cool....ytd won....real madrid cool....
got back some cash...but its lyk...
kaoz...all not say my money...
so only got back lyk....1/4 of my money la.
but ya...cant rush on it....
yeap...den all i can say is...my tat..HB fwen..
fucker....not even considered my fwen la..
help him he stilll keep faning me abt e money..
pls la..when i get it den i will give u...
u scared i run away ar???? rite bi???
he's such a pain in e ass...
argh...wateva la..
neway went sch todae wif a damn sicky mood..
finally i came to the modelling class...but ya...
was lyk slpin la.
was oso coughing my lungs out e whole time...
everybody my witness k....den flu oso..
i'm so going to take an mc tml man..
wahaha..yeap..
nothin much todae la..talked to dine all...
walked all the way to ang mo kio...under e hot damn sun...
on e account tat i'm sick????ergh..
ya...still mananged to survived la.....yeap.
.tat's abt it le la....
i cant do my modelling.....bi...come help abit leh...
hope im well after i c a doctor...den maybe can go out awhile...hehe
pls la....in e 1st place..
i din even mention name....wat right do u hav to say its u??
wahaha...kena bang lyk hell..
wateva la..
doesnt affect me now...
ytd i won...wahhahaa...cool...
was watching the match..
quite interestin thou...
brb
oh man..
jus look at my tag-box.
how interesting huh???
wahaha..
pig...pig cute wat....wan be couple pig..
wahaha.
well...
lyk as thou i care..
pls la...dun tink i duno..
tat person came lyk....20over times into my blog..
keep refreshin...wahahhaa.
she damn free sia..
wateva la.....jus fuck e damn off out of my blog..
cant u c its MY BLOG....so fuckin none of ur business..
hmm...wateva la..
am too tired to blog..
rushin my proj....all due tml mus hand in..
den do until 3plus watch soccer..
den can make my way to sch already..
wahhaha...jus nice i dun hav to slp le..
can feel tat im fallin sick le..
die.....
am in sch now....
baby so sweet came down to pei me durin my break....
o well...
had quite a dae todae...
dad fetched me to sch...den jus slacked usin the comp..
waste my time here....ergh....
sum asshole jus din help me sign my attendance again..
wat the fuck lor...i always help her sign..but she die oso cant sign for me.
fuck off la...wat a bitch...such an ass...
tml got sch..
gotta hand in my marketting which i totally haven touched at all..
n den gotta show him my proj...which i totally hav no idea how come
mine cant simply work..
am so fed-up wif e soccer tat been drainin off my money....
n wat else??????
wateva la....at least i noe i still hav u..
nothing beats e smile on ur face whenever i meet u...
it jus ease away all my troubles n take me away wif u....
i'm glad i got u....
nothin much todae..
pei cui go tp do her thing..
how dumb to tink tat u mus photo-copy ur details to them...
din noe is jus go fill up e form den put in e box only..
ya...heng got ask mel.....wait wait..
i got something to say....
pls la....if u not tat good....den dun act smart...i hate tat character.....
tink ure so damn good......can get in law n management...
pls la....look at urself b4 u get it....wahhahaa....
dun bother try appealin le la...
wun ever ever go in de la...dun need dream...
coz e cut off point is ....WAY WAY TOO TOO FAR....le...wahhaa..
alrite.....vent all my anger on tat le....feel so much better...
okok..back to my blog....
din c anyone..heng ar...but mel's mum..
tat's bad enuff..hope she din c me faggin...
n mel mus be damn speechless if she asked...
sorry......feel so bad...get u into trouble.
hmmm...ya...neway the kway chap suxs....at tp de..
waste my money...
den went down to tampines......fuck it la.
never am i going there again..
the poly clinic...waited so damn long..
n the kuai lan doctor dun wan give me mc..
fuck him la..wat an ass..
forget it..
i noe i go bedok...yeap..
den went home le..
stopped by cold storage...buy abit thing..
but come up to lyk 17plus le.
nothing much lor..kaoz..
mum say pay me back...but oso never.
haiz...
den wanted to bake cake but wa kaoz..e oven spoil...
den jus cooked abit lor....come up to alot...
my bro better not eat away all my food....i bought de..
hmm.....wat to say abt todae's daE?
okok.....start wif sat...
hmm.....fwen told me i can work...
cool.....den got money le..
wahahhaa....so woke up early..
den fwen was late...waited so long..
had lunch alone..
den went down to expo le...
she came down find me...
ate at bk...wa lau so damn many ppl..
ya...den waited for my fwen to come den went to work le lor...
wa....work for less den 1 hr..
but slack for lyk e rest of e hours..
wahahhaa.....
the disney on ice sounds so nice from e outside..
wahahhaa..me n my fwen keep peeping inside to watch..
