RaYnE LeWiS..33's world

Saturday, July 31, 2004

great...
i can finally online....
kaoz..
these few days....i re-formatted my comp lyk 3 times already...
keep givin me the 'u cant click me' kinda attitude..
kaoz...jus when im dying to finish my work..
ergh...took out my acer n hp comp....
kaoz....all in windows 2000...kaoz..
i dun hav the OS cd lor...so cant do wif it..
finally deleted all my stuffs in my comp...
my songs my pics all gone...
thou lyk quite sad abt it..
but so long as i can use my comp now..
prays tat it will last me...
den im fine wif it already la..
dun wana say much...
make me stay up so late to do tis..
so wana slp already thou...
hmm...hope can wake up send baby to work later..
hmm....well...todae din go sch again..
so i guess later mus do alot of work already..
haiz...wateva...
so went parkway at 1...had crystal jade..
hahaa....was lyk cravin for tim sums and all..
haha...so ya....nana came meet us...pass me her hp..
yeap....total was 41plus...
haiz...its ok la....hav been saving alot tis 2wks le la..
so alrite....but suddenly..i kinda lyk spend too much...
well...im fine already....
wun be seein the polyclinic in the meantime..
coz gotta catch up alot wif studies..
yeap...studied abit jus now while waiting for the comp to reformat.
den ya..after pool for awhile den took cab to tp..
heng got cheryl pei me for 2 hrs to wait for cui..
yeap...we talked alot...
wahaha....hopefully can rent car...i wan leh..
okok..tats for later to blog la..
yeap....she bought super lotz of food stuffs back for ah tieng..
den i went back jus in time when cui ends..
went had dinner at mac in tm wif yiling oso...
surprisingly she got time to spare wif us leh..
wahaha...alrite..dun pai say her le....
later next time she dun wan come out wif me le...
yeap..den they wanted to study...
as usual within 15mins....they wan go walk walk le..
wat the hell...so much for ssaying wanting to study rite???
better study hard ya...both of u????
okok...den walk walk lor..
saw my deuter bag...its on 40% discount leh...
so 90plus was only 55.20...
im so tempted to buy it lor..
haiz..duno when the sale will end...but i really wan to get it???
but i noe i wun use it often...but still...
I REALLY WAN IT...
bought mum e esprit bag she wanted...
haiz...but she din give me extra money la..
its alrite..jus being nice..
oh...did i mention i saw vivien teo????
hahaha......anybody...noe who she??????
wahahaa....not bad leh...she so old le...still so
the short short cute cute....n still wif a thing????
gosh....she's i tink....erm...23 alreadY?
wahaha...quite happy tat i saw her thou..
yeap...nothin else already...
im back to normal....
no more sickness....can eat normal food already...
so....wateva i lost e amt of weight...ill gain it back in no time..
wahhaa....im so not happy abt it...wateva....
okok la...wan go slp le...
shall dream of my deuter bag....
no no....
my list again...kaoz...everytime i go out...got a list of things again...
1:Deuter bag pls??
2:adidas tennis top
3:brown reef slippers
4:brown crumpler pouch
5:real madrid polo tee
tats wat i wan for todae...

alrite..these few days hav not been smooth...
im glad its over now...jus wana say...
no matter wat....my feelings wun fade..
things will get better...
hope we learn to forgive n forget....muacks


Thursday, July 29, 2004

cant wake up in time for lessons todae....
got up super early at 9plus instead....
mum asked me dun go sch...go polyclinic take mc..
wahahaa..
den wait for doc so long...haiz...
was complaining to my mum...
coz dearie not around to hear my complains...
den ya...finally my turn..
gosh...the doc asked if i fag...
heng i said no...mum was there..
den she gave me days mc...
coz if got parent go...2days mc..
if not is 1 day mc only..
wat the hell rite?
hahaha.....
so not going sch again..
die la really lor...its hard to catch up now..
n i dun even noe a thing at all....
haiz....i study at home now...oso duno wat the hell is going on..
haiz....tis few days gonna slack at home again...
so total...
i was at home since...last wed thurs fri sun mon tue thur....7days at home le..
gosh...okok....
means i really save alot alot of money le..
but...how come it does not tally wif wat i hav...
oh oh.....got it...nvm..
yeap....dad's gonna hav his own shop soon..
means he MUST get car REAL SOOn...
cool...
gtg le....to rot...ciaoz.

