jus checked......damn her... she counted wrongly my pay again.. fuck off man.. always like tat... wat the hell....im sick n tired of getting lesser n lesser pay each mth... there isnt a mth tat she count correct... n not to say they give extra for ot.. wat the fuck la.. so pissed off... its time i leave there man... i tink she really hav a major big problem wif accounts man.. maybe i shld let her read tis....she will blow up man....
back in sch now... doing my work... getting all pissed recently... cant stand the slightest things done.. something really wrong wif me.. im going crazy already... jus kill me la... everybody's getting on my nerves.... ok...i shld stop my nonsense.. haiz..getting pay soon...thou mine is not alot.. but at least can survive... jus tat cant go shopping...cant buy things...cant hav good meals... its alrite...ren awhile more....will get lots money soon...heehee... yeapz...having troubles now on my flash.... serious need help... anyone??????
in sch now.. heard can leave at 5...wah...so good today.. duno wats up.. neway... found out a great site to dl songs.. super fast...super easy.....wateva u wan they have.... u wan it...they have it....wahahahha.... today....baby's good enuff to pei me come here n rot since 1.. at least i got company....jus nice my fwen need to go off early.. wahahha...alritez... gtg pack up ready to leave soon.... yeapz...more songs into my zen micro....heehee..... ytd....was in town...called sheena n she oso going there....wif hui.. den we jus meet up they suppose to go for movie.. but thanks to me....i said k-box...shld not hav.. so jus accompany them to teo heng... we left 1st to catch the last bus.. yupz...had fun after sometime already..... till then....
bored bored to death.... today is already wed.. hmmm....mon no sch.. ytd...jus came for like less den 1/2hr den went to town.. yeapz.... cut my hair again....hmmm...thank god mum din say anything.. oh well... today...i made an effort to wake up early.. but im still late....coz its raining.... maybe tat's y...at 9am...still can sign.. wahahha....haha...quite lucky.. heng i din waste money take cab there.. yeapz.....super hungry now...wana go eat soon... sianz.....wat shall i do tonite.??? dun feel like going sch tml at all...
its a TGIF(thank god its friday) already... so glad i managed to survive another 1 week already... hav been doing my flash like mad... everyday no life at all... neway....leave sch at 530 den gotta rush down to siglap by 7.. hope i dun hav to change zillion buses... wahaha... yeapz... neway...ytd watched house of wax.. hmm..its a very thrilling show.. quite scary at times...not tat there's ghost or wat.. but becos the muderers jus pop up like any min.. hmmm..but the girls r real sexy inside.. wahahah.. yeapz...no wonder only guys will say the show its nice la. hmmm...tats abt it.. my life...cant wait to get pay im like super broke already... ok...tml nothing to do...shall go out tml... sun's work again... every nite i watch the 9pm show... reminds me of my por por.... but its really amazing they can make up all these....damn funny... nu tou=newton....den maMen(MElvin) like damn funny lor...wahhaha.. ok im lame.. neway...today mornin bi left for her trip le... enjoy urself ar...come back drop me a msg.... alritez... guess next week baby will hav more time wif me...since not working... yeapz... gtg peepz...take care...im off to a short break...heehee
im bored so i came here back to blog.. was surfing.. n i saw got other 'things' use rayne as their bung name like wat the fuck.. fuck u la.. as thou u duno tats like my name... all right reserved ok.. wats ur prob lor.. like my name soooooo nice for u to jus use like taT? come on man..u gotta pay me for using it ok.. neway....u r an insult to tat name.. fuck u...asshole... childish freak...go get urself a better name tat suit u.. honestly..u totally dun suit it.. wif ur stupid disgusting look....disgusting dressing.. ur broken voice...n ur stupid attitude.... or u wan me find another name for u....bitch..is the word...ok? gosh...i feel so much better after saying all these out... only lorraine is rayne ok??? u bitch...
today's a very khaki colour...wahaha... coz im dress totally like a real khaki.. gosh im mad...alrite la.. today i really made an effort to wake up early... n come to sch jus in time.. hmmm..did my work...went to find my sup... n he gave me another load of work to do... went to the library to get some flash books.. 1st time i borrow books frm there.. heng i dun hav to carry them back..so heavy... oh well...the weather is like so cold... n yes i forgot my jacket..ergh...wat luck.. now abit abit freezing..wahaha... looking for jobs for cui...nothing much.. ytd only went sch for like less den 1/2 hr.. went find mum...yeapz...heng my fwen sign for me.. if not sure die le.. so today i help her sign morning. yeapz....tats abt it.. gtg start wif my flash.. mus do a good job since everyone tinks its a damn easy job lor.. ok...1 hr left...
