RaYnE LeWiS..33's world

Thursday, April 29, 2004

so damn pissed off..
ergh....jus needed to vent it all out here...
wateva la.....din noe ure such an ass...
i feel tat i treat u not bad le lor..
yet tis is how u wan treat me back..
i hav nothing to say la..
n i dun wish to hav anything to do wif u...
ergh....the sight of u jus makes me sick..
dun u dare come talk to me...coz i WUN NOT EVER reply u..
n there's no way we can be back tat close as fwens anymore...
wateva la....dun wan waste my time on u..
hmm...k my mood is still here...thank god its not ruin by u..
hmm...haven been going shoppin....i wan i wan...
next...i wan hurry change fone...i hate tis fone..
2nd.....gosh...everydae i'm stuck to the tv....watching scv shows....soccer match...n everythin else..
wahaha....how cool is tat?
yeap....dun really need u all...e "so called" fwens..
coz u all sux..
wateva la...i had enuff....
jus wana say....i noe i got u..
n actually tat's all i need in my life...am complete being wif u...

to the rest of u....u all dun hold a fuck in my life....
jus fucking go to hell....
to jojo: hope everything will be fine soon..dun wan c u always in such pain alrite???
to hui: when is our damn k-box???where's tat ah huang???
to huang:aiyo where u die to la....k-box k-box....MUS MUS..n when is ur indecisive bf gonna start e match rolling again..i need to get back my money i left in ur account..wahaha...
to biqin: hey dude..i waitin for u come back n go out wif me leh...
to mag:all the best wif ur whoever...
to jo: pls work harder..u need tat money..wahha..kiddin...coz i duno wat to write abt u la..
to nana: pls dun always angry le la....free den come find us k..
tat's abt it..
dun tink i wana come here blog often...coz i hate it here...
yeap...tat's abt it...
ciaoz..


Friday, April 23, 2004

hmm....jus finished VB...
waahaha...the test was quite easy.
wahaha.yeap..
tat's abt it le la.
now slacking waiting 4 bi..
wahaha...
the heavy rain make me not able to make my way home..
oh well.
heng din bet soccer last nite..
n went down parkway rite.
wahaha.
wat a dae lor.
1st was to say tis '0' person..
den ya..
was not really happy wif her actions n the way she presented herself.
lyk wat the fuck.
wateva la.....n maggie n jolene were all playing.
i felt lyk killing them..
den ya...tink hai le sheena ba.
sorry girl
den after tat nana surprising came..
yeap...den they talk things out.
again i felt lyk its my fault....
haiz..wateva la.
hope things will get back to the way it is now.
yeap..tat's abt it.
ciaoz...


Thursday, April 22, 2004

slacked again at home the whole dae todae..
din really study for vb..
heard its quite easy so ya.
den cleaned my room..
packed up all my stuffs..
so it does looks much neater now..
yeap...
heehee.....drove again...lyk finally...
went to drive my cousin home..frm sch.
wahahaha...so ke ai...
so fun..
thou its for awhile...but still so so...cool....
hmmm....when can hav more of it?
hahah...go rent a car la.
mum keep lookin for new hses..
oh my god..we really gonna move???
den tian ar..actually i dun mind le la.
so long as they get a car for me.
so i dun hav to bother the location already rite???
wateva it is...make it fast..
wahahha..
yeap..
later i'll be down for sometan pan...
good.....can vent off all my anger...
ergh..wateva...i'm off for now.....bye..



Thursday, April 15, 2004

oh wats up..
went for sch for lyk 2hr lyk tat..
din noe how to do the test..
wateva...so fucked up wif my team-mates..
so selfish n all tat..
i cant believe such ppl exist..
ergh.....bi...i wan to transfer to ur class..
too bad next yr totally not wif u all le.
even adine took multi-media oso wun c her de.
wat the hell..
i asked to do the proj a day ago..
she say no need to do...wat the hell..
den the last min..they all do 4slides of presentation
n only gave me 2 slides to present..
wat the hell....n oso never print out my name inside.
den teacher was lyk saying last min put her in one ar?
wat the hell lor.
i so afraid he fail me lor....aiya thou i really dun care.
but i really feel so "wat" in tat class lor.
i realised i'm wif the wrong group of ppl..
ergh....such asshole...
wateva i had enuff...heng i dun hav to c them anymore soon...
ergh..
ya...den angrily went down to town to meet them..
saw serena tay on the way..
wahaha....she's a soccer player now..
bi..interested????wahaha..
she not bad de wor...in NTU de..
yeap...tat's abt it le..
they went to do all their stuffs la...
din shop at all...jus nothing at all..
todae nv go find maggie....lyk so weird...
maggie i miss u....wahahhaa...
yeap...tat's abt it folks..
ciaoz...