 

 


Wednesday, July 28, 2004

once there live a pretty boy....
tis pretty boy wanted to skip lesson to go look for tis little princess....
on the way there....he told her....he's on his way there....
but the princess....for duno wat reason....
din wan him to be there....
in the heart of e pretty boy...hes tinking....
i even wanted to skip lesson to go look for u...
accompany u....jus to c u for awhile...
yet tis is wat i get in return...
sadly....he jus sat thru the whole ride in the bus....
finally he stopped...jus walk around the mall for awhile....
n decided to not wait for the princess.....
he wanted to hav a nice meal....
but being alone....he jus had a small pao n har kao....
looking at himself....so poor thing...
he decided to take a cab home....
alot of things going thru his mind....
wondering....wat his princess is thinking....
y is she like tat?? wat makes her say those things...
y is he so not appreciated by her??
havin no answers...n no actions done....he decided to jus put tis behind his thots....
wat a story.....
i would say to the pretty boy...
me: pls la...next time dun so thick-skin thinking tat by
going to look for her....is something so damn great..
if u tink ure so damn not appreciated?? den jus live wif it...u choose it urself wat.
u r such a fool....i 'kan bu qi ni'....hahahhahahahaha....
me to the princess: lyk harlow???u duno how much
the pretty boy loves u ok??? at least show him...
tat u apreciate him sometimes.... CAN???
okok....
its supposed to be a funny story...okok laugh ppl.....
back to bloggin...
went to sch for 2 hrs....actually...main reason is jus to hand in all my MCs
if not i really will get my 1st warning letter already.
for not going to sch for 1 week....
yupz...den back to work????haiz...
i really duno wat the hell im learning at all..
its time i study harder....hahaha....
okok...back earlier.....
shld hav stayed in sch...ask bi pei me....do some work there...
find better things to do....shld hav went for sem proj....
its ok la....jus hope the attendance will not be taken...
yeap...nothing much already....
oh oh....called cheryl jus now...wahaha..
hey...next week u wake up earlier la...den we go hav breakfast????ok?
hahaha.....
hui....when can i go hav a bowl of wanton mee???hahaha....sat???
alrite....shall go c wat i can do at home....
actually i tink im feeling better already....at least..
i dun need visit the toilet so much anymore..
yeap...

 


Monday, July 26, 2004

after finally go out on sat...
well...its rotting for me on sun....
supposed to go sch todae...already changed waitin for bus kind...
but was lyk need the toilet again..
so din go in the end...
waahhaha....went inter find cui....pass her fags...
den came home....c doc again wif mum..
kaoz..next time dun go his there c doc le..
kaoz...so stingy..so scary-cat..say cannot anyhow give more days mc..
pls la...polyclinic give 2-3 days oso nvm de wat.
kaoz..
waste so much money still mus lyk tat..
so not worth it..
haiz....wateva la..
mother best...
now she n cui damn gum.....fight against me....
mum still say wan cui be her god-daughter..
waahahhaa...not funny..
alrite...nothng to blog le..
duno y....feel like im so far behind my work..
haiz...how to catch up??
totally duno anything at all..
when all the test come up....im so sure gonna die

 