back to sch... oh well.. sat went for the launch of mitsubishi evo9 gosh...it was fantastic lor.... for all evo lovers...if u din went.....its jus too sad for u man... thou it was abit hot there...n it was so super damn crowded la.. but still it was fun... whole time was like OMG OMg...wahahaha... all the cars damn cool lor... wif all the stickers ralliart...n everything. den the drivers perform stunts den the cars super fast lor.. took pics like hell....jus tat i haven got the time to go n upload them la.. hmmm....i'm glad i went for it...din regret a second there... oh well...den on our bus back.. mikko say meet me at pw play pool.. den its like...awhile only...den i walked all the way to katong to take bus back... slacked at home after tat... yeapz....sun cant really slp well... ppl keep msging...ergh...den i gotta help out at 6pm.. haiz...alrite..so went to help her...came early to pei cui n sheena... had kfc...den slacked awhile...a lamborghini yellow n black...parked outside.. wahaha....so cool...i took pics abit only la. heng she did a rollcall n i was bar...thank god. i dun hav to run... overall...if everyday i gotta run like tat den i dun wan to work le la.. was sam's burfdae so got cake for him... den we slacked wif them at the malay stall for almost 130? ya..they keep bitching abt the rest la.... hmmm....tis week.. i really gotta be good....today im late le..cant afford for the next few days le... haiz...
im back....din managed to wake up in the morning.. dun even noe who turned off my alarm for me.. wahahaha....its good in a sense... yeapz...ytd was supposed to go down to why not.. but its like...i duno wat i was busy wif.. when i got the time to wan to go down.. its almost 11 already..n the event starts at 11? like wtf... so we still rushed down in the end.. made mikko waited quite long...she was abit sad coz the show ended la. sorry mikko.. in the end we din go in...coz haiz....it was over wats the point. n theres like so many ppl inside...so crowded.. n i hate crowds la. sat outside n can c alot alot of things lor.. bi keep saying tis one tat one good looking.. hmmm...alrite la...i saw alot of familar faces.... they say tat grace huang is married???? gosh...to tat auntie tat always go wif her to thai express???? hmmm....she's quite old lor...next...saw leyanne and joanne.... wif a very handsome thing tat bi say lor...n super rich...wahahaha... so cool can....den i saw tat small thing....gosh...she can drive alreayd??? wahahaha....still ever cute... yeapz...tats abt it...had a small drink den went over to mustafa... bi wanted to buy some stuffs la... ya..den we took a cab home already. hmmm...did i mention tat while i was there....karen msg??? like she jus asked...next week roster? not even a PLS? den i say u wan msg cui de izit.. den she say no...both...like huh...tis is e way u ask ppl go back work ar? oh...sazali sun last day...so which means lesser n lesser ppl... i wonder how she gonna survive...actually i dun mind working.. at least i wun be bored on sat sun...n its hard to find a job tat only sat n sun.. but its like...haiz... was msging her...den we saw taz...wahahah...so qiao..she oso ask me go back help her leh.. haiz...if i go back...at least i wun be rotting at home on sat n sun. i will hav extra cash to keep... but there's something inside tats stoping me from going back.. i can reckon lots of ppl will say me...wa lau..quit le still go back n all.... i will start all my temper....my unhappiness working there... more quarrels within her...gotta control my words when i talk to her.. its quite stressful lor.... or izit she tink tat she help me tape tat show...den i will repay her by helping her?? i dun mind la.....unless she increase my pay???? not sure....i leave it to god to decide for me.. im tired...