Wednesday, April 14, 2004

am in sch now..
rushed lyk hell..
in the end its not important..
wat the hell...kaoz..
hmm...ytd soccer was woow..
heng din bet man u.
yeap..
n mum's fwen bet 1000 on draw for leeds..
oh well..she followed 100
wahaha..n she won lor.
wat the hell..
i noe i shld hav bet ytd too..
but not win so much..
so haiz.
wateva la.
things hav not been going smooth for us..
i duno wats happening every nite.
it seems so different from last time.
wateva it is..
u hold the key to my heart....
my life is so terrible....ergh..
all my projects all due..
n i haven done them..
the whole week of next i everydae got papers..
wat the hell..
all so stressed out..
but u still dun understand me.
ergh....


Sunday, April 11, 2004

went sch in the morning..
bi was so damn late lor.
haha..ya..den eat den she goin parkway..
lyk so qiao she n daphne...going same chalet.
wahaha..
yeap...den make my way down to suntec.
supposed to watch the eye2..
but in the end....took bi's advice..
watched the prince & me show..
wahaha....college show..
damn nice..wahaha..
so ya..coz i like tis kinda show wat..
better den spend so much jus go there read subtitles..
hahaha...ya.
den jus walk around suntec...so tired le..
decide to make way home..
ergh....jus hope bro wun say abt me....
faggin in the toilet...wat a wrong move..
ergh....
hope can win back my lost on tml's soccer..
damn it...


Saturday, April 10, 2004

am back...
had a quite alrite dae..
well...slacked at home till 5..
den met up wif mel...finally..hahahhaa..
went down to town...walk walk..
haha...shoppin man..
ya..jus got out of the station at wisma..
n 1st person i saw was.....
jamie...heehee..
she havin her break...den jus said hi...
den got go find her at her workplace for awhile.
yeap..
went to hang ten...look look..
the new flash splash at wisma..
the layout is nice lor..
wahaha...but so many ppl in there..
all the malay muds..
wateva u call them...ergh...
tat's y i dun like quiksilver now....
hahhaa.....aimin at tis shirt at ripcurl...
its brown...heehee..
thanks to maggie tan....i'm crazy over brown now.
den ya..me n mel looking for stuffs...den went all the way to far east...
n realised tat they dun hav it there..
but still bought a shirt at far east....
was telling mel abt jojo buying tat $172 burberry's shirt..
gosh....I OSO WAN.....*hint hint*...
haiz...nvm...am contented wif wat i hav..
yeap...
den mel bought tis skirt at zara...its nice..
den showed jamie n she said she got it too....same taste sia.
yea..ate at pasta mania....
saw jacelyn n jasmine...teasin her abt her being on newpaper.
wahahhaa.
yeap...den bought total 3 shirts...1 polo tee..
n tml i still wana buy my rip curl shirt.
heehee..
n its lyk....the woman gave us such a big plastic bag..
how to go walk walk???
so went in to zara n took a big paper bag...hehehe...
yeap..den after tat we make our way down to monks.
ergh...dun really like tat place..
but finally went there after so damn long.
alrite..
i saw so many ppl...
n got a shocked......
rayne: is tat daffy??
mel:...u sure tats her??
rayne: i tink so...she n her red adidas sneakers..
wahahaa..
yeap..saw xiao ping....n she was wif BESSY can????
OMG...wat a BIG WORld..
wahhaaa..
den mel as usual...need to go home le.
so took cab wif her to parkway met up wif maggie n cui..
yeap...played pool awhile....den make my way home le..
so damn tired...
tml got remidal....n the thanu gotta msg me 3 times..
jus to ask me to go.
heng bi's going too..
if not i dun tink i will go de lor.
wahaha.
yeap...tat's abt it..
ciaoz world......yawnz....