Sunday, July 25, 2004

finally back todae..
wa....shld blog everything todae man..
well....
supposed to go out wif jamie todae..
but den...her timin n my timin all wrong...coz meeting mel..
den she said another dae..
den ok lor..me n mel went town...
lyk finally meet up wif her rite?????
ya...lyk finally finally....but ya..
take zillion yrs to reach...den waited so long for bus..
so took cab....den...cab oso jam..
wat the hell rite?
ok...den we talk alot inside the cab...hmmm..
mel's work n all la...wahaha....
her pay is peanuts really...wahahhaa....
yeap...
so went far east..
jus walk walk....saw lots of things......kaoz....
okok...maybe i very long nv go town..
everyone look at me lyk...wtf...?
nvm..yeap..
k den...nothing much to blog....jus walk arund till 4..
den took 36 to pw....kaoz..
on the way....cheryl msg...ask me wan meet...she n hui plannin go town.
like hahaha..
den fine....i jus went back to pw 1st..
i stand all e way can????wth...
nvm...ok...reached pw...they take lao ban tian...so slacked there for quite long..
den hui came..jus pass cui the medicine....den we took 36..
super crowded like hell...
ok....finally..... we made cheryl wait.....pls la awhile only...not like she always make me wait..
haahhaha...
okok...so i went to town again...
walk the same place again....
in the end when i wan buy my slippers....kaoz....close shop le...
cheryl la....duno wat kinda shopping she always go..
in the end...she buys nothing....
last min...buy a skirt only...wa....cheryl wear skirt leh...her yellow legs will be shown..
wahaha.
yeap..ok...my list after so long nv go town...
1. Reef brown slippers..
2. Adidas cap...
3. Quiksilver burms...
4. Crumpler brown pouch...
5. Rip Curl shirt...
okok...tats for the time being..
but lyk tats when i actually make my way down to town again la..
maybe a month later.
wahahaa...super lazy...
after todae....dun tink wana go out for 1 week le..
it takes up too much of my energy..
wahaha...
diarrhoea's getting better now..
good good....need to go sch already..
coz alot of quizs n all tat to use..
haiz...okok la..
i got fotoshop to do...
n i cant tink of anything...
dies...
gosh....
k....im out....

 



Friday, July 23, 2004

din really blog...coz cant really be bothered...
yeap....
was totally not feeling well ytd..
din eat the whole dae since my little small lunch..
went to c a doc already....but he only gives me a dae mc..
mum said she will help me go n take another dae mc for me..
thou i tink its quite dumb coz i only hav 2 hr lesson..
haiz....hack la....
ergh....somethings really wrong wif my stomach..
ytd...nana came my hse....played manjong...
they all happily eat the crab while i can jus be her maid helping her do..
without eating.
haiz...it jus dun seem delicious for me to eat....
or rather...i jus dun hav the mood to eat..
haiz....diarrhoea...jus suxs..
it takes up all of my energy..
haiz..
alrite...nv go sch...still gotta hand in my photoshop..
lyk wat the hell rite...
haiz...can somebody help me..
i really dun hav any creative stuff i can tink of to design my poster..
haiz....am i really gonna fail or wat????
haiz,.....duno la..
guess i better offline n go take a nap already.....ciaoz..


Wednesday, July 21, 2004

finally get to blog in....
did the command prompt...coz nyp locked blogger.com
wat the hell rite???
hahaha.....
yeap....nothing much todae...
woke up was raining damn heavily...
mum saw my damn sick.....say...
either give me money take cab to sch..
or to dun go sch...go c doctor....
coz i got a fever and a diare....
so poor thing riteE??
haiz....duno wats up wif me...
mon i went sch....tue i din go..
todae...im in sch....thur im not plannin to go le..
coz gotta hand in a proj...which i haven done at all..
haiz...
yeap..
okok...i duno wat else to say le..
firstly i wana thank u for always being there for me...
i may hav often hurt u without me knowin...
pls pardon me for my in-sensative-ness....
but no matter wat happens.....i'll be...
lovin u always....

 