jus here for a quick one...neway.. had a enjoyable time totally wif my bestieeeessss... heehee....ya....walk talk walk talk.. we can jus talk non stop no matter where we were.. dun bother abt e ppl staring thinking we r crazy.. dun hav to bother abt reputation.. jus laugh out loud....wahahahaha.. cheryl went shop shop abit.. b4 we make our way to paragon to hav dinner. super full n thanks to me got the UOB card... so everything was almost half price. n oso coz hui noes the ppl inside la. the pasta is really not bad...but too little. wahaha...okok...den we take losta pics.. den walked over to starbucks chit chat.. really bitch abt soooo many things.. hui dig out my naughty pri sch times n told eve abt it... den i dig out cheryl sec 1 n 2 life.. all laughed like mad.. jus when we were talking abt della...abt her writing nothing in her exam script.. we saw her walk pass.....OMG...so qiao can??? ahhahaa...den as usual they talk alot.. in the end gotta take cab back.. tats abt our day.. next would be mahjong soon...' im contented wif our lifes like tat.. at least they are all truth....no lies...no fakers....no masks.... no acting skills.....no grammy awards..... wats wif everyone???????i really dun understand.... cheryl: give me ur all right reserved...can???hahahaha... alrite...off to town now.. gotta be back by 6.. den to why not later...heehee....finally can drink.. but haiz...gotta go sch the next day...dun tink i can make it lor.
its after lunch break now...but i din went as i had a heavy breakfast la.. now waiting for her to wake up.. oh well... morning had NE lec...was super boring..can slp... made us watched some army shows.... it does not concern me leh....wat the hell.. like army daze 2.. oh well...yeapz.. nothing much ytd woke up early...not early enuff for sch... so din go in the end.. had breakfast wif cui b4 she go work... den took a bus down to sch. on my way..my fwen msg saying tat dt came spot check.. den its like...huh...i rather take mc...n it was raining heavily.. cross over the bridge n waited for another bus.. dropped my ezlink card duno where... so ya...the best part is tat its inside my detatchable rip curl wallet. like fuck off to the person who took it.. u sure will be curse by me.. ergh.. yeapz...den went to find them since missie n xiao ping came.. they were nice enuff to accompany me to hav kfc..thou its jus a burger. den slacked awhile at gelare together wif vivi.. talked to her....n seems like she dun really like karen's way of working too.. n she said tat she will tell her tat b4 she leaves...hahahaha.. cool......honestly.....its something to do wif her tats makin everyone leave lor. ok...tats enuff.. hav been looking for jobs everyday....but shes so choosy... i still havto do everything for her...haiz.. duno la... ok tats abt it... later still gotta go during my proj time...heehee.. to hougang to hav my ezlink done....like wat the hell... waste of my time(thou i hav nothign tod o insch) waste my money...it cost 21bucks lor. ergh....alrite..gt wake her up now... wats infor today??? will be meeting my bitchin partners.... hui, cheryl...ahhahaha.. got alot to bitch abt....hahaha....MUST BE TAT HAIR RITE??? wahahaha..... okok...
its a mon n i gotta survive another 9plus hrs in sch for another 4 more days.. its a torture man... nothing to do.....nowhere to surf...n bordom.. maybe in the morning hor..i shld jus go down to the pool there.. hav a morning swim myself...n den a tann... starting frm tml...yes...i will.. wahahaha....tats jus joking la. oh well... the weekend hav been quite alright.. sat where were we?? fri nite went to holland v thai express.. it totally sux there den i went there...haven even sit down i kena bitten by tat ant flyin... funny thing is i work at siglap so long....oso nv kena at all lor. wat the fuck...forget it...dun wana talk abt their service la..it sux. the food oso not as good. oh well....totally waste of my money. yeapz..next is on sat.. we din really go anywhere..so decided to go sheng siong at bedok res. haha.....a fruitful trip i mus say... buy so many things