RaYnE LeWiS..33's world

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

hmmm...
wat to blog????
well....mon went toto sch early in the morning...
kaoz...so damn early...
jus to do my timetable...
lyk hui's one...its oso quite suxy at 1st..
but trey to make changes...
still...ok la...at least dun hav to wake up so early in the morning...
cant wait to start sch...at least i got things to do le...
hmmm...nvm ...shall pack my room....
clear my books...
most important...i need myoney..
to buy more stuffs....
to start sch...tat is..
haha...alrite...cioaz....comp super super lag....can someone help me fix it?


Saturday, June 26, 2004

finally can blog.....
so many days..so many things happen...
oh well...jus wana say abt 25/6 sat...
ok la...went to help mag nana n han at pw...den to the chalet...
den stay there for awhile...den we make our way to watch the GEN Y concert...
they put theere V.i.p...i thot how infront...
well...not tat lor...can c so small only...coz expo hall really jus suxs...
not grand enuff at all lor....
i pity those who waste their money to buy the tix...so x...
heng mine was free...hahah
next...after the show..was 11 plus le...cant get a cab...so by the time we reach e chalet...no food to eat le..
got la abit..
hden play play the whole nite..
watched soccer....so not fun..noone watch wif me..
everyone got things to do...so...no one was bored there lor..
hahaha...nothing much to say le la..
jus wan wish maggie happy burfdae...den ya...hope she did enjoyed herself lor...
alrite...
been spendin way too much..
so from tml...dun wan spend or go out le...yeap....
k...ciaoz...off to pei baby..she's slping lyk pig now....ergh..
n leave me alone facing the damn comp...
n my fucking msn cant work,,,cant even chat lor...
next...I'M GOING TO FIND TAT BASTARD...GET BACK MY MONEY.,...
DAMN PISSED LOR..CAN PICK UP E FONE DEN HANG UP..FUCKER...
IM SO GOING TO HIS HSE...N MAKE A FUSS....
I REALLY REN ENUFF LE..CANT LET MY MONEY GO JUS LYK TAT...KAOZ...
SO NOT WORTH IT..MAN...BASTARD BASTARD...FUCKER FUCKER...U SUX..
IF U DUN RETURN MY 1K I SWEAR U WILL GET CURSED BY ME...FOR UR WHOLE LIFE...
U WILL NEVER STRIKE RICH BEING SUCH IRRESPONISIBLE FUCKER./..
its too late to regret...shld not hav lent him...wat the fuck....


Thursday, June 24, 2004

cant wait to blog..
hmm...comp has been so damn lag i cant even online..
wat the hell..
neway..
in short....went out wif my cheryl n hui..to celebrate
my anniversary...
yeap...den bought a quiksilver shirt..its brown..
wahaha...
very long nv buy le..
thou i c alot of nice things but nv really buy leh..
no cash..
cheryl tat day oso nv buy anything..
haiz....yeap...tats abt it le ba..
oh...ate at thai express....
okok enuff of tat dae..
yeap...in short...
ok...today its thurs..
went out todae...
buy maggie's present...
den go bugis..
the new adidas shop..
so cool....but all the same things actually..
but the best thing is...
they got all the bbags tat i wanted..
the orange one...-holland-
blue one-france-
red one-england- thou i love tat one the best..
but i still bought the orange one..
worst thing is tat's the last piece..
n ppl all touch touch touch those kind....
but i still got it la..
so in short...
i got 2 adidas original bag le....cool...
but ya..now u can c where my money all go..
haha...
hope i wun regret i bought..
yeap...
ok....mon mus go back sch..
okok...haven got contact wif my fwens...
wonder how's mel's job doin..
cheryl got go sch not..
hui duno die where le....rot at home already..haha...
tat's all i wana noe guys...
pls tag...
alrite...better post b4 i cant..