Saturday, July 17, 2004

like im finally online.....at home..
wahaha....
fix my comp again....but i think i got hui's virus..
kaoz...no sound card found...
lyk there is lor...
jus tat they cant detect it.....
damn.....think i gotta get one real soon..
if not i cant dl my songs in...
hmm...i wan the O de yang the songs cna????
alrite....maybe tml get my butt out of hse...n make a trip down to sim lim..
yeap...
back...
well....recently....last week i think....
went was lyk talkin to winnie abt stuffs...
tat time already...i feel tat...those ppl i din hav contact wif them all.....
the hate kinda went away....to tink i wana noe how they hav been....
yes i really wanted...honestly...to her...i quite alrite wif her already..
since im wif her fwen...really...i dun hav anyting against u already....im fine u talk to her...really..
next...i really wanted to noe how is she....coz heard lotz stuffs...
but ytd....saw her....did went to jus shout out her name...
thou those things she said behind my back...i can choose to leave it in the past..
thou i cant forgot how to add salt n pepper into it..
but well...i still jus went on to say hi...
but later onwards...i still saw her wif some ASSHOLE...lyk WTF...
regretted....coz i guess she still wun feel tat its their fault tat we re....ya..
so wateva la.....
like i said b4...i dun need u to live my life...jus tat...
since now not close...hope i wun hear u talkin bad abt me....(wat for)?.
n those repeated stuffs again ba...
well....lyk i dun normally block ppl....n i wun stop u frm readin my blog..
but well....i hav nothing to hide..
jus dun start wif those shit again...n i'll still will be alrite...
actually its jus ur mouth....can say wateva u wan...
but overall....can c wat a petty person u r....or rather...how childish u r..
ok la...enuff of tat....or it will never end...
oh...recently...hav been seeing so many damn...ergh...i jus dun understand..
if u praise me b4 tat i've got a nice hairdo..
den y few weeks later...i c u wif the exact hair do???
lyk WTF..
pls la...dun tell me say who wans to copy u la...
but the fact is tat...its EXACTLY the same lor..
lyk be original rite????
ya...thou i dun hav the right to say...i cant be the one n only...
but do hav ur own style can?????
wateva la...i jus realised its not only 1 childish freak..
its lyk...quite alot...
so irritating...if only i can hav the ALL RIGHT RESERVED thing..
den i wun be pissed....
overall...i dun hav the right to say anything..
so forget it...jus live wif it rite???
wahhahaa...wateva den..
alrite...nothin else to blog already..
gonna rot at home...helping out cui's proj..
den hopefully i can briing myself to study my own modules..
den ill be done...


Thursday, July 15, 2004

am really sick....
whole dae in sch....was lyk so hard to survive....
well...woke up damn late...
or shld i say..i din hear my fone ring at all...
din wake up at 4am to hav my medicine..
din wake up at 6plus to get ready go sch..
lyk wat the hell rite..
okok....im really tat sick ok..
den slacked at home watched tv..planned to be late..
den slowly made my way to sch...
wahaha...managed to sneak in...so i dun hav to attend for 2 hrs..
coz i only went in at the last 15 mins..
wahahaha....
after tat is the 4hr practical...
am still there.....strugglin...
cant stand the teacher..coz he tinks we're all computer idiots...
1st he teach us frm scratch how to use a scanner...
todae...he jus taught us how to use a digital cam..
wat the hell....
everyone noes how to use it la...
such a waste of time...
ergh...wateva...cant wait to leave here..
neway....ytd din go sch....
went to c polyclinic....fuckin hell...was 16bukcs..
i rather go c private for 18bucs...at least i dun hav to wait..
for lyk 1hr plus?
welll...me n baby...went home.
n we both were slping...
ya..both of our fones....ring lyk a zillion times.....
wif all the same ringtone..we both hear the same song again n again....
but no one willing to wake up to pick up the fone...
well.....but bo bian.....christina chan....made me go all the way...
to pw meet her....lyk was draggin myself there lor..
im so sick all i need is rest....but haiz..
baby...u hav to thank me k.....ya..i give u face de..
yeap...
went there....she din go shoppin at all lor..
jus go there eat..den jus to pei her...OMG...
i cant belive i was doin tat...but well..
not so bad afterall she treat me eat steamboat....
k la..i did pay abit....yea....
SHE SO GOOD RITE...CANT BELIEVE IT..
yeap...den wait for sheena jess finish den go mac slack....
wats new...gotta wait for maggie...
n i'm so smart she left sch early....coz ocoz...wahahhaa..
i noe ur secret la......maggie tan....admit it...i'm smart..
wahahhaa...pls la....36 dun go pass ur hse can?
alrite...nothin else to blog le...
wan to make my blog more alive u c......peps...
its freakin dead....wat the hell....
hahahaha.......almost can go le....ya rite..i dun trust him...
frm 5 he say finihsing soon....till 5.40....can?????
haiz...wateva...cheater....im gone..


too sick to write here...
so dun wana blog much...
yeap..
hope u all can c the shoutout...
yeap....
tats abt it...