like no need money man. yeaopz...den we both prepared dinner for mum....steamboat la. yeapz..tat's 1 day gone.. on sun...supposed to go sentosa but it rained so it was cancelled. den jus went my grandma's place wished her.. den ate at bedok inter wif dad..den went home.. decided to bring QD down for a cut.. so took a cab to sheena tat vet for a cut. to my surprise tat ah beng can handle him..without complaining... n he talked alot to us...tell us alot of stuffs.. not bad lor..i really tink he is....yeapz..den he oso gave me a discount... n den 1plus din take. he lugi like hell man... oh well...hes very nice towards QD ... but the point is...QD did not really bark or bite at all... he jus stood there to let him shave off.... im really shocked....hes such a brave boy...heehee... so i award him wif better treats.. now den i noe tat...ingredient wif corn is not good for dog.s.. so all u peps out there wif doggies....dun choose products wif corn ya...? yeapz.....n he drives a miz lancer...full bodykit n all.. not bad leh...but its silver la.. wahaha...den evening went to find my aunt wif cui.. we played mahjong all the way till 11plus. tats abt it... tonite shall go home n watch my 9pm show.. cant wait...cuis working tonite.. hope she still can get used to it la.... alritez.....gtg
looks like my world had suddenly gone so quiet within days.. totally got no life at all..oh well...can actually say... but ive been slacking...even in sch.. hav not started on my proj totally. haiz....oh well...at least we finished up our poster....wahahha. yeapz...its not fantastic...but ive learn afew more things frm photoshop.. yeapz...today will be going out.. wahahah...like finally....i wana get a life...a life outta here.. hmmm...mel..where u die to? hows work? next...cui: pls hurry go find a job la...if not u'll rot to death widout a cent. wahahaha. ok..hui n cheryl: cheryl..nv hear frm u leh..still need ur help get me jobs.. hui: stop disappearing. hmmm...okok... hav been looking for jobs + cars in classified everyday.. hmmm....its amazing i bother ...but ya... looking out for cars on carmarts online.. all seems not bad...haiz....really hopefully by sep.....yes... okok...gtg now.stupid partner is always late...nv c him at all....damn it....
so many things happened recently... oh well.... tue nite...after i left sch at 6... poor baby was waitin for me...den we went home to cook.. hmmm....den mum came home... we were so bored watching tv...mon got 10 $1 scratch tix for me to scratch.. the day b4 she was still saying tis bahgadash guy bought a $2 tix n won $1k.. den i was tellin her..u tink so easy u can win meh.. den as i scratch the 1st one...i was like....$5 $5 5 pls... den in the end was 3 of the same 500...i was like... OMG>....really won tat???mum was eating when i told her.. but they all thot i was kidding.. wahahha...but still....I WON...WAHAHAHHAA... den i was like telling my dad n mum.. i can buy my miz lancer le...wahahaha.... yeapz..so i decided not to go sch on wed... wahahah...go hav fun. yeapz...at nite...was online chatting wif mikko.. den she came all the way to fetch me for supper. we had prata for awhile while waiting for my match.. ergh...dun talk abt it...shld hav bought the acmilan de... haiz...wateva.yeapz.... ok...so i woke up quite late on wed..coz i slpt at like 5... decided to go pw awhile... but we were so damn bored wif nothin to do.. so baby wanted so much to go k-box... den ok lor....but i was like coughing so badly..cant really sing at all.. oh....forgot..den we had jack's place for lunch.... steak was super full...yeazp.. we sang finished all the songs we always sing... some new songs....the jay zhou song...heehee... den at nite..supposed to go no signboard wif parents.. but haiz....they say another day.. so we went to hav steamboat there lor.. den bought QD stuff n catch a cab home to catch my 9pm show.. yeapz...tats my day ytd.. today...i really tell myself i must wake up in the morning.. but i jus cant..so in the end i came at 1.. haiz....ok.. now i mus rush my poster gotta hand in tml already... haiz...