Friday, April 09, 2004

hmm...todae is lyk...thurs..
lyk so long nv blog le..
wateva...
am watching liu xing hua yuan 2...
only e 1st episode is nice...so ya..
wahaha...so sweet...
dao ming si.......shuai.....
ok...enuff of tat...
well...woke up jus to go sch todae..
n in the end...went for nothin coz lesson was cancelled.
lyk wat the hell rite?? den bi pei me eat lor..
den i make my way to toa payo..
lyk wat the hell rite???dun even the place well at all....
den nvm....i saw eve jie at the train station..
n so qiao she going to toa payo too...
den heng got her to tell me where to go man..
wahaha....she brought me to the blk my parents were...
den ya...thanks eve..if u got read tis la....
hmm...duno y...i suddenly felt im drifting wif all my fwens..
haiz...i duno wat to sae la...sob sob....
nvm....when i do find the time to get by....den we can catch up ba...
yupz...tue din go sch...end up take mc n den to k-box...
saw chee lin on e way....wahaha...
jus chit chat abit there only la..
yeap...tat's abt it le la..
wed....went to sch....stayed till lyk 5plus..
coz was doin the UG thing..
sure die le..
den got so many projs...due next week..
haiz..
wateva...
yeap...den todae...at toa payo...dad bought me the 7600
cooll.....wahaha...
den he sold away my v200 le...haiz...so xin tong..
to tink i was having same......ya..but ya..
haiz..
ya...den went down to bugis wif mum..
shop shop...hmm...bought panties...heehee.....ke ai..
yeap...den wanted to buy shirts..hmm..
mum jus kept quiet....
good man she...nv say anything le...
maybe coz dun wan c me give her face ba..
yeap...nvm shall buy it another dae..
yeap...i wan go shoppin..
heehee....
alrite tat's abt it..
heng tml no sch...i need a break....




Monday, April 05, 2004

went to sch todae.....
those looking at me...coz i look totally red..
wahahhaa.
yeap...nothing much in sch..
bi helped me do abit of the drawin stuff..
heehee..thanks..
den took train wif a fwen down to pw..
ergh..so damn long...den saw stef..ng..
still ke ai ba..
wahahhaa....yeap..
tat's all...oh oh...at pw...so damn sianz..
saw seline..wa....ya...she wore formal ma..
so look nice...haha..
yeap...tat's abt it..
stupid maggie tan tua me todae...
n she bought tis gravis shirt..
so damn nice lor...but she say left last one..
ergh...i wan i wan i wan..
but got night class all tml how to go buy??
haiz...so sad...i dun care i wan it..
heng tis fri dun hav to go sch...heehee..
rest..
so gotta struggle till thurs..
haiz....hurry over n done wif it la..
damn sianz le...
yeap...off to bath now.....


Sunday, April 04, 2004

haiz....so tired..
had a long long dae man..
todae slpt at lyk 3am lyk tat..
den woke up at 8.30..
they get ready....had breakfast n headed to sentosa..
everywhere in cab..
whahaa......feeling rich..
den went wrong beach la.
not e one wif the big big toliet..
ergh..wateva..
e sun was damn nice...
when we tired it was gone le.
so alrite la.
hope my tann stays..
nana din really tann but hers the reddess..
gosh..
yea.....got hurt by tis stupid ball thing...so er xin.
played wif maggie's legs....buried her..
played those er xin water plants too..
i pity poor mag...she got frozen liver n bloody virg**nal...
still gotta ya..wif them..
hahaa....well...quite happy got my tann..
but i actually went without my towel......sunglasses..n my visor..
ergh..how pissed is tat man..
yeap..den bath take lao ban tian..coz small toilet..
ya..den later took cab to marina bay..
coz...the driver damn fucker lor...
kaoz..wan earn more money..den still keep complaining we 5 ppl.
kaoz....nabei chou chee bye ar...
wateva la...hack...
den ya...eat so much...nat came ...
den suppose slack..but in the end send nat to pasir ris..
den back home le lor.
nothing much le.
had a really long day...but was really fun...
no need so many ppl to make things so wonderful...
jus so contented lyk tat..
hmm....next.....i shld hav bet rite????ergh...
wateva la........LATE IS E WORD AGAIN..
haiz...dun care le la..
jus hope i win later....ciaoz..
cant wait to go out....wear my new clothes i bought...heehee....
footprint so ke ai....