Saturday, June 19, 2004

am too lazy to blog..
well..
woke up early...thanks to cheryl..
she called my hse...
haha...so ke lian...so early go sch..
break so sianz..but afterall she foun dher own entertainment la..
yeap..
slacked at home..
watched scv lyk hell..
ya...din wana go out ...
but mum say her check urgent..
kaoz....den go find dad...den go bank..
stayed at dad....coz she wan c how dad sell his fones..
wateva...haha..
ya...she got the same fone now...heehee...
6230..
yeap...
went to waterloo street pray...
den walked bugis awhile...
less than 1 hr ba..
den wanted to go home..
den dad came to pass me his things..
so tat i can take cab home...
haha...he gave me money..
so wateva lor...yeap..
alrite la..nothin to say le..
tml...which is sat i mean..
am goin grandmas hse...
'pao bar zhang'=rice dumplings...
cool....jus love playin n making those..
den can eat...wif extra extra ingedient
heehee...




Wednesday, June 16, 2004

nothing much to blog abt todae..
woke up early todae..
so went hav lunch at bugis..
den mel came..
went to visit her grandma at SGH..
yeap...awhile..
den all the relatives there...so pai say...
ya..den nothin much le la...
took cab down to town..not tat far la..
awhile reach le...
b4 we got down...mel said her 6th sense say she will c someone todae...
ya..ate chicken rice at far east..
den walk donw....at 1st ask me c her fwen there..
den next...i thot i saw mikko...but....
its her carrie lor..
haiz...no comment le la...wat i had said i had...
even if the sis wans to hide truth den oso bo bian..
ya...
k...den walk walk la..
saw daffy n mel..
nothing much else tat we saw..toda.e.
oh oh.......seline...haha..
ya...who else????the other carrie?
eeeeeeeeeeeee...
ya..nothing le..
lazy to blog le...
nitez ppl..
going queenstown tml..
haha..hope mum gives me money so can shop..
n hopefully can buy stuff for her...
ok....gtg le..
hope mel's grandma gets better...


Monday, June 14, 2004

hmm...
comp is super lagging lyk hell..so i cant get in..
wat i wan say ar?
oh ytd was at pw wif mel..
den as usual she gotta leave..
so bo bian...made hui pei me.
went to her hse..
den waited for cheryl..
den we go lagoon eat...
the place they v go since it was ok can???
wahahhaa.
yeap...eat lots of food la..
got take fotos too..
den cui came find us..
yeap....4 of us again...
talk talk awhile..
den walk hui back..
den 3 of us took cab home..
yeap...
sun..
i stayed at home...slacked...
nvm...can watch soccer...hahah..
well...
so damn fucked up wif my bro.
he wore my shirt..
nvm...he wash his clothes..
but he jus soaked mine....wif his dirty water.
wat the hell..
my poor quiksilver shirt..
jus ruin jus by fuckin him.
dad say he will buy one back for me..
i doubt so..coz he cant afford to get me back my same design shirt.
ok..
fucked up..


