RaYnE LeWiS..33's world

Monday, March 28, 2005

jus came back...
dead tired....
jus received a msg....frm karen...
like how am i supposed to noe not to tell them..
besides....wat u wan me to say when vivi asked already?
kaoz...how i noe...tat "missy" wld angry?
like wateva la...jus gotta say it again n again.
seriously....i really had enuff...
becoz of all these....lost someone...who was once close to us...
its so not used to it not talking...
haiz...i duno wat to say la.
i jus hope everything will turn out fine after awhile.
neway.....went for mikko party jus now for awhile.
well.....it was like monks no2.....saw a few kc girls..
so shocked...next there were so many trans...
quite cool.....n the party ended quite fast..
maybe coz we went there late oso la.
jus wana say happy burfdae mikko.....u r so busy today..
din get to talk to u much at all..
ur diesel is really big now....
heehee.. chat wif u soon....
alrite pepz.....gtg ....


Friday, March 25, 2005

wahahhahaa....
i finally got my cap...the one i got online...
heehee....so worth it....wahahhaa..
ok...now i got too many caps to wear....
k...next..
cheryl.....today i tink i saw natalie wor....
so pretty eh.....she was in the car wif tis guy....
hmmm......drive miz evo8 leh.....black in colour....
she still stay near my hse there huh????
cool huh......hurry get ah tieng to drive u one too ba..
wahahhaa.......ok....im nutz..
hmmm...well...nothing much to blog today..
went to sch...was late abit den jus in time to present...
n soon after tat we can leave le...so i jus went sch for like less den
half hr....haven warm up my chair n i can leave le...
den went home to slack..
mum n cui were like talking cooking.....wth....leave me alone..
well....we 3 watched show...until i fell aslp....too tired..
now im super awake wif nothing to do....
stopid maggie dun reply me....
sianz sianz sianz.....
shall check out stuffs now...
i wish for everyone to be happy......well....n great....
no wars.....maybe ive mature.....
wat for hold tat hatred n make ur life so mierable??
yeapz..
nothing le..
hui and cheryl: stop disappearing..........LETS MEET UP SOON...


Wednesday, March 23, 2005

finally back...
finally woke up to come for tis lesson st8 in the morning..
cant wait till tis lesson end den i can go home..rest
tink i really cant take it....forced myself to slp early..
but haiz...in the end watched some vcd...cant slp...
watched the son of the mask....quite alrite only..
worked ytd....cui got so pissed wif daniel.....cant stand him oso la...
wateva.........
sheena's not working anymore......sad sad...sob sob..
but at least i wun feel bad everytime she feels pissed or upset coz of work..
afterall i brought her in...n caused her all these..
yeapz....neway....m not gonna be there long le.....
been checking out the webs today.....din do my prac at all..
wahahaha.....really cant wait....maggie....when u can confirm?????
wahahahaa....alrite......nothing much to blog...
seems like my exams are quite soon...after which i gotta be stucked wif nyp everyday...
haiz.....wish i could hav a life..
hmmm....oh oh...met mel ytd at pw...for awhile only...nothing much...
saw siu yong...she din change much la...in short..shall not comment much..
yeapz...its been so long since i played pool.....haiz...
when,.....anyone??????i wana play......ergh..
yeapz....den went off to work already....
even i find sam abit weird ytd....ok....maybe guys do hav pms too...wahahaha...
saw yizhen's doggie.....heehee...so cutie....QD...wahaha.....maybe i shall drop by her hse someday..
when i got a car tat is.....haha....u nv noe....
im gonna rent one....heeeeeheeeeee......
at least im not p-plate...can rent anywhere i wan...wahahaa...
ok.....need a getaway....izit coming soon??????????????
~dreaming of tat day to come....
tat few days...will be a day to remember...
a day of fun fill of events.....
ergh....i cant wait........~


Friday, March 18, 2005

我知道你很难过 爱一个人 需要缘份你何苦让自己
越陷越深别傻得用你的天真 去碰触不安的灵魂每一天只能痴痴的等爱一个人 别太认真你受伤的眼神 令人心疼没有一个人 非要另一个人 才能过一生你又何苦逼自己 面对伤痕
我知道你很难过 感情的付出不是真心就会有结果别问怎么做
爱才能长久这道理有一天你会懂我知道你很难过
昨天是恋人今天说分手就分手别问你的痛 要怎么解脱多情的人注定 伤的比较久
爱若变成了刺 思念也成了痴也许心碎是爱情最美的样子