Monday, July 12, 2004

somebody help me... i fixed my comp..
but the damn virus still attackin me...
kaoz...so pissed man..
now worst....it jus auto-shut...
die..
when den i can hav a peaceful comp???
haiz..
stupid hui not going to pei me..kaoz
coz she say...she's not one of my reason..
wat the hell...
wateva den...
i'll be bored alone for 40mins....
do wat????man???
nite class....
haiz....stupid daphne got her stuffs to do..
n tat esra....kaoz...jus gotta say me...
fine den...he's such a pest...
to think i thot he's good looking for once..
kaoz...
alrite...dun wan blog already........
baby: hope u get well soon...real soon....


Sunday, July 11, 2004

am home...
hmm....went to tm to watch mean girls todae....
so many ppl there lor..kaoz..
was quite pissed.....spend so much money..
still gotta watch the show so front...
den ya...thru-out the way to tm...
we din talk at all....duno y...maybe both of us r tired..
dun feel lyk talkin....haiz..
well..back to the show....its nice...
wahaha....love these kinda college show....heehee...
so cool...the show was nice....expected...n usual la.
yeap...
sorry i made u sad.....these daes im jus very hot-tempered..
haiz....hate myself for doin those to her...
ok....den had dinner at the teppan-yaki..
wahaha.....finally ate it....yummy....heehee...
walked around....did my specs..heehee....
cool....got new pair of specs...lyk rite....
okok...
den went home already...
hmmm.....dad was sayin he will buy a car for me soon...
when is tat soon????
haiz...duno la...hope its b4 my burfdae.....possible????
duno.....dun care le...
tml...nite class...got 1 hr break..duno how..
but hope nite class can leave early tat's all...


Saturday, July 10, 2004

am stuck at home...rotting..
haiz..
well...finally get my comp done....
thanks to winnie....she gave me the xp cd...
shld hav asked frm her long ago.
well...now it can function well....
not lag at all...wahaha..
so happy...thou i cant find my scanner adaptor..
but its ok...
scanner not tat important..
yeap..
well...ytd after sch at 6..
went to tm....find cui n yiling.
den cui din wan walk around.
so went home st8...
we had dinner wif parents...
den later my auntie came...
drove the SFB car...
wahaha....drove baby home..
so exciting rite...wahahaa....lyk finally..
she keep saying..so finally can drive her home..
hehe...
baby....hope u enjoyed the ride home ya???
hope can hav more times lyk tat....
alrite...thou not used to the car...but still managed to drive well...
heeeheee...
alrite....i MUST go out tml already.
cant stand staying at home for long..
hmmm...i WAN watch MEAN GIRLS..heehee...tml i guess..
yupz...haven been spendin...so got quite some money..
can buy things for baby....
tat's abt it..gtg....


Friday, July 09, 2004

ytd was winnie's burfdae....
but sch ended late at 6...
den they meetin early..
actually din wan go..coz cui waitin for me at tm..
but its her burfdae so ya....
i tink i shld at least show my face there..
so made cui meet me at pw....
she din wan go talk to them...
so i went only...
den they eatin...
so talk talk n slack la...
jus bitchin abt ppl...talk abt sch n all tat...
made baby go talk to them..
at least i intro her to them...yeap...
coz they all wana noe if im attached not wat...
so ya....
den baby wan go home already..
so we went hoome by cab..
den went to bath..
winnie say meeet her downstairs coffeeshop..
so went..
n we talked alot....all the way till lyk 12.45???
hahahaha....den go home..
baby slpt already... din spent time wif her at all...
so todae......i'll try spend quality time wif her...
heehee...
slpt damn late at lyk 3 plus..
watched tape....was watchin the liu xing hua yuan 2...
gosh....i watched lyk 3-4 times already...
yet its still so nice to me...
wat to do..
yeap....woke up at lyk 1 plus..
dad keep talkin to me....disturbin my beauty slp..
haiz...den rush to sch...
so here i am in sch now...havin lab...wif sum irritating guy beside..
type so loud den lecturer will tink im surfin..
kaoz....
wat im learnin now.....almost same as baby..
hope can help her out....
haiz....but dun depend on me hor...mus study k.....
alrite....
gtg...


