RaYnE LeWiS..33's world

Thursday, September 08, 2005

jus needed to blog here...
well....
tell me abt it..
heard sooooo many things abt tat bitch...
u 2 are the best partners in the world can ever bring...
like wat the fuck..
all the times tat we helped u..
forget it..
all the times tat u did mean things......say fucked up words....
everything jus forget it..
but for now..
i cant imagine...u guys need to use such underhands stuffs to get to the top..
i mean...is there anything tat can actually hold u back???
sorry guys...tis whole thing has nothin to do wif me anymore.
but i seriously feel sorry for my x-manager.
like fuck off....for being a liar and spread out ppl's personal stuff..
u dun stand to gain frm tat..
who noes...ur husand might do something back to u oso....watch out bitch..
next....ur husband another stupid ass la...
already went out for so ooooo god damn many flings....oso duno..
stupid...ur husband everyday wears a green cap rite???
wahahahah...
well...it still cant beat tat self claimed 'incredible'...
like cant believe ure the world stupidest kid..
wahahahahaha...
like wats the point of helping her climb up....
will she give u some moeny?? NO...
will she help u climb up? NO...
she might even kick u down...
stab u zillion times already jus tat u duno....
or izit u jus need a day wif her?????
ever considered tat???
aiyo...these 2 is not tat iw ana say them la huh..
but like wat i said...tis is my blog.....my blog..
i hav every rights to say wat i wana say...
i noe u guys wun even hav a chance to read it...
someone who dun even noe the difference of MSN n MMS...
will she noe wat is a blog????
wahahahaha....
ok...i jus came here to vent my anger...
i believe i got better...
neway....im beginning to c the better of our lifes..
one day we shall hav it all back to u...
yes.....everyone agrees......seriously....theres more den 10..
she once said tat...all these things we pointed out to her has nothing to do wif her..
but its the staffs own problem..
den how come i c more than 10ppl complain abt the same thing?
i mean....seriously...u shdl do a self-reflection..
but i dun tink u will.....wat a stubbon ass..
yes ppl its childish....y do u tink imstill here?
hmmm....
wat for since they did find a backup for themseleves already..
tink abt it...
seriously nv expect u all to be like tis..
neverless to say....wass tis all along wif us....
jus tat u keep it inside???
those times tat u cried...who went over to console u??
when u got no plans on christmas...
who offered to go over??
when u need ppl last min...who helped u?
who will cover up for ur mistakes?
who will correct u...without embarrassing u???
who will packet food for u??
in short....who helped u bring up to wat it is today??
yet tis is the kinda thing u get back to ppl..
in ur heart...someday u shall search...
afterall....at the end of the day...do u feel good???
if tis is the way u guys do to get higher...
i can feel ur pay spent will be so damn dirty..
u guys will nv lift ur head up high again us...
y?? coz ure the faker....ur the liar....ur the ever bad guys in town...
worst part of all....like wat u will always do..
pretend tat u duno a shit..
sounds familar ar??? 1st was mine...den was na's saying u msg wrong person..
like harlow...will u msg someone in the middle of the nite sayng ur deepest feeling???
wan bluff who....
neway i told na to msg her back ...shit i cant remember...
oh....can u like delete my num away...coz i dun wish u to send a wrong emo msg to me anymore...
wahahaha...tat one is good rite?
in short jus stop acting......still can msg if my xboss is alrite...
like come on lor...u can jus lie without blinking...
hmmm..
ok la...tink my anger all gone le la..
but serious...i wish she coould c tis..
den she will noe wats wrong....
ok folks...
i'll be back...


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