Thursday, June 10, 2004

wa...too many things to blog man...
i hope i dun forget anything..
yea...
1stly i really dun understand y mus u put words into our mouth..
n i dun get it y mus u all do such things..
wat the hell u all stand to gain at all..
i duno la..
wateva it is...yes u hav achieve ur motive..
no fwens den no fwens la..
since hav got tis bad already..
i dun c a need tat the fwenship stays there already..
ok...
next...im AGAIN DISAPPOINTED in (i really duno wat to call her)
coz i never believe she will actually add salt n pepper
to everything...n even said tat im a person who would say such things..wat (kio ka)..wateva..la...
totally....i cant believe it..
n as much as i can remember....
thou it has happen sooooo long..
to my amusement.....u all can actually rememebr SO DAMN CLEARLY
wat happen....n those awful things we said..
how abt those tat u all said???
how come its not mentioned to yizhen???
how come she so happen to be not around..
n HOW THE HELL COME...SHE DIN EVEN SAID ANYTHING???
so many doubts...so many loopholes..
yet yizhen choose to believe them lor.
i hav nothing to say..
am angry oso...u make use of hui n dig things
out frm her...n tell it to them..
one thing....i shld hav expect tat u would...
ya..
next...i oso nv offend u...u say u 'can wo bu shuang'
lyk wateva lor..pls la...as thou u are 'so well liked' by everyone.
always jus give a black face.
wateva lor...
next..i had for quite long changed my impression of u..
thinking u wun do wateva u did in the past..
yet...now tis is wat i c again..
am really tired ...
always wonder how come those girls will never expose u at all..
but choose to believe all ur sweet talks..
next....i really duno whose the one faking now lor.
thou im pissed as i am...
coz im being so wrongly accused..
i dun care already..
pls la...tis thing come lyk since after sec sch..
really had enuff of hearing ur name...u n ur stuppid things ..
u always doing....always creating so much trouble.
y do i always hear all thses????when will it stop???
lyk u are already how old le..
still wan to do all theses such things..
wateva la..
neway...i really dun wish to be a topic u all use to say anymore..
ALL RIGHT RESERVED ok??
now...whether yizhen still doubts or wateva..
its not my business anymore..
lyk i dun wan ppl to 'SAY' us anymore..
dun talk den dun talk lor..
coz honestly yizhen...u hav broke everything we bulit..
i dun c tat i can take it lightly n jus forget abt it..
next....to u...u shld noe who u r..
i dun care whether u live or dead..
i really regret being there for u...n everything.
coz i was not A DAMN apreciated or wateva shit.
wateva u do its totally none of my business anymore..
coz i never expecte u would say all those of me..
n even think im such person..
honestly...i guess ive seen thru u.
thru enuff to make me drift frm u..
n i believe those who dun c of u..
will soon do so..
unless u change...which i dun tink so la.
wateva it is...
u all wan say wat...jus go ahead la.
not tat i care..but i really cant be bothered at all le...
tis is getting too much....
since im no longer fwens wif all of u...yizhen n jojo..
wateva u all do...i dun wish to noe...
i dun even wish to listen to anything....or anything abt it...
n pls...if u wan say abt me....go ahead...
jus dun let me hear those......
N LASTLY DUN EVER PUT WORDS INTO MY MOUTH...
ITS NOT A VERY NICE THING TO DO...
LOOKS WHOSE THE FAKERS HERE..
wateva la....god noes....tats enuff...
u all not scared...jus continue being wat u all are...ok..
i believe tat one day u will get it all back...
for being wat u r....SOMEDAY...
i'll be back for more...
am feeling so much better after bloggin...
B4 I FORGET...TIS IS MY BLOG..I HAV THE RIGHT TO WRITE..
ANYTHING I WAN HERE...SO YA..


Tuesday, June 08, 2004

finally get to publish tis blog...
take zillion yrs..
am back...
kaoz...type whole lot din come out...
put it in short le..
sat..went down to parkway wif mum dad.
do my UOB mini card.
yeap..den went down to bugis den town...
mum take zillion yrs at robinsons.
bought a top for baby.
yeap...den walk walk..
had mos burger...
den paragon..
burberrys havin sales....went in..
e polo tees....so wonderful lor...40%discount somemre.
but haiz...din bought it..
but i wan the paper bag...so nice lor.
yeap..den went down to isetan.
die oso wanted to buy tat adidas bag....
haiz..dun talk abt the bag le..
regret lyk hell....
could hav got the nice one for free...dun need me spend $
yet i was greedy for a discount..
int he end..i got the wrong colour one.
haiz...suan le ...jus do wif tis ba..
yeap..
thou im jus bloggin to make myself better...
but ya...wateva den..
try to love tis bag lor..
since mum bought it wif love for me..
wahaaa....
love u mum...
den ate at maridian hotel there den go home le.
today...sun la..
woke up..
made pork chop pork cutlet for baby..
ya..hope u like it..
den took cab down to taka...to do the n-gage thing for dad.
kaoz..no q at all....make me rush all e way down.
yeap..trade-in my old lyk hell gamegear..
den can get the fone without contract for 200bucks.
helped bro got it..
yeap..wif free 3 games not a bad deal afterall.
still got bag n e paper bag is cool..
yeap..
almost wanted fag n saw my uncle auntie...
gosh...im so dead..
but hack..i din wat..they cant say i do..
yeap.den went zara change the skirt.
but no more le.
hope she will wears it anyway..
yupz.
den walk awhile wait for nana..den go downt o pw le.
find nat..slacked till mag ol finish work..
went to play pool..
den back here le..
mus start studyin le....fri paper..
oh forgot to say...saw janice...michelle(cody) n quite alot more ppl..
oh...i thot i saw dean(maureen's bf)? yeap..quite sure its him.
k....off i go..
cant wait to watch harry potter 3...
alrite..
mon....woke up late...so slaceked at home 1st..
before making way down to watch my harry potter 3..
its a really nice nice show..
but as usual...all e villians r always the ppl around him..
for all 3 has been lyk tat le..
still....its interesting afterall..
yeap...den went down to bugis...took pay..
she bought 2 bags in one go...
kaoz...either bag if not 2pairs of slips together.
if not 2 skirts..
kaoz....poor me din get anything la..
haiz...i wan tat adidas bag too...could hav got the same wif her lor.
but ya....haiz....forget it den..
when it comes out again...i'm so gonna get it..
am seeing so many ppl carrying it now lor.
haiz...
wateva den...yeap..now rotting at home..
going out wif xiao hui n cheryl for dinner..
cool.....guess tats enuff....dun need fakers....
yeap..jus pure originals...
alrite...ciaoz..