finally here to blog.. cant online at home....duno wat did bro did to my modem.. oh well... fri... i din go back sch after lunch... so was like....looking for places to go n all tat... met up wif hui...n cheryl for jus awhile only.. saw tat bastard tat owes me money.... oh well..duno if its really him not la.. ok..i dun tink its him....he looks abit shorter.. okok...den in town for awhile b4 we went home.. waited for sam to finish....wanted to go lagoon.. on the way....sheena's dog got an accident wif a bike.. which made us waited there for damn long for the police to arrive.. oh well...if they were not so sia lan...we dun need to call police. 3 malay guys....wa kaoz.... i cant stand the police oso...fuckin attitude.. nvm...okok after everything was over...it was like 2plus 3 already. went 85 to eat den home lor.. sat morning.. early in the morning....met sheena n brought rico to c a vet.. hmmm....den she went to work...den both of us gotta loook after rico.. ergh...cant put them at home coz qd n rico cant get along.. n tis rico ar....dun shit on newspaper de.. i gotta clean his smelly shit for like twice.. almost died....in the end...oso nv let me win 4d. kaoz.. when finally done wif the rico.... winnie called...got free tixs to watch tao zhe concert at expo.. so we went.....it was quite alrite la...jus tat it was free standing...ergh. yeapz....den we went home after tat...for awhile den find sheena.. din noe sam gotta do stock take..so we din wait for him in the end.. yeapz...oh...n i forgot to add....tat the whole day...i bath like 4 times in total... hahaha....break record man.. sun we both woke up late...so in the end decided to go to ps.... had fish n co at glass house again....hahah... super full man. den jus walk around for awhile b4 we headed back.. jus slacked the whole nite doing nothing...watching stupid show.. mon.. woke up quite early...mum woke me up ask me bring qd down for a cut.. in the end...i went down for like 3-4 times...but they were so busy... so my poor qd din get a cut...haiz....n he was like barking....inside the shop.. n can u imagine 1 bark...all the others inside the shop oso barked... gosh...cant keep him still....i give up on him man.. maybe its time to let him go for training. ergh...yeapz...den slpt the whole afternoon.. supposed to go bedok get vcd oso forgot.... had dinner wif parents...n tats my holiday. haiz... today...din wake up in time...mum nagged again. den came st8 after lunch lor... haiz....gonna rot till 6 man.. nothing better to do... alritez..gtg now....
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LoVe QuOtEs
Thou we have to be apart...i carry u inside my heart...i love u more than words can say...and in my heart u'll always stay...12/04
if you love someone...set her free...if she comes back...then u noe its meant to be...if she don't...be contented tat it grew in yours...12/04...by carol..
i'll be loving u forever...deep inside my heart u'll leave me never...Even if u took my heart..and tore it apart...i will love u still....FOREVER
It's so hard to say how a love could end this way...the one that used to care for u...jus turns and walks away...n its so hard to find...to leave the pain behind...n all the things u looking for...ur heart cant seem to find...26/04
I will never forget the days we once had...The days when u were everything to me...My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever...But now i realised that was all a big dream...The feelings i have for u will never go...I wish i could take back that one regretful day..The day when i willingly let you slide from my arms...Never did i think of the astonishing pain of regrets....That once i would have to live through...The sight of u in someone else's arms makes my heart shatter into million pieces...I sometimes wonder if u still think of me....Or if to u..i'm jus a face in the crowd...I wish so very much that one day we could hav it all back...But for now, I'll sit here silently.....Remembering all the memories we once shared...Everyday my love grows much stronger...Hoping that one day you will feel the same....AND put BACK the pieces of my BROKEN heart....06/05...
Time will never change the things we've been thru...and afterall we're meant to be...love would bring us back to u n me...if only u could see....120503
baby..give me back my fantasy...e courage tat i need to live..e air tat i breathe....living without u..my world's become so empty...days r so cold n lonely...n each nite i taste...
THE PUREST OF PAIN
Baby coz u dunno how i feel....living my life without u..and u dunno what its lyk...loving u all this time...i give u all my love, heart and soul....risking it all on a chance...and now when i need u the most...u dunno
Can we go back to the days our love was strong...Can u tell me how a perfect love goes wrong.....Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way it used to be....Oh god give me a reason...i'm down on bended knees..
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but how you can learn from them..170603
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it...180603
if i could exchange all my happiness for a single moment wif u...if i could reach out and touch my princess only a second or 2..the choice would hav been easy...coz the only thing i'll ever do...is staring into emptiness and thinking of u...12aug03
i'm thinking of u....and wondering if u ever think of me...14aug03...
you don't know what you mean to me. no matter what i do, all i think about is you. i simply jus can't forget all tat happens...u'll stay in my memories...forever..6oCt
i din noe u meant so much to me...i wish time could stop at tat moment...tat its only a world of u n me..wif no one else to bother...yet i wish we last...will i hav a chance lyk tis again???...wed
ai zhen de shi yao yong qi, que mian dui liu yan fei yu, zhi yao ni yi ke yan sheng ken ding, wo de ai jiu you yi yi.wo meng dou shi yao yong qi que xiang xing hui zai yi qi. ru guo wo de jian qiang ren xin hui bu xiao xing shang hai le ni, ni neng bu neng wen rou ti xin, wo sui ran xin tai ji, ken hai pai shi que ni...30oCt