Thursday, July 08, 2004

haven been bloggin..
sch these few daes....sux..
nothin much to do..to study yet la...
been takin bus wif hui...
not planned...jus so happen can go back together..
yeap...den dun wan sit wif her ar...
always pinch me..leave scars on my hands...
hmm....
tue..cui came to find me....wait for me finish lecture..
so hao si rit?
waahhaaa....ya...even hui says so.
wahahaha...yeap..
dun wan blog already...
many hav been eyein...haiz.....
okok....i'll be gone.....


Monday, July 05, 2004

am rotting in sch...
nothing to do...1st day already hav nite class...
wat the hell...
haiz..really dun feel lyk going..
not havin lessons wif michelle n eddie they all..
so not fun le..haiz..
wat to do..cant do anything..
haiz...yeap..
tats abt it..
dun wan type anymore..
1st day..week 2 got things to hand in already.
wat the hell rite..
hmmm.....bi not free todae...catn pei me..
heng nite class got daphne...if not ill be bored to death...


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LoVe QuOtEs
Thou we have to be apart...i carry u inside my heart...i love u more than words can say...and in my heart u'll always stay...12/04

if you love someone...set her free...if she comes back...then u noe its meant to be...if she don't...be contented tat it grew in yours...12/04...by carol..

i'll be loving u forever...deep inside my heart u'll leave me never...Even if u took my heart..and tore it apart...i will love u still....FOREVER

It's so hard to say how a love could end this way...the one that used to care for u...jus turns and walks away...n its so hard to find...to leave the pain behind...n all the things u looking for...ur heart cant seem to find...26/04

I will never forget the days we once had...The days when u were everything to me...My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever...But now i realised that was all a big dream...The feelings i have for u will never go...I wish i could take back that one regretful day..The day when i willingly let you slide from my arms...Never did i think of the astonishing pain of regrets....That once i would have to live through...The sight of u in someone else's arms makes my heart shatter into million pieces...I sometimes wonder if u still think of me....Or if to u..i'm jus a face in the crowd...I wish so very much that one day we could hav it all back...But for now, I'll sit here silently.....Remembering all the memories we once shared...Everyday my love grows much stronger...Hoping that one day you will feel the same....AND put BACK the pieces of my BROKEN heart....06/05...

Time will never change the things we've been thru...and afterall we're meant to be...love would bring us back to u n me...if only u could see....120503

baby..give me back my fantasy...e courage tat i need to live..e air tat i breathe....living without u..my world's become so empty...days r so cold n lonely...n each nite i taste...

THE PUREST OF PAIN

Baby coz u dunno how i feel....living my life without u..and u dunno what its lyk...loving u all this time...i give u all my love, heart and soul....risking it all on a chance...and now when i need u the most...u dunno

Can we go back to the days our love was strong...Can u tell me how a perfect love goes wrong.....Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way it used to be....Oh god give me a reason...i'm down on bended knees..

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but how you can learn from them..170603

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it...180603

if i could exchange all my happiness for a single moment wif u...if i could reach out and touch my princess only a second or 2..the choice would hav been easy...coz the only thing i'll ever do...is staring into emptiness and thinking of u...12aug03

i'm thinking of u....and wondering if u ever think of me...14aug03...

you don't know what you mean to me. no matter what i do, all i think about is you. i simply jus can't forget all tat happens...u'll stay in my memories...forever..6oCt

i din noe u meant so much to me...i wish time could stop at tat moment...tat its only a world of u n me..wif no one else to bother...yet i wish we last...will i hav a chance lyk tis again???...wed

ai zhen de shi yao yong qi, que mian dui liu yan fei yu, zhi yao ni yi ke yan sheng ken ding, wo de ai jiu you yi yi.wo meng dou shi yao yong qi que xiang xing hui zai yi qi. ru guo wo de jian qiang ren xin hui bu xiao xing shang hai le ni, ni neng bu neng wen rou ti xin, wo sui ran xin tai ji, ken hai pai shi que ni...30oCt