but in vain la..
den ya...was slackin lyk hell...
suddenly.....saw tis small person standing beside me..
i thot some kid wantin to c e thing i was leanin on..
whhahaa..but ya...LIM HONG HAN..
wahaha..gave me a shocked...so qiao one can????
yeap...den awhile only la....
aiya work was so damn slack....nobody wan write lucky draw form de....
haiz....wateva la..
todae supposed to work but i nv go la..
sianz....so ya....next week den work ba..
todae slacked totally at home....
wanted to go for a spin but ergh...dun say le la..
tat's abt it....
pls let me win back my soccer todae...thanks.....
in sch now....
din catch much slp ytd..
oh well..din go sch on thurs..
went find jo n cuifen at outrum..
wa lau...waited for them lyk so damn long..for their interview..which lyk take arund 2hrs...
wat e hell...den we went chinatown....people's park there...
went to the subordinate court...wa...i say..those inside surely all bad guys..wahahaa...
den ya..stay there quite long..
deciding how to deal wif tat bastard..
he really pissed me off.....zillion times....ergh....wat e fuck...
such an ass...wonder if god gave me a too harsh punishment...
i really regret lyk hell already...
den we took bus down to find magz....den went to lagoon there eat...cool...so yummy n so mei e place......wu lala..
wahhaaa...den wif jas n sheena n xueh.....yeap..
den took cab down to geylang one of e hotels la..
den ya..
played n all tat la...
wa kaoz...ytd damn scary lor..
i lost 2 box of fags can....
very weird lor....lost one den buy again.den in e end oso disappear...
so xin tong leh...all only 1-2used...kaoz....16.20 leh...ergh....whoeva take me things shall die a horrible death....
nvm.....since ive lost so many things...i hope god...heehe...be good to me.....give me sum good news ba...
so tired in e end all slpt...n wake up so damn early...
went to hav roti prata...
hmm...ya den make way home to slp abit le...
cant wait till tis lesson finish n i can go home slp le..........
my fwen say got job tml for me at expo...wahaha...cool....
money makes me tink of tat bastard...fuck him la...better return me my money fucker.......
hmm...am back...
had a long long dae todae man.
dad fetch me to sch...so shuang....
den went for lec awhile...den walk around sch...
followed dine to find her gf...
wa lau..she keep bickering wif me...
dine...pls la....ask her noe her fen liang....
wahhaaa..kiddin la...dun tink she dare scold her too..
hmm...so many hers.....
yea....den after lessons last lesson i nv go...den ya..
felt so bad...din told bi abt it..coz she wasnt sitting wif us ma..
den she din wan come wif us..haiz..
neway followed dine pei her gf..wat's her name again???
aiya i duno la...joanne???yeap....
all e way back to bedok k.
den back to bugis..
when we jus reached...michelle ask us go raffles city....
her bf CODY...*waves to hui*...haha...drove us there..
aiya awhile only la...
den off to raffles awhile den nothing much..
den went to city link..they ate at creaps...
i din eat any...den walk awhile..dine say wan go home le.
den since i got nothing to do...sent her home...
den take e bus back to bugis..
walked all e way to find the posb deposit machine..
den walked to bugis....so far..
haiz...still early...den ya..
den went to 85 to eat..
forgot jamie said she going there too...but din c her there..
tink too late le ba..
yea...tat's abt it..
tired....
tml's a long long dae...haiz..
got my c++ retest....
wateva la....
going off......
baby.......love ya...
haiz....
wat to do at home????
started surfin e net...
n always get to c things i really dun wish to..
ergh.....i duno to say kc brought me joy or more unhappiness....
but wateva it is....its not my prob anymore..
i noe there r ppl out there concerned for me can le..
at least i noe....i got u...
someone i can depend on.....someone who wun let me down...
hmmm....jus bloggin my unhappiness here...
if not i definitly wun feel good at all....
ergh...hope time hurry past....
hope i can win more....
i wish god treat me well....
i wan a car.................................................
haiz.....am still always tinking too much....
alrite...shall tink positive....
am greatful for havin u by my side...
am greatful for e fwens tat came across me...
am happy i had a great mum...
tat's abt it.....
i wana own e world.......
sat.....n im rottin at home...
ergh..so damn sianz..
wonder where did all my fwens died to...
haiz...nvm...i guess it my own prob...
well....i dun mind for u ...
yeap...
neway....tried doing my VB but i really noe nuts abt it..
so gonna give up le..
tml...i MUST go out le...cant stand it anymore..
yea....baby's working...nv sent me a msg at all...sob sob..
mum's not letting me drive...
so din wan go out wif them.....rather stay at home..
feel lyk buying sum vcd to watch...wahahhaa...
tat ku tian le show????
wahahaha...
gonna start sch on mon....ergh..sianz...