Friday, April 02, 2004

hey peps..finally back...ergh..
cant get wat i'm doin then rite???haha..forget it too...
yeap...
well....mon went to sch...
tue...took mc....went out.....met up wif jolene n nana....
went down to town...shop shop..
wa kaoz...buy really alot of things man..
n i finally found eugene can????
hmm...lets c will he pay me the money back in full...
ya..
den jus walk around...decided to go karaoke...
die oso mus sing tat kind....
so brought them to teo heng lor..
yeap....sing all the way frm 9-1..
den mag came after work..
wahaha..so fun..but nana was so irritating..
sing until the glass all will break kind..
wahaha..alrite la.we had fun..
n lyk...hav u forgotten im sick????hack..
i still managed to sing lor.
den OMG....2plus go home.....woke up at 6....
n go to sch..kaoz....only slp 3 hrs kind???
wed nothin much...at home..den go out at nite..
den thurs...went to sch in the morning at 8....
came back home at 11...go parkway...
den pick maggie up......go meet nana..
waited for her so damn long..
wahahaha...den we go shopping at town again..
went to find eugene...he din give me the money lor.
wat the hell...
ya...den took cab to sch for test...
den less den 1/2 hr only lor..
wat a waste of my time n money..cab fare..
den went back to find maggie n nana...
ergh...wat a day rite..
den nana went for tuition den left me n magz..
den jus walk around..she went to buy the slippers for sentosa...
wahaha...pls la....all of them..go one sentosa mus buy..
everything..clothes..slippers...b4 n after tann...
gosh....worst thing is ...
jolene: i'm still contemplating whether to
wear her bikini not...
wahahahah...aiya...jus a outing peps...relax..
wahahaha..
yeap.....thou we all really cant wait.
wahahaha
later coming my hse...play mahjong all..
den tml morning go sentosa......cool....sun tann..
den after tat we all go marina south eat steamboat..
cool......imagine will be more cool if i got hold of car rite..
den can jus drive around..
kaoz..
nvm...shall not spoil my mood...cant wait for sentosa..
how fun wif those peps...heehee..
ok...my wish gonna come true soon.....
heeeeehheeeeeee......im soon gonna get a car....wahhahaa
alrite..gtg....
waiting for u peps...


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Thou we have to be apart...i carry u inside my heart...i love u more than words can say...and in my heart u'll always stay...12/04

if you love someone...set her free...if she comes back...then u noe its meant to be...if she don't...be contented tat it grew in yours...12/04...by carol..

i'll be loving u forever...deep inside my heart u'll leave me never...Even if u took my heart..and tore it apart...i will love u still....FOREVER

It's so hard to say how a love could end this way...the one that used to care for u...jus turns and walks away...n its so hard to find...to leave the pain behind...n all the things u looking for...ur heart cant seem to find...26/04

I will never forget the days we once had...The days when u were everything to me...My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever...But now i realised that was all a big dream...The feelings i have for u will never go...I wish i could take back that one regretful day..The day when i willingly let you slide from my arms...Never did i think of the astonishing pain of regrets....That once i would have to live through...The sight of u in someone else's arms makes my heart shatter into million pieces...I sometimes wonder if u still think of me....Or if to u..i'm jus a face in the crowd...I wish so very much that one day we could hav it all back...But for now, I'll sit here silently.....Remembering all the memories we once shared...Everyday my love grows much stronger...Hoping that one day you will feel the same....AND put BACK the pieces of my BROKEN heart....06/05...

Time will never change the things we've been thru...and afterall we're meant to be...love would bring us back to u n me...if only u could see....120503

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Baby coz u dunno how i feel....living my life without u..and u dunno what its lyk...loving u all this time...i give u all my love, heart and soul....risking it all on a chance...and now when i need u the most...u dunno

Can we go back to the days our love was strong...Can u tell me how a perfect love goes wrong.....Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way it used to be....Oh god give me a reason...i'm down on bended knees..

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but how you can learn from them..170603

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it...180603

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i'm thinking of u....and wondering if u ever think of me...14aug03...

you don't know what you mean to me. no matter what i do, all i think about is you. i simply jus can't forget all tat happens...u'll stay in my memories...forever..6oCt

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