Monday, June 07, 2004

am back...
kaoz...type whole lot din come out...
put it in short le..
ytd..sat i mean..went down to parkway wif mum dad.
do my UOB mini card.
yeap..den went down to bugis den town...
mum take zillion yrs at robinsons.
bought a top for baby.
yeap...den walk walk..
had mos burger...
den paragon..
burberrys havin sales....went in..
e polo tees....so wonderful lor...40%discount somemre.
but haiz...din bought it..
but i wan the paper bag...so nice lor.
yeap..den went down to isetan.
die oso wanted to buy tat adidas bag....
haiz..dun talk abt the bag le..
regret lyk hell....
could hav got the nice one for free...dun need me spend $
yet i was greedy for a discount..
int he end..i got the wrong colour one.
haiz...suan le ...jus do wif tis ba..
yeap..
thou im jus bloggin to make myself better...
but ya...wateva den..
try to love tis bag lor..
since mum bought it wif love for me..
wahaaa....
love u mum...
den ate at maridian hotel there den go home le.
today...sun la..
woke up..
made pork chop pork cutlet for baby..
ya..hope u like it..
den took cab down to taka...to do the n-gage thing for dad.
kaoz..no q at all....make me rush all e way down.
yeap..trade-in my old lyk hell gamegear..
den can get the fone without contract for 200bucks.
helped bro got it..
yeap..wif free 3 games not a bad deal afterall.
still got bags n e paper bag is cool..
yeap..
almost wanted fag n saw my uncle auntie...
gosh...im so dead..
but hack..i din wat..they cant say i do..
yeap.den went zara change the skirt.
but no more le.
hope she will wears it anyway..
yupz.
den walk awhile wait for nana..den go downt o pw le.
find nat..slacked till mag ol finish work..
went to play pool..
den back here le..
mus start studyin le....fri paper..
oh forgot to say...saw janice...michelle(cody) n quite alot more ppl..
oh...i thot i saw dean(maureen's bf)? yeap..quite sure its him.
k....off i go..
cant wait to watch harry potter 3...


