
haiz..how am i gonna get thru....
haiz...
b4 tat went to find hui..
den ya...after lesson went for driving..
wahaha...tink can le la..
quite confident....man.
wahaha.
den after lessons took train down find hui..
went to ecp...hui's sheena burfdae bbq...
hmm...went there...quite hungry le..
so decided to help up so tat i can eat..
den ya..
cant stand her guys fwens....all useless de...
only noe how to take food...duno how to help up..
nabei..
ya...den there's this group of victoria kids...nabei.
so childish...
den they play ball..
wa kaoz...damn hard lor..it hit my back...
kaoz..i st8 away,...nabei....damn pain lor.
at tat moment felt so damn pain...ya..
haiz..den went home le..
ya...
today....nothing much....
had lunch wif parents...heehee..
tink 1st time...ya..
feelin so good..
yea.....can feel the together-ness.
haiz..
ya...den make my way down to parkway..
mel lao ban tian.....ya..
she took cab down thou..so ya.
went to find mag n nat too..
den ya..
walk walk...finally played pool after so damn long...
ya...
tat's abt it folks..
ya....cant wait for mon..
heehee....
mikko:....hair is great..heehee...too bad i keeping mine long le...
yizhen:....really miss u leh....
soccer.....man u hurry score..better not let me lose today...cant afford le.. n can i curse eugene lyk fuck....nabei hon gan ar.....kaoz....he better return me my money..or he is not gonna hav a good life man.....fucking bastard...GO TO HELL...
today..
lesson started frm 9am..
damn shldnt hav gone...
wasted my money...on cab fare..
bloody shit..
was jus scan card...
but got another warning letter....wat's new man..
yea...
den was lesson all the way...
fone low batt...wat the hell..
den went to find bi ge..
pei me till she went for cca..
went to find dine..
wahaha....her crush not bad leh....
play wif style oso..
wahahaa...
cool..
ya....hmm...nite class till 9.30..
hopefully hopefully...he really can let us off early today..
coz i really dun wan stay here le..
kaoz...
wonder how did i survived till now man..
wahhahaa...
alrite..gtg le..
haiz....life jus the way it gotta be...
wif all my tests coming up..
im so gonna die..
cisco suxs...always dun leave me a time to do my work....den mine was the only one in my class..wif the all blanks...wahaha..so pai say..
but they shld noe la...ergh..
jus hate it la..
k...gtg...ciaoz..
tml early again at 8...haiz..
my fone was off the whole nite...
gosh....den it din wake me up...ergh..
so woke up at lyk 12....ergh..
1st time tis kinda thing happen..
was so damn pissed wif myself..
felt so bad...but ya....
den...jus stayed at home...slacked..
played PS2 for awhile...wahahhaa..
so fun...
den went to pack my room..
thou it still look as messy..
but who cares...no one wana help me pack..
im too lazy too la.
so ya..
now am totally bored...slacking..
ytd soccer was lyk.....woow..
in the end din win lose..
alrite....so long as never lose ba..
but too bad cant cover tat day i spend de 160..
haiz..
den ya...tat's abt it le la...
am still tinkning of my jacket...
i really wana get it can/?????
ya....toto results out...
gosh....2 winners only can???
can u imagine.....each 1million lor...
kaoz....its lyk...y izit not me????
haiz...wahahahaha....am dreaming..
yeap....gtg le....ciaoz
nothin much on fri.....jus went to sch...
mum dad came fj for lunch....coz they fetch me to nyp....
den went sch for jus awhile....
den went to c the lecturer in charge....he made me go there..
den he say alot abt my attendance...lyk i care??
ya..den nothin much le la...
den went down to city link..
wanting to get smthing...but din buy in the end..ergh..i really wan tat slippers..
den ya...walked around..den went to katong to hav dinner....so full..
okok...tat's ytd..
today.....went beach road wif mel...hmmm....tat woman say wan wear adidas shorts...wif cap all...but din in the end..
hmm...bought my nike shoes....finally....aiyah...doesnt matter la..the colour...
i like it hao le rite??? it cost me $57 bucks....ergh...
okok...den ate there...den went st8 to town...
wat i bought today...
1. tat nike shoes....$57
2. quiksilver burms.....$69
3. brown burms from far east....$34.90
hmm...those hav cost me a bomb le lor....
u dun c its jus 3 items...but woooohhh....
160bucks...jus lyk tat...ergh..
where to find all tat money.....n i jus lost another 100.....man u...suxs..
ya...den met up wif mikko....den bi take zillion yrs to come meet us..
went to the hotel thing...but ya....nothing nice lor..
din c ong ling too..
oh oh....went to find nana.....haha..den saw tis springfield jacket...damn nice..
i wana get it can????ergh.....hope nana can get 25% off for me...
den me n mel will get it...hahahaa.....oh...mel den bought a top frm mango...
hmm....tat's abt it le la...slack awhile....chingay was lyk so many damn ppl.
so crowded all.....they blocked the road...cant cross..cant take bus.
so went to paragon...ate at baker's inn....mel's suggestion..
ya...oh oh..b4 tat...tis 2 guys were lyk staring at mel's skirt..
den i say them...stare wat la...fuck...
den he came n say me....say u tink twice b4 u say tat word..
lyk wat the fuck....as thou i care..
wa kaoz....hate it lor...damn pissed can....nabei la...
so fucked up...i like to use tat word cannot ar????u tai zi ar?
nabei.....hon gan la..
ya...k...tat's abt it..dun wana blog le...
n i so jealous.....bi can fit into the gio junior tat jacket i wan to get can???
thou i can too....but...ergh...its too girl for me le..
haiz...so sad...
oh well..
nvm...tat's abt it le la...
gtg bath le....
hope the rest of the matches can win...PLS?
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