想用一杯Latte把你灌醉 好让你能多爱我一点 暗恋的滋味 你不懂这种感觉 早有人陪的你永远不会 看见你和他在我面前 证明我的爱只是愚昧 你不懂我的 那些憔悴 是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退 我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天 直到那一天
你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔 不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪 为你做任何改变 也唤不回你对我的坚决


Thursday, March 17, 2005

at home rotting now..
finally im home b4 my mum...
she mus be glad man....
well....went to sch for awhile today....
haiz....tink i need a weeek break frm work..
to catch up on all my projs n everything..
need sometime out.....
ergh....nothing much to blog already..
tis blog is dead le....
so guys.....can dun bother come check le la..
dun wana blog le.....maybe coz i dun need one le.....
dun fancy internet life now..
jus use the comp for hetic only...wahahhaa....
alritez...
wat the hell...everyone is using photobucket....
like...be original rite..
next.....need a getaway.....maybe shall go somewhere....heehee...
when i get my cash back...tat is..
i need a life.....


Wednesday, March 16, 2005

din go sch today...
too tired to wake up to go sch..
so in the end...i slacked at home....
auntie n cousin came...
yeapz....later gotta help karen work..like huh...
sianz..
ytd....went to hav sakae at heeren den walk walk...
haiz....tis time...we went to almost all the flash n splash..
but haiz...nothing much for us to buy..
in the end...sheena came too..
nothign to buy oso
in the end...we took 14...
stopped halfway while talking..
took a cab down to try sheesha....
it was a great experience....but no...i wun waste my money on tat again..
ya...we 3 shared...but we still din finish it......
even the lift smells of tat....wahahaha...
alrite...gtg already...


Friday, March 11, 2005

hui will love tis....huh??
neway wat u busy wif man???
oh well....havin lessons in the morning...haiz...drag myself out of the bed.....
so dead tired....later still gotta rush down for work....
often wonder... i wish.....i wish i can hav everything goes smoothly as it can...
wish for no hatred.....peace within everyone....
it seems as hard as impossible....
its alrite......tats how the world goes round....
or rather...like wat karen say....life is like a cycle...
haiz...wateva la..
okok...i said enuff.....dun wana come back to the world of tis.....
maybe its jus me tat cant take it....
i jus wan to live a non-existence life....yes...


Friday, March 04, 2005


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sorry guys...tink u all got pissed while reading..



sorry la..was trying out the new bloggie...so ya...



tat explain y u cant read it la..



okok...check out tis cap...cool huh?



cant slp last  nite duno y...but dragged myself out of bed..



heng i did not waste my money take cab to sch...hahaa



teacher not even here when i came...yeap..



st8 away used my new thumb drive...heehee..so cool....



thanks bro....yeap...i had a lec on tue tat i forgot to turn up?



like she din even tell me rite...thanks ar...



supposed to hav a test today but damn classmate cant come...



so tml morning at 10...kaoz..i got to study later..but i got work...



after the paper i gotta rush to work again....where got enuff slp man???



haiz...tats my life...cant wait to go out on sun...hopefully...



heehee....gotta go now.....ergh...shld hav worn my new cap...



he din say anything abt my hair....shall i cut???haiz...



cant wait to use all my new stuffs....heeeheee...



miss u girl....wondering if ure fine....



Thursday, March 03, 2005


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shld be quiksilver like hell..wahahhaa.....

shopping was fun today...thou abit of attitude given by lots of ppl..

.but its alrite...still managed to enjoy ourselves...wahaha....so wats on the list today???



hehe...rushed down st8 frm sch....jus in time she reached....

had chicken rice...was craving for it...saw tat twins 'thing' frm IJ toa payoh de...

so handsome....one really look like ping guan...wonder if she sound like...

still remember their nameS?everyone crazy over them tat time....joanne n dianne????wahahah...yes...must be...yeap...alritez abt them..



rest awhile.....cant find any nice billabong cap....only like the one my bro got....

well....went pacific plaza....din buy anything..



she bought a top...to match her angel n devil shirts...wahaha...

.we both bought a pair of rip curl slippers...heehee...so cool.....

she sponser me a quilsilver cap....thanks....love it...heehee...

cant wait to wear them...so im not gonna cut my hair until further notice...

cant wait to take them out frm the bag...take some pics....n also wear themmmm.....heehee....



er...the zen touch is giving me trouble...haiz...

always mus charge...bro is taking forever to help me get my thumb drive....

wa lau...i gave u 50 le leh.....hmmm....there goes my money already...its alrite....cant be tat hard up...



total....i really duno how much we spent la....i only noe i spent at least 100 at flash splash...

.at least....i find tat is worth it?? okok....went to find donavan at Paragon....KAOZ..