am back...
kaoz...type whole lot din come out...
put it in short le..
ytd..sat i mean..went down to parkway wif mum dad.
do my UOB mini card.
yeap..den went down to bugis den town...
mum take zillion yrs at robinsons.
bought a top for baby.
yeap...den walk walk..
had mos burger...
den paragon..
burberrys havin sales....went in..
e polo tees....so wonderful lor...40%discount somemre.
but haiz...din bought it..
but i wan the paper bag...so nice lor.
yeap..den went down to isetan.
die oso wanted to buy tat adidas bag....
haiz..dun talk abt the bag le..
regret lyk hell....
could hav got the nice one for free...dun need me spend $
yet i was greedy for a discount..
int he end..i got the wrong colour one.
haiz...suan le ...jus do wif tis ba..
yeap..
thou im jus bloggin to make myself better...
but ya...wateva den..
try to love tis bag lor..
since mum bought it wif love for me..
wahaaa....
love u mum...
den ate at maridian hotel there den go home le.
today...sun la..
woke up..
made pork chop pork cutlet for baby..
ya..hope u like it..
den took cab down to taka...to do the n-gage thing for dad.
kaoz..no q at all....make me rush all e way down.
yeap..trade-in my old lyk hell gamegear..
den can get the fone without contract for 200bucks.
helped bro got it..
yeap..wif free 3 games not a bad deal afterall.
still got bags n e paper bag is cool..
yeap..
almost wanted fag n saw my uncle auntie...
gosh...im so dead..
but hack..i din wat..they cant say i do..
yeap.den went zara change the skirt.
but no more le.
hope she will wears it anyway..
yupz.
den walk awhile wait for nana..den go downt o pw le.
find nat..slacked till mag ol finish work..
went to play pool..
den back here le..
mus start studyin le....fri paper..
oh forgot to say...saw janice...michelle(cody) n quite alot more ppl..
oh...i thot i saw dean(maureen's bf)? yeap..quite sure its him.
k....off i go..
cant wait to watch harry potter 3...


am back...
kaoz...type whole lot din come out...
put it in short le..
ytd..sat i mean..went down to parkway wif mum dad.
do my UOB mini card.
yeap..den went down to bugis den town...
mum take zillion yrs at robinsons.
bought a top for baby.
yeap...den walk walk..
had mos burger...
den paragon..
burberrys havin sales....went in..
e polo tees....so wonderful lor...40%discount somemre.
but haiz...din bought it..
but i wan the paper bag...so nice lor.
yeap..den went down to isetan.
die oso wanted to buy tat adidas bag....
haiz..dun talk abt the bag le..
regret lyk hell....
could hav got the nice one for free...dun need me spend $
yet i was greedy for a discount..
int h


Saturday, June 05, 2004

wa....
duno wat else to say man..
lyk wateva la..
if u dare talk den dun dare put name....
den wateva lor..
jus wana say...
we're no fools lor....
haiz...nv expect u will betray us lyk tat too..
i totally am too shocked abt it...
jus wana say...if u choose to believe den theres nothin i can do...
but jus wan say...frm e beginnin till then...
i feel tat i did not do u wrong in any way...
at least i nv hai u or wateva la...
probably coz i was jus blinded by 'tat' sweet words often used..
ya...
tats all i can say...
alrite....
nothin much..went to sch todae...den went to find bi
she pei me hav lunch..wa ...she really go sch n slack only.
waste of time man.
yeap..after tat really no where to go..
den heng so qiao bro going bugis..
so met up wif him...he pei me go walk walk..
den i feel so bad..made him come all e way..
in the end he din get to buy e shirt he wan..
coz i totally dun like it...giv full comments until he dun wan buy already.
den ya..frm OG i walked to suntec...
find mel..n tat ah bee...sorry to say..but she really wear lyk
some sec sch uniform...wahaha.
yeap...den walk walk wif mel la..so sianz so tired alreayd...
yea...ate at kenny..nothin much.
was looking out for clothes...
n i cant wait to get my bag...
but haiz..
yeap..nothin much le..
" njoyin too much tat u dun even remember my surname...huh?"


Friday, June 04, 2004

wa..
damn pissed duno wat to say..
actually i noe u all will yearn to read wat i gonna say..
wateva la....
i jus duno who to believe now..
whose tellin the truth..
n whose faking to be others...
who has been tellin tales..
or rather....be a spy n spoil all e beans..
aiya....
i had enuff lor...really enuff le..
its lyk never endin lor..
y...of all mus give all of us...
so soooooo many problems lor..
all of u...
jus fucking fuck off la...
ya...tats all i wana say...
n if u r wondering who i am talkin abt..
since u always ask who izit who izit..
TIS TIME IM TELLIN U...
YES...IM TALKIN ABT U..N EVERYTHING ABT U..
N E PPL AROUND U..
okok...u happy?