am finally here to blog...
wahahaa...
mon........was rainin da whole dae....
so delayed till evening time den went to cut my hair...
not bad....haha..i'm loving it....ya den i dyed it there too..
den tue.....gosh...i woke up late for my C++ test..
wahaha...e paper finish at 10.30 i woke up at lyk 11plus???
wat e hell rite??so hurry went downstairs take MC lor.
bo bian...wahahhaa...he jus told me retest on next mon..or tue..
ergh....guess i really need bi's help..
yeap...den went for VB test....quite alrite la....
supposed to go home but went to find hui....
den take bus together...wa she tell me alot of things man....
super long mother story...ya..
den nana called...den maggie oso..
so by e time i was at bedok already..
den go all e way back to bugis..
lyk wat the hell rite????Wahahaha.
den ya la...slacked wif maggie lor....nana tua us later....
ran off wif her lovers...wahahahaa...
okok.....wed...
marketing paper st8 in e morning at 8...
tis time i make effort to wake up damn early..
wahhaa...den paper was quite alrite la...
n everyone sae i look lyk sonic....ergh...fine.
after paper went to eat mac breakfast....while waiting for baby's call...
by e time....i'm at bedok le.
so ya...den nothin much le...went home study..
at nite took cab down...maggie hse eat oyster but close le..
so damn pissed....den ya...waited to watch the soccer at 3.30..
but all the pigs apprently slpt..
so left me kinda watching it alone at her living room..
results kinda cool...jackpot.....
wahahhaaa....den ya....by e time...quite late le..so went home slp awhile..
den go for my paper lor......wa kaoz..
todae paper was e hardest...sure fail le la..
haiz...den nothing le la..
saturdae's plan is off....all thanks to my dad..kaoz...
there goes my m'sia trip.....i'm dying to drive can??????
ergh....so fed up...
alrite....wana slp awhile...den wait for my soccer results......
*cross fingers*
ergh....
barcelona such a dissapointment...ergh..
was lyk damn hot at 1st...
den suddenly...wa the hell..nabei lor..
ergh....am i jus so pissed or wat..
haiz...den AC milan.....i forgot to bet....wat e hell rite???
not my dae todae man..
haiz...wateva la...
cant wait to wear my new slippers n use my bag...
wahahhaa....yeap...
guess im gonna go cut my hair tml......c how 1st..
but tat means...i wun hav chance to drive le..
haiz...give it up for e hair...wateva..
ya...tests coming up...real soon...lyk tue..
wahaha..n i haven start...wat the hell rite.
yeap...tat's abt it le...
dun wan blog further....
back to blog...fri....nothin much....slacked at home..
den went to chalet.....
did nothing much there.....but there got x-box to play leh..
den ya....played manjong all e way till 6plus..
den went for mac breakfast...den home to take a nap...
den headed down to bugis....pei cuifen awhile..
coz her boss not around.....so can stay there abit.
den went home le...
asked mum pei me go grandma's hse..
had a spin....kinda....on uncle's car..
mum says im quite stable...haha..
hopefully..i can get to drive more often..
wahahaa..
yeap...tat's abt it...
i really gotta start studying......soon...
bless me...
okok...lots to write....wed ar..
was at home......till evening...
den went down to queenstown hoping to find my bag...
coz lyk was searching high n low for it...since lyk....sat?
yeap....den went to eat my hotdog at ikea 1st.
oh my tian....so damn yummy lor..ate 2....waahahaha
den went down queenstown....din buy anything at all..
so fed up.....they dun even sell tat bag at all lor...wat the hell..
ergh....
den ya...went down to find mag they all...
den 4 of us went to take cab find sheena...wahhaha....
played all the way in the train till paris ris..
wahhaa...den sheena made us all walk to fisherman...
gosh so far...n e 1st person i saw.......shi huat..
wat the hell...n realised...tats e place....no wonder..
they always say they play e best music there...
damn shiok there...
ya....sat there eat....talk n drank...
wahaha...did the craziest thing..
thanks to jas n sheena...
poor mag..coz cui keep aimin at her breast..
wahaha
hmm....went play the playground at lyk 2plus...
e UFO thing can jus kill me then......kena spin lyk hell...
in the end went back at lyk 3plus ba.
yeap..so damn tired....but was fun la...wahahhaha.....
was checking the football score...haha...finally won..
now waiting for nic pass me e cash...wahaha
yeap..
todae ar....went out wif jamie...den met up wif melody n fwens...
was searching high n low for my bag again......
but still in vain...ergh..so i jus bought tis pair of slippers...frm quiksilver..
wahaha....its a new one....not tat brown one le....yeap...
its blue..den ya...
slacked wif them...den nana suddenly called..
wahaha...so qiao she noe i at town....
den ya..made her come down to cine...den i left wif her..
went walk walk....tell her pei me go e new OG...
wahaha...n 1st thing i saw....???