.there was tis thing over there....they keep staring like hell.....wat the heck.....

i really find im suffering at siglap while other outlet is slacking like mad....

sheena....today we renkee paragon city link n esplande le...wahahahhaa....

cool rite.....lots to say man....even wrote it down on paper le..wahahaa...



oh....sam called n so we met up.....walked around at bugis...

den ate at swesens.....hmmm...ate my colt tower..but the table beside us....

those things.....kaoz..so noisy....but they happen to be her fwen...one of them.....

thou they keep staring like hell...its alrite...

im grown over tat part of life le...ok...tats all i wana blog le...till then i blog...till then i update....take care pepz..



off to watch my show.....really got the kick to buy tat vcd series....heeeheee....



Wednesday, March 02, 2005


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hey hey...tis font so cool huh..i wish i can hav such a fone den hor den write the same word everywhere.....hahahahahaha....okok going off soon...cant wait for tis lesson to end...den i wan go out le..shopping or kbox???wahahahhaa.....



alrite...gtg le....ciaoz.



Tuesday, March 01, 2005


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hey pepz...im back...


worked in the morning today...
almost late...but heng was not..
jen came...hmmm...din say anything abt my hair..
did opening..
sam was late....jen din say much abt my hair..
till almost opening...went to spray it...
den she say...mus look out for the big bos...
like i care man...haiz.
but soon i gotta either cut my hair or dye them back le..
haiz..im too lazy to do all tat...dun really feel like cutting my hair either..
life's jus like tat..
nothing great....
cant wait to go shopping le...
wana go towning...after so damn long???wahahha...
yeap...


dun really wana talk abt today..
haiz...my test totally suxs....
im so goona fail.....wateva la..
its not an issue here..
finally saw adine in like 312312312 yrs...wahaha..
well...but suddenly...its not the warmth kinda feeling le..
haiz..okok..next..
im late for work...took a cab down...which is so not worth it..
haiz...sorry bi cant pei u take 13...i was still late in the end...
wahahaa..
heng tml got no sch....i really drag le...haiz.
hmmm...
i totally can understand how lisa feels..
its like...
i went thru it a duno how many yrs ago...
n all i can say to her is....time heals all wounds..
thou i really dun wish to remember how i went thru all tat..
but im glad i got my baby now..
n i oso wish she feels better now..
i can really understand how she feels man...
alrite...tats all i wana say...
back to hextic...waahha....abit hungry today..
din hav staff meal....coz it look suxy..


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Thou we have to be apart...i carry u inside my heart...i love u more than words can say...and in my heart u'll always stay...12/04

if you love someone...set her free...if she comes back...then u noe its meant to be...if she don't...be contented tat it grew in yours...12/04...by carol..

i'll be loving u forever...deep inside my heart u'll leave me never...Even if u took my heart..and tore it apart...i will love u still....FOREVER

It's so hard to say how a love could end this way...the one that used to care for u...jus turns and walks away...n its so hard to find...to leave the pain behind...n all the things u looking for...ur heart cant seem to find...26/04

I will never forget the days we once had...The days when u were everything to me...My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever...But now i realised that was all a big dream...The feelings i have for u will never go...I wish i could take back that one regretful day..The day when i willingly let you slide from my arms...Never did i think of the astonishing pain of regrets....That once i would have to live through...The sight of u in someone else's arms makes my heart shatter into million pieces...I sometimes wonder if u still think of me....Or if to u..i'm jus a face in the crowd...I wish so very much that one day we could hav it all back...But for now, I'll sit here silently.....Remembering all the memories we once shared...Everyday my love grows much stronger...Hoping that one day you will feel the same....AND put BACK the pieces of my BROKEN heart....06/05...

Time will never change the things we've been thru...and afterall we're meant to be...love would bring us back to u n me...if only u could see....120503

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Baby coz u dunno how i feel....living my life without u..and u dunno what its lyk...loving u all this time...i give u all my love, heart and soul....risking it all on a chance...and now when i need u the most...u dunno

Can we go back to the days our love was strong...Can u tell me how a perfect love goes wrong.....Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way it used to be....Oh god give me a reason...i'm down on bended knees..

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if i could exchange all my happiness for a single moment wif u...if i could reach out and touch my princess only a second or 2..the choice would hav been easy...coz the only thing i'll ever do...is staring into emptiness and thinking of u...12aug03

i'm thinking of u....and wondering if u ever think of me...14aug03...

you don't know what you mean to me. no matter what i do, all i think about is you. i simply jus can't forget all tat happens...u'll stay in my memories...forever..6oCt

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