Tuesday, June 01, 2004

okok...
jus a quick one n i shall go le..quite late le..
yeap....had a very wonderful dae todae..
well...had karaoke till 3am wif jes sheena mag cuifen..
yeap...den went home....slpt all the way till almost 3pm..
made dad fetch us to bugis....
finally get to eat my sukiyaki...yummy lyk hell....
thanks....really enjoyed tat late lunch...
den went walk walk..
took neo-print...
she bought quite alot of things la..
while me???? jus tat gio shorts lor.
walked all around bugis street....saw bro..
yeap..den went OG..
den walked down all the way to suntec can????
damn far lor...yeap...
den walk walk there....was lyk looking for my tat mussle-t..
the 3point play one....haiz..
i really wan get it lor...haiz...thou no size le..
but i still wan it...regretted not buying last time..
well...same goes for my shorts at bugis street...no more size le..
haiz..so saddening de can??
back to my wishlist.....:
1. the adidas bag(69)
2. nike mussle-T(36)
3. nike dunk?
yeap..went all the way to marina square..din buy anythng la...
yeap...ate abit at hans....decided to hav marche instead..
had my calamari's n waffles....as usual...
den took train home....ok..
i make it sound so normal..
but jus wana tell u.....am really happy todae...coz
its not everydae tat we can be lyk tat...n therefore..
i'm very happy todae...really really happy...
n thanks for e wallet...its real cool...
unique n nice...i love it...



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LoVe QuOtEs
Thou we have to be apart...i carry u inside my heart...i love u more than words can say...and in my heart u'll always stay...12/04

if you love someone...set her free...if she comes back...then u noe its meant to be...if she don't...be contented tat it grew in yours...12/04...by carol..

i'll be loving u forever...deep inside my heart u'll leave me never...Even if u took my heart..and tore it apart...i will love u still....FOREVER

It's so hard to say how a love could end this way...the one that used to care for u...jus turns and walks away...n its so hard to find...to leave the pain behind...n all the things u looking for...ur heart cant seem to find...26/04

I will never forget the days we once had...The days when u were everything to me...My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever...But now i realised that was all a big dream...The feelings i have for u will never go...I wish i could take back that one regretful day..The day when i willingly let you slide from my arms...Never did i think of the astonishing pain of regrets....That once i would have to live through...The sight of u in someone else's arms makes my heart shatter into million pieces...I sometimes wonder if u still think of me....Or if to u..i'm jus a face in the crowd...I wish so very much that one day we could hav it all back...But for now, I'll sit here silently.....Remembering all the memories we once shared...Everyday my love grows much stronger...Hoping that one day you will feel the same....AND put BACK the pieces of my BROKEN heart....06/05...

Time will never change the things we've been thru...and afterall we're meant to be...love would bring us back to u n me...if only u could see....120503

baby..give me back my fantasy...e courage tat i need to live..e air tat i breathe....living without u..my world's become so empty...days r so cold n lonely...n each nite i taste...

THE PUREST OF PAIN

Baby coz u dunno how i feel....living my life without u..and u dunno what its lyk...loving u all this time...i give u all my love, heart and soul....risking it all on a chance...and now when i need u the most...u dunno

Can we go back to the days our love was strong...Can u tell me how a perfect love goes wrong.....Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way it used to be....Oh god give me a reason...i'm down on bended knees..

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but how you can learn from them..170603

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it...180603

if i could exchange all my happiness for a single moment wif u...if i could reach out and touch my princess only a second or 2..the choice would hav been easy...coz the only thing i'll ever do...is staring into emptiness and thinking of u...12aug03

i'm thinking of u....and wondering if u ever think of me...14aug03...

you don't know what you mean to me. no matter what i do, all i think about is you. i simply jus can't forget all tat happens...u'll stay in my memories...forever..6oCt

i din noe u meant so much to me...i wish time could stop at tat moment...tat its only a world of u n me..wif no one else to bother...yet i wish we last...will i hav a chance lyk tis again???...wed

ai zhen de shi yao yong qi, que mian dui liu yan fei yu, zhi yao ni yi ke yan sheng ken ding, wo de ai jiu you yi yi.wo meng dou shi yao yong qi que xiang xing hui zai yi qi. ru guo wo de jian qiang ren xin hui bu xiao xing shang hai le ni, ni neng bu neng wen rou ti xin, wo sui ran xin tai ji, ken hai pai shi que ni...30oCt