OMG.......tat bag rite..
so i bought it st8 away...wahhaha..
shld hav gone there long ago n save my time..
wahahha.....den went to eat wif nana...at tis foodcourt..
which is called MBK....wahhaa..
makes me feel i in thailand..
went there wif the....<>
kinda feeling..wahahaha...e food's yummy...
den proceed to bugis....
tat's e dae todae..
very happy...coz i bought my bag...n my shoes...wahahhaha..
but there's a hole in my pocket now..
gotta save again le....
tat's abt it....ciaoz..
hmm.....am too bored online..
nothing to surf so blog awhile..
nothing much to say..
holidaes not bad....get to slp more..
but am lyk totally bored whole dae at home.
i noe i shld start studying le ba..
alrite..when i finally get the time to..
i will..
yeap....i better man..
hahaha.....suddenly i dun feel lyk staying in my course..
i wan to go tp...shld hav appel tat time..
ergh..when i can go to IT wif yizhen or mel de course lor..
regret lyk hell...den dun hav to travel lyk shit everydae..
sianz...aiya too late to regret now le..
wateva la...
okok....hope everythings fine....n hope things go smoothly for her..
hmm.....really hope so...dun wan c her so fan...
yeap...tats abt it...duno wat else to type le la..sianz to the max..
hmm....fags gone up again...wat the hell.....
so x now lor...better cut abit....or i'll jus be broke every now n then..
ergh....hui's missing.....i wana k-box abit..haiz..
nvm...
off for now./...
am totally moodless now le la.
haiz...duno wat to say already...
all the matches kelong lyk hell...
pissed off....
ya...tats abt it le la.
morning went for sun tanning..
dine brought her gf..wa dine..
not bad ar...progress so fast le wor.
wahahaha.
yeap...nothin much to add le la.
went home early to slack....
guess my luck haven been tat good..
die...wat can i do...
haiz...
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Thou we have to be apart...i carry u inside my heart...i love u more than words can say...and in my heart u'll always stay...12/04
if you love someone...set her free...if she comes back...then u noe its meant to be...if she don't...be contented tat it grew in yours...12/04...by carol..
i'll be loving u forever...deep inside my heart u'll leave me never...Even if u took my heart..and tore it apart...i will love u still....FOREVER
It's so hard to say how a love could end this way...the one that used to care for u...jus turns and walks away...n its so hard to find...to leave the pain behind...n all the things u looking for...ur heart cant seem to find...26/04
I will never forget the days we once had...The days when u were everything to me...My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever...But now i realised that was all a big dream...The feelings i have for u will never go...I wish i could take back that one regretful day..The day when i willingly let you slide from my arms...Never did i think of the astonishing pain of regrets....That once i would have to live through...The sight of u in someone else's arms makes my heart shatter into million pieces...I sometimes wonder if u still think of me....Or if to u..i'm jus a face in the crowd...I wish so very much that one day we could hav it all back...But for now, I'll sit here silently.....Remembering all the memories we once shared...Everyday my love grows much stronger...Hoping that one day you will feel the same....AND put BACK the pieces of my BROKEN heart....06/05...
Time will never change the things we've been thru...and afterall we're meant to be...love would bring us back to u n me...if only u could see....120503
baby..give me back my fantasy...e courage tat i need to live..e air tat i breathe....living without u..my world's become so empty...days r so cold n lonely...n each nite i taste...
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Baby coz u dunno how i feel....living my life without u..and u dunno what its lyk...loving u all this time...i give u all my love, heart and soul....risking it all on a chance...and now when i need u the most...u dunno
Can we go back to the days our love was strong...Can u tell me how a perfect love goes wrong.....Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way it used to be....Oh god give me a reason...i'm down on bended knees..
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but how you can learn from them..170603
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if i could exchange all my happiness for a single moment wif u...if i could reach out and touch my princess only a second or 2..the choice would hav been easy...coz the only thing i'll ever do...is staring into emptiness and thinking of u...12aug03
i'm thinking of u....and wondering if u ever think of me...14aug03...
you don't know what you mean to me. no matter what i do, all i think about is you. i simply jus can't forget all tat happens...u'll stay in my memories...forever..6oCt
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ai zhen de shi yao yong qi, que mian dui liu yan fei yu, zhi yao ni yi ke yan sheng ken ding, wo de ai jiu you yi yi.wo meng dou shi yao yong qi que xiang xing hui zai yi qi. ru guo wo de jian qiang ren xin hui bu xiao xing shang hai le ni, ni neng bu neng wen rou ti xin, wo sui ran xin tai ji, ken hai pai shi que ni...30oCt
